Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
What's gonna happen to me?


"Shasa what's going on?" He asked in a voice trembling with fear


"hurry up and open your eyes, don't scare me, Shasa look at me! what's wrong with you?" Raka kept patting Shasa's face which looked paled and tried to wake her up.


Raka brought her index finger closer in front of Shasa's nostril trying to feel her breathing and brought her ear closer to the top of Shasa's chest trying to feel her heartbeat


"Shasa, wake up don't be like this, you scare me" he said, accompanied by tears that had dripped down his cheeks


Raka's entire body was trembling, being afraid to see the state of shasa like that, Raka lifted Shasa's body and intended to take him to the car, but only a few steps..


"Raka," suddenly Shasa's voice was heard saying his name, and Raka quickly responded to the call! And stop in his step.


"Shasa," he said again! Raka with tears in her eyes, looked at Shasa who had opened her eyes and smiled at her


"So what are you crying over me?" Shasa asked and kept smiling to hide the pain


Raka did not reply, she kept seeing Shasa who was still in her carriage


While Shasa who was still feeling weak did not try to get down from her sling, from that Raka felt that something had been hidden by Shasa, but she did not try to ask, but she did not try to ask, because he knew for sure Shasa would not tell him.


With Pelang Raka kneeling in the sand while reciting Shasa, and sitting him down


"Thank you" Shasa said as she closed her eyes trying to endure the pain.


"Do you feel pain?" Raka asked with worry in her heart


Shasa smiled and shook his head


"So can you help me get my bag in the car? And also please bring some water, I feel thirsty," Shasa explained in a still faint voice.


Tampa said nothing, Raka who was still visibly anxious stood up and quickly walked towards her car, picked up a bag and a bottle of water for shasa, and returned to Shasa who was still sitting in the sand


Raka sat in front of the shasa and gave her bag and the water she asked for,


No long wait quickly Shasa took the bag and opened it, picked up the medicine bottle that was inside the bag and was seen opening it and taking one pill and taking it


"What medicine is it?" Tanya Raka was curious


"This, this is not a drug, this is just a kind of vitamin" said Shasa as he touched Raka's face that looked so worried


Raka holds Shasa's hand which touches her cheek and remains to let it touch her


"Shasa can you be honest with me?" Ask Raka again, who does not believe Shasa's explanation to her


Shasa smiled and raised the other hand to touch Raka's cheek next to her


"What do you want to know? I explained it!" Firmly shasa and smile.


The explanation did not make Raka's heart feel relieved, she hugged the shasa that was in front of her,


"Shasa please don't hide anything from me" she said


"What happened to you today, it's not the first time, I saw you like that, Shasa saw you like that I was so scared, what exactly happened? Shasa..


"There's nothing, please don't ask anymore" explained Shasa quickly cutting off the words from Raka as she returned Raka's embrace trying to stem the tears in her eyelids


After taking the medicine, Shasa's pain slowly begins to dissipate.In Raka's arms, Shasa quickly wipes away her tears, not allowing Raka to know, but it is all noticed by Raka


"I'm fine, don't worry about me" he said, shaking his head and letting go of Raka's embrace on him,


"Raka look at the sea water there, it looks very beautiful with the roll of the small waves" said Shasa trying to distract Raka who always looked at him questioningly in the gaze of his eyes! while standing and walking closer to the sea water, to avoid questions from Raka, to the point that she forgot about the medicine in her bag, which she had been trying to hide


Seeing Shasa walking behind him, Raka took the opportunity to look at the medicine that was inside Shasa's bag, she took out a medicine bottle and looked at it, and occasionally did not forget to look towards Shasa, she said, Raka took out a medicinal pill and closed the medicine bottle again and put it in the bag.


Raka watched the medicinal pill that was in her hand and then took the handkerchief and wrapped the medicine up and then stuffed it in her pants pocket


Raka who was still feeling anxious was also worried about Shasa, who was walking alone in the distance there! quickly stood up and walked up to him.


"Shasa what if we go home? I'm afraid something will happen to you again" explained Raka while holding Shasa's hand


"What will happen to me? if you were here? Don't worry, I just fell asleep for a moment because I felt sleepy" Shasa explained


"but sha..


"Well, look there's a little crab here" Shasa said, pointing at the small hole in the stone pit, shasa deliberately cutting Raka's speech again


And with that Raka no longer tried to continue her words, as she felt Shasa was uncomfortable with it


Raka quickly attempts to catch the small crab pointed at by the shasa.


And try to control his emotions to make him look calmer


"Well, here I managed to catch it" Raka said as she showed the little crab to Shasa


Shasa smiled happily and clapped like a child as he looked at the little crab


"Do you want to walk there?' asked Raka while pointing far ahead


Shasa nodded


"OK, alright,! I will take you there" Raka said with a smile.


And the two of them walked together hand in hand along the edge of the sea


Shasa's happy smile and laughter flashed across his face as well as Raka's, as if nothing had happened today


Raka and shasa seemed to look so happy that she was unconscious that it was almost evening.


Raka looked at the clock on her wrist


"Sha it's late afternoon, what if we go home" Raka asked Shasa


Shasa nodded and held onto Raka's arm


"What's wrong? Are you feeling tired?" Raka asked who was still showing some anxiety on her face, despite trying to hide it


"No, I just feel comfortable like this" said shasa spoiledly


Raka stroked Shasa's cheek and walked towards his car, once near Raka's car opened the car door for Shasa


"Be careful" he said as Shasa got into the car


After that he went in and started the engine of his car, and did not forget to put his seat belt


Raka drives and drives her car with Pelang while holding Shasa's hand