Between Love and Love
that's the past

Raka stepped her feet towards her bedroom sofa, and sat down while holding her forehead, and twitching her forehead

"Now I want to be alone" Raka said in a clear tone

"Okay, sir," Surti said after hearing the words of his master! Surti walks out of the room after hearing Raka's words, but Fiona stands still staring at Raka who looks agitated before him

Raka looked up her head and saw Fiona who was still standing looking at her

"Why are you still here? Now that I want to be alone, please leave me alone" Raka explained to Fiona who did not comply

The words from Raka did not make Fiona turn away from her! Instead of going out, Fiona stepped on her feet confidently, walking towards Raka, who was sitting on the sofa

"Sister Raka, what is it that makes you nervous? Now that Kak Raka's engagement is over, it could give Raka a little chance to cancel it" explained Fiona who tried to comfort Raka, though she actually knew Raka's unease was not due to the engagement, but unless it's all something to do with Shasa

Raka ignored Fiona's words, she remained in her position, sitting while twitching her painful forehead

("If this engagement, involving the reporters, means, in every channel, it must have been reported about today! Does Shasa know everything?") Raka asked in her heart, who was completely enveloped in anxiety.

Raka again picked up the phone in her pants pocket, and contacted Romi.

Not waiting for a long time, his call got an Answer from Romi.

"I want you to look for the whereabouts of Shasa, by any means, and remember that within twenty-four hours you must have found his whereabouts" explained Raka and decided on his call, when he had given an explanation from Romi, that could be said to be a threat to Romi

Fiona who was still standing felt neglected by Raka's attitude and made her grow furious! The words from him did not get a response from Raka, And upon hearing Shasa's name, he became very angry in his heart

"Sister Raka, can't brother Raka appreciate a little of my existence? From earlier brother Raka did not care about me, brother ignored every word from me, what exactly does brother Raka want to show me, by behaving like that?" Fiona asked who couldn't bear to see Raka's attitude towards her

"Fiona right now I want to be alone, please leave me, don't bother me" Raka explained

"Why? Is it all because of Shasa? Is it because he Raka no longer wants to be disturbed by me, brother. I also need to care about you," explained Fiona and looked at Raka with teary eyes.

"Sister, Santoso's men kidnapped me this morning, but Raka's brother didn't ask me how I was, they kept me, but Raka's brother didn't care about any of that. Wh why? Why should Shasa be the one that Raka's brother noticed?" Fiona cries and sits beside Raka, expecting Raka to persuade her like she used to! When he was angry then Raka would desperately persuade him so that he would not feel sad.

" Raka, why Shasa? Why should he get your attention? Now that I'm here, why can't Raka see me for even a moment."

Raka stood up from her seat Hearing the ramblings from Fiona and stepped foot towards the door of her room, intending to get out but Fiona who realized that, quickly Fiona ran and hugged Raka from behind

"Sister Raka, can't we go back to what we used to be? Where Raka's brother only attach importance to me one, as old brother Raka only cares about me, I want us to go back to that time"

Raka took off Fiona's embrace from her and turned to look at her, Raka then placed both her hands on both of fiona's shoulders

"Fiona.it's our past, and now Shasa is my future, I can't be what I used to be, because I love shasa! I hope you understand that and don't try to influence me, with our past"

Fiona shook her head, Hearing what Raka said, she removed Raka's hand from her shoulder

"So now what does Raka think of me as? Raka let me stay here because of what? Does all this mean nothing to Raka?" Fiona question markingly, shouted at Raka who was in front of her

"Sister Raka for these twelve years, my mind has never turned away from you! every time I remember you, miss you I always dream of you, day and night I suffer because I always remember you, but what recompense do I get? Now that we're adults, I want to continue our relationship even further" Fiona said, hugging Raka back

"Sister Raka, I want that feeling of yours, I want that which fills your heart, please do not think of anyone other than myself, honestly now that I love you, I beg to release Shasa from your heart and mind"

Raka lets go of Fiona's embrace again, and holds Fiona's arm and looks at her

"Fiona don't get me wrong with what I did to you, it's all I assume just because you're my little sister, don't misinterpret my attitude towards you, I love you just because I consider you my little sister" obviously Raka, but Fiona did not accept that, Fiona shook her head, and held Raka's hand and returned the gaze

"Sister Raka I don't want to just be your little sister, I love you, and I want you" Fiona who has now spilled all the contents in her heart tries to kiss the lips of Raka who is now standing before her, but Raka who realizes that quickly dodges and stops Fiona's behavior.

"Fiona what do you want to do? Don't cross your boundaries, I've explained everything to you, and don't try or try to change everything" Raka's clamour made Fiona speechless and tearful

" now that Anton has found a place to live for you, you move there! Don't worry that I will bear the cost of your daily life until you find a suitable companion for you" explained Raka and turned to leave Fiona alone in her room

" No, Fiona shook her head

" Raka sister are you kicking me out? Raka sister can't do this to me! Raka Brother.." Fiona screams but Raka doesn't care about her screams and she keeps walking towards her study.