Between Love and Love
that's not gonna happen

Raka simply turned her gaze away and intended to get out of the room

"do you know Shasa? Was that Shasa you were looking for back then?" Santoso accidentally lures Raka into talking to him, because Santoso feels that Raka cares about Shasa! and for that Santoso tried to fix the problem that made Raka so hate him.

Raka stopped to step when she heard Santoso's words and turned her head

"What are you questioning? Remember not to try to approach it. And don't ever try to make it difficult, I won't let you do that." Threatened Raka

"I know" Santoso said with a smile

"Together with Andra, who dared to touch him" Santoso said again and drew closer to Raka, raising his hand to Raka's shoulder

"If you and Shasa like each other, papa will support you! About Laura papa who will explain to her family"

Raka broke Santoso's hand that held her shoulder, and looked at her with a cynical look

"Suddenly you care so much about me, what do you mean? You used to insist on setting me up with her, and now that you support me along with other women, what are you planning to do?" Ask Raka

Santoso smiled again,

"Papa doesn't mean anything! and about the woman named Shasa! Papa has had a good relationship with his parents in the past, and he likes you a lot, and wants you with him"

Santoso's explanation, made Raka squint her eyes

"You know his parents, even he doesn't know anything about his parents, don't you think it's weird? it was amazing" Raka said and smiled

"Raka.. Shasa is the daughter of papa's old friend, she's the daughter of..."

"What are you talking about?"

Suddenly Ratna's voice was heard, making Santoso turn his head without continuing his words! Santoso Smiled and shifted his conversation

"You're sober" Santoso approached Ratna who was still lying down

"How are you doing? Now how do you feel?" Santoso asked, but the question did not get an answer from Ratna.

Ratna looked at Raka who was standing by the door.

"Thank you for bringing me here" Ratna said

Raka paid no heed to Ratna's words, stubbornly making herself so cold towards her parents. His indifferent gaze continued to stare at every corner of the room, avoiding to stare directly at Santoso and Ratna.

Raka with her hands crossed and placed under her chest, stood very casually while leaning against the wall.

While Santoso is now standing on the side of the bed where Ratna is still lying.

One family lived in a room together, but between them were equally awkward with each other.

The disharmonious family, made them seem like salty people, but even so, in their hearts they still cared for each other

"I'm sorry if you have to question this! Not that you and Shasa love each other, but why should you continue your engagement to Laura?" Ratna asked, while getting up to sit down!

"Mama always denied you happiness, and always dreamed of your happiness.along with Laura! Mom knows you'll never be happy. Raka never do anything that goes against your heart, it could make you regret it one day" clearly Ratna is able to make Raka who is now almost freezing the entire room because of the cold attitude that he showed. Successfully made Raka respond to his words.

"I'm sorry if you interfere in your personal life, you often walk with him, and you've been to his sister's house" Ratna explained

"Raka, Shasa loves you so much, that's what she used to say to mom, but why you betrayed her, and got engaged to another woman"

"Never again interfere in my personal affairs, and one thing you should know, I never betray him, instead he betrayed me" said Raka

"No way, Shasa did that! You must have misunderstood, mama believed him. Raka mama just wants to see you happy, if indeed you do not love Laura, and Before your relationship gets further you should break off the engagement"

" Right, what your mama said, Raka all this time maybe papa always makes you feel uncomfortable with everything you do to you, and maybe just always thinking about yourself! but for now no, Papa also wants you to be happy, maybe it can reduce your guilt a little bit" Santoso continued a speech from Ratna to make Raka think about the life she should be living

Santoso and Ratna try to make Raka, in order to rethink her relationship with Shasa and want to consider her relationship with Laura, they do not want Raka to destroy her life just because of her stubbornness

"Mama could've gone to Andra's house to propose to Shasa! if only you wanted mom to do that" said Ratna

"As an older sister of Shasa, I see that Mr. Andra is very sincere in his love for her, and I am very sure that Mr. Andra also really wants Shasa to be happy" Ratna explained.

Raka feels strange with Ratna's words, stating, Andra is the older sister of Shasa.

"Whatchu mean? Andra is Shasa's older brother?" The curious Raka questioned Ratna's statement again

"Isn't Andra..

Before Raka said yes continue, Raka remembered the words from Andra

("Mr Raka, there are things that we really need to know, before doing something, that will harm us later. Remember that Regrets will always come later, so before that goes too far, think carefully. Perhaps you will be able to see what is really happening, and maybe it will be different from what we see or what we hear, with the actual reality")

Raka shook her head

"Have I misunderstood him? Have I made a mistake?" Raka Mumbles

"But why would Shasa admit that Andra was his lover, what exactly would he want to show me? why would he do this? Why did she make her relationship with me so messy, by acknowledging Andra as her lover, when it was her sibling." Raka's question mark on herself made her think hard to get the answer.

"What's wrong, then?" Ratna asked, who saw Raka like a confused person

"Raka.. Raka.." the question that got no answer, made Ratna call Raka's name repeatedly

But Raka who drifted in her own thinking, did not care about Ratna who kept calling her name

"Don't.." Raka shook her head

"Don't let Reza's words be true" he murmured inwardly and Raka continued to shake her head

"No. it should not happen, he said again" with teary eyes

"What are you thinking?" Ask Ratna again

Raka continued to shake her head, and quickly stepped out of her legs, walking out from inside the patient room occupied by Ratna

"What happened to you?" Asked santoso who was curious when he saw Raka had already walked out. But Raka did not heed the question and continued to move her legs