Between Love and Love
Am I that sehina

"but pa,, Rendi really loves Shasa, Rendi just wants to marry him! Because of him, Rendi will not get married, please give Rendi support for it, give us blessing, please Rendi" said Rendi who was pleading for blessing from her father (doctor antoni)

Shasa who was behind the door, was speechless from Rendi, who was asking for the blessing of her papa, in order to marry him.

there is an intention in Shasa's heart to go in and reject his request, but Shasa undoes his intention to listen to what Antoni's doctor thinks of him.

given Antoni's treatment of her, Shasa is sure in her heart that the antoni doctor will definitely give her blessing, but Shasa wants to hear firsthand Antoni's response to her

"Rendi, you're the only son you have! what you want, you're happy with your own chosen woman, whoever you are, you won't interfere! not even a woman of the night papa will stand in your way, as long as you are happy! but not with Shasa. Papa doesn't allow that! Papa will be against it, if you insist on marrying her

Shasa who was outside leaning against the wall eavesdropped on the talk of the doctors Antoni and Rendi, he who had a strong self-confidence now bowed in shame to himself! the smile on his lips was visible and accompanied by tears that trickled when he heard the words of doctor Antoni, who was,

"Am I that humble, not even a woman of the night can be compared to me" Shasa said as she sat down and hugged her knees, leaving her head bowed on her knees and weeping over her fate

"Pa, is that not too rude? I've always believed that if you loved Shasa so much, you never set us apart! But why even argue about me liking it? Explain why papa wouldn't approve if I just wanted Shasa

Doctor Antoni fell silent not giving an answer to Rendi who was now standing before him.

He turned his face away, took out a file that was in the folder and took out a sheet of paper while looking at it

"Pa why just shut up? Is there any reason you can tell me?" Rendi pulled up the chair in front of her papa's desk in a fit of annoyance, she sat down and looked at her papa, who no longer cared about her

For a moment in the room it became quiet, no words from Rendi or Antoni doctor

Shasa raised his head and stood up, he wiped his tears and tried to smile, and intended to enter the room. Shasa stepped on his heavy leg and was about to open the door

"If papa comes out to oppose me to Shasa, Rendi can marry her Tampa to papa's approval!" Rendi said suddenly, Making Shasa who had wanted to open the door, shake her head and undo her intentions again, and remain standing in front of the door

"Joint,, though,,

"Pa, Rendi's throat is round and it can't be bothered, even though it's papa

Plaac... Suddenly a loud slap floated onto the cheek of Rendi who was still sitting on the chair while staring intently at the doctor Antoni who was already standing before him

" Papa never taught you to fight the old man" Antoni said, pointing at Rendi's face

"So all this time, the affection you gave Shasa was all just a lie? Papa was never really sincere to her, all of it was just a fake" Smiling Rendi responded to her hypocritical papa

Doctor Antoni shook his head, his eyes began to tear up

"That's my sincerity, I always thought of him as my own son, his happiness is what's most important to me. Papa thought the same with you! intending to get you guys together, but...

Suddenly Doctor Santoso's words stopped, he took off the glasses he was wearing and wiped his tears that had now dripped

"Rendi, papa loves you and Shasa very much! There's no difference in my feelings for you and her, papa wants your happiness.

You being with him would be a joy to papa, but Shasa's circumstances don't allow that.

Joints with facial features that are upset with his papa, quickly change the look of his face to be curious and filled with question marks

"What's wrong with shasa? What are you hiding from Rendi? Tell me" asked Rendi urging the antoni doctor and looking at her with a deep gaze

Shasa who was still standing outside the door, touching the door leaf when he heard the words of the antoni doctor, Shasa shook his head hoping that Antoni's doctor did not tell Rendi the truth

"No, don't say that! Om, Shasa please don't tell Rendi's sister" Shasa continued to shake her head, hoping that Antoni's doctor heard the words from her heart

" Pa, what's really going on?" Rendi grew curious when she saw her papa shed her tears

Doctor Antoni shook his head and stepped his foot towards his seat, Antoni doctor pulled up the chair and sat down.

He lifted back the paper he saw from earlier, and then gave the sheet of paper to Rendi without saying anything.

"What is this" asked the curious Rendi then took the paper twin and started to look and read it

"During this time, Shasa actually had cancer in her heart, twelve years had passed! During that time he tried to fight the disease, did not know at night, morning and noon the disease always attacked him suddenly

Rendi closed her mouth, and looked at her papa who was sitting in front of her

"This is impossible" said Rendi while shaking her head, and staring back at the sheet of paper that is now in her hands

The antoni doctor stood up and put his foot close to the joint and held his son's shoulder

"During this papa always, advised her to do the surgery, but Shasa always refused! Because considering the success rate is so small, and plus it's because of you and Rita, he doesn't want you to know about his illness, he doesn't want to see you sad and worried about him

Rendi who felt disbelief continued to shake her head, and tore the paper that was in her hand

"Papa don't try to trick me! Don't just because papa doesn't approve of me with Shasa, that Papa Setega made a statement about Shasa's illness

Antoni's doctor still remains in his position, holding onto Rendi's shoulder who calls it engineering a disease about Shasa

"That's Shasa's last check-up with papa's friend Bobi, you also know him how he is an expert doctor for internal medicine

"This is impossible, papa has lied to Rendi! pa, don't tell me if it was the result of the original research" Rendi now continued shaking her head in disbelief