Between Love and Love
What the hell is going on with you?

"I don't need your permission, I like you, I love you and love you so much. Kissing you is a sign because I really love you" explained Raka who did not seem to feel guilty at all

"But I haven't said yes and haven't given you an answer!" Firmly Shasa who was still in Raka's arms

Raka again releases her embrace and returns to hold Shasa's face and look up to her

"Shasa is honest with me, don't you like me" Raka asked as she looked at Shasa's eyes with a gaze expecting a reply from her

"Raka don't be like this give me a chance to think first" Shasa said as she continued to try to remove Raka's hand from her face.

"What really happened to you? Why are you suddenly like this?" Shasa asked curiously and continued to pull Raka's hand apart and occasionally hit her.

raka's hand that was previously injured, now the wound is increased and bleeding due to blows from Shasa.

Not waiting for long Shasa noticed the wound that was on Raka's finger, seeing that Shasa stopped to hit him and looked at it closely.

"You hurt?" Shasa asked suddenly, and with anxiety on the look on his face

Hear a question from Shasa! Raka quickly removed her hand from Shasa's face and turned to her back.

Raka tries to hide the wound on her finger, not wanting Shasa to question what is going on with her! Raka stepped out of the room, but Shasa quickly grabbed and held her hand and looked at the wound

"Have you fought?" Ask with curiosity

Raka is silent and does not answer, she does not want Shasa to find out about her engagement to laura, so she chooses to be quiet

Seeing Raka speechless, Shasa no longer questioned the matter that had happened! because according! Raka's silence was probably a problem she didn't need to know about.

Shasa smiled and pulled Raka! sit him on the side of the bed, and pick up the medicine box that was inside the desk drawer, and, Shasa is seen opening the medicine box and is seen taking the ointment given by doctor Reza and applying it to the wound on the raka finger.

With great care Shasa applied the medicine very carefully, In order for Raka not to feel pain and soreness,

while applying the ointment on Raka's fingers, Shasa consciously uttered words that were far from the thoughts of a girl like her, she gave advice to Raka, to make Raka who heard it so stunned and cause many Tanya marks in her heart

"Remember as much as any problem you face, keep to always think clearly, not because of the problem you to do the unwanted thing! stay calm and stay calm to always be able to balance yourself" explained Shasa who suddenly made Raka look at him with a different gaze.

from his adult-sounding tone and his speech does not sound like the usual Shasa, the thought is much different from the shasa he knows,

Shasa who was previously a girl who was still childish, became that mature, making Raka ask questions to shasa

"Have you always been like that? Trying to always look calm, and keep trying to look like nothing's going on?" Suddenly Raka asks something that makes Shasa speechless.shasa feels his advice has raised questions from Raka that he may not be able to answer

Looking at Shasa who was ignoring the question from her, Raka held her hand to make Shasa stop to treat her wound and look at it

"Shasa I know you have a lot of problems in your heart, and I know you have a lot of worry and a lot of thoughts in your head, what by hiding it can make you feel calm?" Raka asks intentionally to lure Shasa into telling her everything.

but Shasa still looks calm, he again lowered his head and blew a finger on Raka's injured hand after that look at Raka with a smile again.

"My problem is there is no solution, I just wait for it until it disappears by itself. Even though I knew it was gone after that..." Shasa fell silent and did not continue his words.

("After it's gone, I must have disappeared from the face of this earth") he continued from the heart

Shasa was silent for a moment and sighed.

"Not to think about it, now my hands have been smeared with ointment given by Dr. Reza. Remember for a while don't get him exposed to water" Shasa explained as she wrapped him in a bandage

" Now this is done," said Shasa and saw Raka who had been staring at him from earlier

"Shasa can't you trust me and tell me that you have a problem?" Raka asked with curiosity, as she was sure Shasa had a serious problem that she had reserved for herself

Again Shasa just smiled and stood up from his seat.

"Look at me now, do you think I have a problem?" Shasa asked who was indeed an expert at hiding something within him

Raka grabbed her hand and pulled her closer to him

"Shasa Maybe to the person who saw you, you don't seem to have any problems in you, but it's different from me! Shasa you can't lie to me like them" he said, causing Shasa to quickly turn her eyes away, not daring to look into Raka's eyes that seemed to be introgating.

"No, you're wrong! From childhood until now aunt, brother Rendi and om Antoni always give me more attention, they love me very much, even though I am nobody! but they always give me what I want, granting me every request.

What other problems do you think I could face? Rendi's sister always took care of me, she never let me in trouble, Rita's aunt always worried about me, scolded me if I was late to eat and always looked at me, while Antoni who always takes care of me always pay attention to my health. Where do you think that trouble came from?" Clearly Shasa at length while revealing a sweet smile on his lips, which made Raka speechless to hear him for a moment.

Shasa released his hand from Raka's grasp, and took out the medicine box that was beside Raka.

Taking to keep it to its original place, Shasa opened the desk drawer and inserted the medicine box.

"Keep What about your past life? Before you were found by them?" Raka's question suddenly made Shasa stand up and look at her with a blank look.

For a moment Shasa just fell silent not answering the question from Raka

"Shasa can't you tell me that either? The trauma you have suffered has something to do with your past. I want to know it so that it can help you heal the trauma you suffered" Raka asserted trying to make Shasa want to tell him all the problems.