Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
Whole soul with one heart and one taste.


Don't give back my feelings. Just let me be near you. My love you don't have to repay. Because it's not your duty.


" Hey, Tara how are you? You're here too." Greet someone to Tara.


Tara and Awan turned to look at the voice. A beautiful woman wearing a hijab was smiling sweetly at Tara.


"Hi, how are you Aini? Long time no see. The last time we met was a year ago in Surabaya." Instead of answering, Tara asked her back.


She is Aini Tara's friend. They knew when Tara was still living in Surabaya. Aini kost near the orphanage where Tara grew up. That's why they are familiar.


" You're asked and turned around to ask. Cie... Our boyfriend huh?" Aini Temptation.


Tara blushed in embarrassment as Aini told Cloud her boyfriend. "No, we're-" Tara did not continue.


"We're mbak's couple. Meet me, Cloud." The Cloud's saut cuts Tara's words.


Tara made her eyes over what the clouds had just said. He pinched his hand slowly to make sure that what he heard was not a dream. Of course he was happy but, it felt strange that Cloud suddenly said they were a couple. Are the clouds joking?


"Ah. From a distance, you look very romantic. I saw you guys from earlier but, still hesitant to say hello to Tara. Afraid of wrong people if you know me I'm ashamed." Aini.


Tara looked at the Clouds with a deeply furrowed forehead. As if they were hinting at a couple what does this mean?


" Come on, sit down with mbak!" Bring Clouds.


" Don't do it, I'm the same friends over there. You enjoy that. Excuse me, will you?" Pamit Aini's.


"Oh, yes ask for your phone number dong last time I sent a message your number is not active Aini." Pinta Tara's.


"Yes, I haven't been active since I broke up with Dio and don't use that number anymore. End in terror continues to be the same he. Meaning I also moved to work here." Aini explains why her number can't be dialed.


"Can we break up why? You guys are a matching couple." Tara regrets Aini broke up with Dio.


"She cheated, so I asked her to break up."


"Hopefully a man who is a thousand times better than Dio." Tara prays kindness for Aini.


"Aamiin's."


After exchanging phone numbers, Aini leaves Tara and Awan. He returned to the place where his friends were.


"Hustt! It's none of our business. And that looks good, right? You never know the bad. Whatever your friend's decision may be the best course for him. Mending pain now rather than pain later when already together." Speak the Clouds wisely.


Tara confirmed the word Cloud. All this time what he had seen was only good. Isn't that what it is when someone is in a relationship? And will know his true nature and attitude when he was married.


" Oh, yeah. Why did you say we were a couple?" ask Tara.


"Yes, we're a couple from tonight onward and God willing. You want?"


"What's? This is the show shoot, huh? There's no romance, my goodness." Tara patted the eel slowly. What a man in front of him right now if you talk without saying stale.


The clouds smiled shyly. What Tara said was true. But he's really not very good at stringing words. He could not write love poems on white paper with gold ink. Even the word sweet is rarely spoken from his lips. Because Clouds is a man who prefers to act than just say.


"If you shoot with a gun, right? I wear a heart and a taste. God willing my race is sincere. I'm not a guy who's good at saying sweet words. I don't like to talk too much that makes you flowery. I don't like to flatter you excessively. I don't like to say, I like to act." Answer Cloud.


Tara was touched by the Cloud's speech. Yes the man never said sweet but only by action. And that's what makes Tara's heart melt. Even since a few months ago Tara has always admired the nature and attitude of the Clouds. But, as a woman he could not express his admiration.


"Sorry I can't. And I don't believe in human love. I only believe in His love" Tara refused gently because she was afraid to offend the Clouds.


"And I think this comes from Him. Even I know we're different but I can't prevent this feeling. Every night it's messing with my sleep. Disturbing my mind. A name filled the heart. I've tasted it, but it's still filling my whole heart." Clouds talk about his feelings.


" I'm sorry for whatever reason I can't take Cloud." Tara lowered her head. This time he could not prevent his tears from falling.


" As your heart says yes. But the lips deliberately lie say no. Why lie to yourself. Do not dissolve in past pain. Don't think everyone's gonna hurt you."


"I believe I'm as thin as a tissue. So, I dare not go too far. Not wanted from birth, discarded, ignored. It really makes me sick. And I grew strong like I am today not out of love. Because of my wounds. And I'm not worthy of anyone."


"You gave up before the war. I think you're good you're smart you're beautiful and you deserve to be loved and you deserve to be happy." The clouds are still trying to convince Tara.


"I'm still scared and I think I still need some evidence to get myself to reciprocate your feelings."


"Don't return my feelings. Just let me be near you. Because it's not your duty to repay my feelings. Love is some taste. Happy, beautiful and terrible but also painful. All that feeling I'm ready to feel."


Tara was more and more moved to hear the words of the Clouds. He does not force and also accepts whatever the consequences are. Because of falling in love. You should be ready to fall, right? Tara took more time to convince her heart to accept the Clouds.


"Not answer anymore. Just think and follow your heart! Because he won't lie. I will not force my feelings on you. After tonight nothing will change from us. Stay good and also go together like this." Cloud Vocabulary.


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