Between Love and Love
I'm sorry, I'm,,

"Raka let me go. Andra must have been looking for me, Leo will get in trouble and will get punished for me! if I don't go home now." Obviously Shasa was deliberately to provoke anger from Raka in order to want to drive her from where she is now

"Shasa, in a situation like this, you're still thinking about other people. Can't you think about me a little bit. How do I feel about you, can't it make you think about making me a choice in your heart? And now that you're hurt, let me treat you first.

"No, that's not necessary! This wound is because of my own carelessness, so that I will treat it myself, you do not need to sympathize or feel sorry for me!" Obviously Shasa while pulling his legs that were on the lap of the raka

"Shasa, you..." Raka who could not say anything more, could not continue his words, she could not hold Shasa's leg, and could only let go and see Shasa standing from the seat

"Shasa now that you are injured, do not increase the depth of the piercing shards of glass, if you step on them your floor will be in pain. Sorry if I've been rude to you! stay a while to treat your wound, after that I myself will take you home

Shasa closed his eyes, shook his head, making himself able to master the pain that had attacked him.

Shasa opened his eyes and saw Raka who was already standing before him, he tried to hide the pain, and tried to smile

"Raka, can't you understand what I've been saying, I want to get out of here! Like you told me I'm sick of you. I don't want to linger here and look at you, can't you understand that?" Shasa who had run out of sense, deliberately to choose the most painful words for raka

Blushing eyes looked at Shasa's eyes, as if he wanted to vent emotions that were so upsetting. The hot look from Raka's eyes seemed to want to burn Shasa who had really hurt her

"You should understand in my heart there is absolutely no you, I love others! So I beg you to forget me, let's just say that we have never been in contact with each other or known each other" those words, like lightning striking in broad daylight, instantly Raka's heart was broken Hearing Shasa's confession

Raka fell silent and stood looking at Shasa who was already standing behind him

With his own words Shasa, already piercing his own heart with a very pointed dagger, he continued to rub and occasionally banging his chest that felt tight and walked with limping.

"Tell me what you just said it's all a lie" Raka grabbed Shasa's hand stopping her from her step, pulling Shasa to make her face herself.

Raka Holding both arms of Shasa who did not dare to look at her.

"Now look me in the eye, tell me if it's all a lie

Shasa could only shake his head and continue to avert his gaze

"Shasa, do you need this?" Raka took out the wallet from her pants pocket and took out some paper money, and showed it to Shasa

"Look, I also have a lot of money, not only Andra, I have everything that I have, so what difference do I have with him?, If you only want money! Here, take Everything even I can still to double it" Raka said as she threw the money in Shasa's face

Shasa could only dodge and look away, with what Raka was doing to her, her tears did not stop to flow

"I've thought you're different from so many women out there, but that's all just my thinking! You are no different from them, you are as cheap as those who have sold themselves. Now that you leave here, I'm disgusted I really can't stand being in one room with you" Raka explained as she pointed towards the hotel room door

Shasa stepped out of her legs, without saying anything, she could only cry, hearing the insults that the raka threw at her. Shasa approached the door and tried to open the door of the hotel room

"The key word is your name. Go away, I don't want to see your face anymore, and next time don't ever show up, you again in front of me, don't ever assume that we've known you before, I don't hesitate to get to know someone like you" Pinta Raka before Shasa leaves and leaves Raka alone in the room.

With heavy strides, Shasa lifted her leg to limp and tried to endure the pain in her heart.

Shasa Holding his chest walked bent over holding onto the wall, poking through the hotel hallway to get out of the hotel

***

Shasa let out a long sigh as he got out of the hotel, for a moment Shasa stopped to step up! he bent down holding both of his knees that felt limp to step on, with both of his hands.

Shasa turned around and looked at the hotel that she had just entered, she recalled how Raka's gaze looked at her! How anger and hatred had already engulfed his heart

"I'm sorry, this is all I can do for you to hate me, so that my departure will not make your heart hurt even deeper" Shasa said, trying to walk even though the steps were heavy.

With sadness in Shasa's heart and with the wounds that were on his feet, and how the disease that had attacked him made Shasa unable to hold everything. His eyes darkened and rendered him unconscious in front of the hotel.

Shasa fell and lay on the ground, and did not wait long to make the visitors and passersby in the area crowded to see the scene.

"Thank God, she's fine now" said one of the women who had checked her pulse

"Have anyone called an ambulance?" Asked one of the middle-aged men who also saw Shasa's condition

"Yes I've contacted him, soon the ambulance will be coming" replied the person standing nearby

With a very coincidental Ratna who was passing in front of the hotel, curious to see the crowd that occurred in front of the hotel, and, he wanted to tell his driver to stop and wanted to see what they were watching

Ratna who was walking inside the crowd rounded her eyes when she saw Shasa lying on the ground unconscious.

"Shasa," Ratna quickly walked towards Shasa who was already in the crowd

"Mrs, do you know him?" Asked the woman who had checked on Shasa

"Right, she's my son-in-law's candidate" Ratna replied

"Please help me get her to the car, I'll take her to the hospital" Ratna told people nearby.