Between Love and Love

Between Love and Love
I-i know..


"No. it won't happen, which you think won't happen" Raka shook her head and continued to shake her head


"Don't even think about it, you should rest now, eliminate all thoughts that bother your mind" Raka wiped away the tears that started to drip, trying not to show them to Shasa


Hhiiks... Hhiiks... Hhiiks.. Shasa cried sobbing, making Raka unsettled.


Raka tries to smile, and letting go of her hug on Shasa, she holds Shasa's arm and makes him to look at her


"Hey..why are you crying? Do not be afraid, do not be afraid, I will always be by your side, I will always be near you, I will not leave you one bit," said Raka and returned to kiss Shasa's forehead


"I promise not to leave you" Raka said again


"Now it's time for lunch, what do you want to eat? Let Surti cook for you" Raka said again


"Now don't cry anymore, I'll be sad if you're sad" Raka said with a sweet smile on her lips as she wiped Shasa's tears, trying to make Shasa Smile and forget the things that are bothering him


"Smile, it'll be a lot better"


Shasa tries to show her smile to Raka, though still sobbing like a child. And came back to rest his head on Raka's chest


Raka hugged her tightly, this was the first time she had seen Shasa like that, Making her heart so hurt, but Raka still tried to look tough. He did not want to show his sorrow to Shasa, because it could make Shasa Makin sadder


The day quickly passed now that night had arrived, Shasa who was sitting leaning on his bed, looked even more worried.


His entire body felt limp, and in his heart was guessing! If maybe his life is a few days away or maybe he'll die soon


"Lord, please give me a little time, I beg of you" in his heart begged with much hope


Shasa sighed, raised his head, looked at the ceiling of his room! the fear that made him uneasy made him cry, but even then it was invisible, his tears had dried up, making him no longer able to shed tears.


"Life has really played me, I have been blessed, with some very nice people to me, they all love and love me, but what is it all for? Why would I feel happiness if it was only for a while? I want to live, I want to live happily, just as people out there feel the happiness they want" Shasa muttered to himself, complaining about his own life that he felt was playing tricks on him.


Shasa was stunned, suddenly Raka kissed her forehead, without saying yes and without realizing Raka was already sitting in front of her


"You.. since when did you come in?" Ask Shasa


Raka stroked Shasa's cheeks spoiledly and looked at her


"What's daydreaming? to the point that I entered you didn't notice? Even if I sit in front of you, you're not aware?"


Shasa Smiled, touched Raka's face with both hands, and kissed Raka's lips


"I was thinking about something that I wanted to eat tonight, Surti's cooking this afternoon was all bland, there was no taste, so before Surti cooked I thought about the menu that needed to be cooked, so before Surti, and remind him to add salt to every dish" Shasa explained


"What if I cook for you tonight? I'll cook you a nice menu" Raka said


"Can you?" Ask shasa


"Of course I can, I'm good at cooking." said Raka boasted


"Then I want you to cook" Shasa said


" good princess... Now that I stay for a while, I'll cook for you, cook delicious dishes" Raka said


Shasa Smiled and nodded


"I'll wait and taste your cooking".Shasa said


After Raka walked out, Shasa returned to lean back and pensively.


"Hheeemmm...." Shasa occasionally sighed, trying to calm his heart


Raka stood speechless in the kitchen, with her head bowed


Raka took a breath and exhaled it


"Hhhh ffuuuuhh..." Raka raised her head, and wiped away the tears dripping down her cheeks


Raka took the pan and started to cook


"Master, this is Surti's job, let me do it,. You better accompany Miss Shasa" said Surti


"No Surti.. Shasa wants to eat my cooking" Raka said


"Say, your cooking this afternoon was bland making it not tasteful to eat" said Raka again


"No way, I cook as usual sir, I don't reduce anything in the cooking" said Surti


"I know," said Raka


"Then Miss Shasa?" Surti asked curiously


Raka shook her head, the look on her face looked so pitiful, her tears were dripping nonstop, but she was still cooking for Shasa


Raka cooked some dishes and told Surti to prepare them on the table, while Raka went to her room to call Shasa


Kleek... Raka opened the door and Smiled as she saw Shasa sitting by the side of the bed and looked at her


"You are so long, I've been starving waiting for you" Shasa said with a smile


"Sorry because it has made you wait a long time, now Surti has prepared his food, we go there yuk. while the food is still warm" said Raka.


Shasa nodded


Raka holds Shasa's arm helping her to stand up, and holds Shasa's hand out of the room


Surti quickly pulled the chair when he saw his two masters, already coming and now walking towards him


"Master.mrs.please" said Surti.


Raka helps Shasa to sit down, and she sits next to Shasa


"Here, I cook just for you! please taste it" said Raka


"Gee... It looks delicious and delicious" Smiling Shasa


Raka gave food to Shasa's plate


"Please taste" said Raka while feeding Shasa


"Shasa opened his mouth and allowed Raka to bribe him.


Shasa's face instantly changed until he frowned


"This is the same as yesterday, this is bland, Raka I want to add it with salt" said Shasa


Raka does not respond to Shasa's request, Raka is silent with her sad face, she knows that the cooking is not problematic at all, only Shasa does not feel it. Now Indra's taste is missing that makes Raka so worried


Shasa continued to sprinkle salt on Raka's cooking and occasionally tasted it but it was still bland making it parno


"Already, do not sow it again" said raka


"But Raka, I don't feel anything as much as I sprinkle salt"


Raka stood up and hugged Shasa who was still sitting


"I know.." Raka stroked Shasa's back


"Raka, I don't feel anything, is my sense of taste now gone? Wh why? Why am I so unlucky?" Shasa took off the spoon that was in his hand


"The disease in me, it's been so torturing to me. Butwhy? Is that not enough so that my sense of sense you also lose?" Shasa was upset and complained to his God


"Raka.."


Shasa returned Raka's embrace and cried loudly