Between Love and Love
but please don't inhabit me
"Now what do you want? I've told you what I know, so what else do you want now?" Now Shasa could no longer hold his crying voice in banging Raka who was standing in front of him
"You've made me angry and now you want to persuade me, what exactly do you want?" He said while crying
Shasa vented her anger by continuously lashing out at Raka who was standing before her, she sobbed like a child.
Shasa who had always hidden sadness was now completely unable to endure it anymore! he continued to cry, venting all the anger in his heart.
Raka caught both hands of Shasa who kept beating her and wrapped her around her waist, she stroked Shasa's shoulders with guilt in her heart.
"I'm sorry! Said Raka who could say nothing more than an apology.
Seeing the girl he loved so much was saddened by it, making him unable to stop apologizing.
The regret in Raka's heart was now completely unable to avoid anymore.
Raka took off Shasa's hand which she wrapped around herself, while sitting next to Shasa, Raka held her face with both hands and made her turn to look at her, instead of looking at her, Raka wiped away the tears Shasa had soaked her cheek.
"I'm sorry, please stop crying now that your eyes have begun to swell" explained Raka who really did not have the heart to see shasa cry
Raka hugged him
"I plead guilty, I'm sorry! Don't cry anymore" for the umpteenth time Raka apologized to him.
Now that Shasa could not be heard crying anymore, he returned a hug from Raka
"Now I'm really sleepy, I feel tired! let me fall asleep for a while" said shasa while letting his head rest on Raka's shoulder
Raka nodded and let go of her embrace, allowing Shasa to lie down on the bed in order to fall asleep soundly.
After Shasa had completely fallen asleep Raka walked out of the room, and walked towards her study. He sat down and, holding his forehead, remembered Shasa's words that made him feel sad.
Raka took a deep breath and exhaled violently, guilt and regret now enveloping her heart.
She was angry at herself, she was seen shuffling her own hair and occasionally stomping her hands on her desk
"What have I done?" Ask yourself with annoyance.
Raka stood up and walked out from inside her study, outside she met Surti,
Surti who saw him lowered his head respectfully
"Lord dinner is ready" he said
Raka nodded her head
"Good,,!" Answer is short
"What about miss shasa, do I need to tell her?" Ask Surti
"No, no need! I'll deliver the food for her" Raka replied again and walked towards the dining room.
Raka takes the plate and is seen filling it with rice and side dishes, and then she continues her footsteps, walking and entering again into Shasa's room.
Raka walked towards the sofa and placed the plate containing the food on the table, and then sat down while looking at Shasa who was still asleep.
Can't wait long for Raka to stand up and approach Shasa and sit on the edge of the bed while waking Shasa up.
"Sha you haven't eaten yet, get up for dinner, after that you can sleep again" Raka scolds trying to wake up the shasa, but Shasa doesn't respond to Raka waking her up
Raka was silent as she looked at him and held onto both of shasa's hands.
"Now it's time for dinner, wake up!" Said Raka in a soft tone
No waiting long Shasa woke up and sat down where he fell asleep.
"Here I've got food for you, you eat it and after that you can continue your sleep again" explained Raka as she grabbed the plate on the table.
Friends try to feed Shasa who always looks at her! with her flat face, she had no expression on her face which made Raka so confused to know her mood now.
"Shasa do you want anything?" Tanya Raka is trying to make Shasa Mau respond to her present existence.
He felt uneasy seeing shasa disregard him, there was unease in his heart as Shasa inhabited him like that.
Raka keeps the plate in her hand on the table and holds Shasa's hand
"Shasa please don't be like this to me, I'm really sorry and admit my mistake, please don't inhabit me" Raka said as she hugged Shasa.
"I really can't accept this kind of treatment from you, say anything and do what you want to vent your anger, but please don't inhabit me, I can't accept that" explained Raka again who made shasa so touched by all the words he said.
In his heart, Shasa felt that Raka was really sincere with him, making him return the embrace of Raka.
Feeling Shasa Raka's embrace for a moment was dumbfounded, yet in her heart was so happy.
"I can't possibly inhabit you, if you keep talking Tampa stop. How can I be mad at you if you're always apologizing, I can't possibly do that" said Shasa who made Raka who had felt sad because she felt guilty to shasa now looks smiling.
Raka tightened her embrace to make Shasa hit her back
"Ohuk. uhuk.. You make me unable to breathe, Shasa said as he continued to lash out at her back
Raka quickly let go of her embrace, and immediately gave shasa a glass of water, for her to drink! I hope the cough will disappear soon.
Raka continued to stare at Shasa who received the glass filled with water from her hand and drank it.
"Why keep looking at me like that?" Shasa asked who had been drinking and kept a glass on the table
Raka simply shook her head, did not answer the question from shasa, and re-hugged her.
"What's wrong?" Ask shasa again.
Yet again Raka shook her head again and smiled.
Raka now could not gauge her happiness, hearing Shasa speak to her in a tone that normally made her so happy.
Shasa smiled happily at Raka's behavior
"Have you forgiven me?" Tanya Raka who was still hugging Shasa
Shasa nodded
"I can't linger angry at you if your way of apologizing is like that" Shasa said with a smile and took off Raka's embrace from her.
"Have you eaten?" Ask Shasa again with great attention.
Raka shook her head.
Seeing Raka shake her head, Shasa took the plate containing the meal she had stored on the table, and fed Raka,
"No, that's for you! I can eat outside" explained Raka holding Shasa's close feed from her mouth
" It's too much for me, I won't be able to spend it, you can help me to spend it" Shasa said with a smile