Between Love and Love
So, how'd it go?
" Why are we meeting again?" ask Tara. His eyes have been bathed in tears.
"You're gone, but I'm always looking." Answer Cloud.
"But this can't happen. You're fighting your parents?" tara asked with a voice trembling from crying.
The clouds looked at Tara with love. He held both hands of the woman. Then saying. "There are no parents. Why should I fight them. Matrimony is still being done. And getting married soon, just wait for the invitation. I wish you could come!"
"You want polygamy?" ask Tara. He immediately released the hand of Awan.
"No, but polygamy is not prohibited as long as it can be fair with both wives." Answer Cloud.
"I'm also a woman, I won't darken my eyes because of love. I don't want to ruin the happiness of others. I don't want to!" Tara said loudly.
"Because of love? It means you still love me dong. But if I'm fair, it doesn't matter."
The clouds deliberately heat up Tara. He wanted to see how Tara felt about him. Whether it is true still love or not.
"I don't want to. I'd rather leave you than I'll have to hurt another woman."
Clouds are not men who like to talk. He will immediately say his heart. And he also opened the type of man who swallowed his own saliva. Every word he said he would follow. If that time Awan had not asked Tara to be his wife because his heart was still shrouded in doubt, different from today. He was very sure Tara would be his ribs.
"What makes you so sure you choose me? I say once again, I'm an orphan woman I'm not educated I'm not a good woman. And-" Tara was unable to continue her speech.
The thing Tara was most afraid of was the rejection from the Cloud parents. Like when I was with Anton. It has opened the heart but broken only because of social status. Funny indeed, but that's how humans judge other humans. There is not enough love and sincerity but social status is an obstacle as well. The rich with the rich and the poor will be left out.
"We meet is God's destiny. All the feelings in my heart came about because of Him too. Even I had asked Him to remove my race when I consciously knew that there was a wall that was difficult to climb between us. Again, I was helpless to hold him back and I still openly loved you. Even when I was in a match, I took it all off. Again, the hand of God is working. I've been sincere about you with a man I wish was better than me. You go I'm not looking. I leave it all to God. But, because of Him I met you again." The long cloud explained.
Tara was silent for a moment. He digested word by word the clouds said. His head was still dizzy feeling increasingly heavy when he thought of Cloud's speech. He held his head which was increasingly throbbing pain.
" You ain't nothing?" asked the worried cloud who saw Tara holding her head.
"Neverything."
"I called the doctor again" Awan immediately ran to leave Tara to call the doctor.