Giving Birth to My Brother
44. Help Sinta Make Cake

Elin lies in her room after dinner with Sinta and Ariel. He tilted his body then hugged the bolster restlessly. Sometimes, he imagined that he could hug Ariel like this, like their hot nights that never happened again.

"Don't hesitate to fuck your wife. The content is not problematic so it is very safe. Related**** can also make the mood better, so pregnant women can be happier."

Elin recalled the message from Doctor Ridwan to Ariel earlier. He bit his lips. He'll never fuck Ariel again. Even if he wanted it, Ariel wouldn't, he thought.

Elin shook her head slowly and then stretched herself out because she did not want to drown in her dirty imagination. Elin grabs her phone and opens the gallery. Elin pressed the play button on the video she took while performing the USG test. Because he gave a photo of his fetus to Sinta, he recorded it himself.

"Baby ... grows well here," he murmured as he rubbed his stomach.

Elin was moved when she heard the rhythm of the baby's heartbeat in the recording. He wondered what the baby would look like if it was born. Is she a girl or a boy? It would be better if women, Ariel really crave baby girls, he thought.

Is the baby similar to Ariel or to her? Elin shook her head slowly. The baby should look more like Ariel, he thought to himself. What would others say if the baby looked similar to her? Their mother would obviously be suspicious.

Elin prays in her heart that her baby is healthy and well born, and hopes that she will be happy even though she will not be able to take care of her later. Elin fell into a deep sleep after a few minutes of thinking about many things about her baby.

***

The next day, without Elin guessing, Ariel went into her room. Elin still felt nauseous when she woke up, so she was a bit embarrassed for Ariel because she looked so messy that morning.

"Are you all right?" ariel asked Elin who had just come out of the toilet.

"It's just nausea," said Elin while tidying her hair.

"You haven't told me, where did you go yesterday and who did you meet?" Ariel sat on the edge of Elin's bed while Elin chose to sit in her chair.

"Ehm, editor of a publisher. I got a print offer. But I'm still thinking. The profit is not so good," said Elin while issuing a letter from David. He held it out to Ariel.

"Yes, don't do it. Try to get it to another publisher" Ariel said expectantly.

Elin nodded. "I still think. It will be later."

Ariel smiled as she was always proud of Elin's achievements. Although Elin was not as smart as Gladis, Elin was an unyielding girl. "You can definitely. The spirit!"

"Thank you" said Elin flatly.

"Let's have breakfast, are you laper?" ask Ariel. He saw the sorrow on Elin's face. He suspected that Elin was still very sad because she lost her dream as a film scriptwriter. The film was almost produced.

"Yes, I'm gonna take a shower now. Brother get down first."

"okay."

Elin stared fretfully at Ariel. He always likes to talk to Ariel, but his brain really can't bear to think about anything else when Ariel is in his room. He wanted to hug Ariel, he wanted to kiss Ariel on the lips, he wanted to .. lie down with Ariel on his bed, and he wanted to make love to Ariel.

"I'm crazy!" his hissing can't take it anymore. "If I thought I wouldn't be able to go in 7 months."

Elin had promised Sinta to leave, she also did not want Ariel's household to fall apart because of her. So, he intends to erode his love for Ariel. Unfortunately it wasn't easy, his desire actually increased every time he saw Ariel.

Disgusted, Elin decided to take a shower. Maybe he can cool his brain that's not right!

***

However, instead of seeing Budhe Sarti, Elin actually met with Sinta who was taking the cake out of the oven. Sinta turned her head for a moment, she smiled faintly at Elin.

"Aren't you having breakfast?" ask Sinta. He placed a wide baking sheet on the table and put the other baking sheet into the oven.

"No, Ma'am. It was still sleepy" said Elin reasoned. "I'm eating now. Where is budhe?"

"New to the vegetable market. What do you want to eat?" ask Sinta.

"There is only one. I eat bread with milk" said Elin. He took out the milk box of pregnant women from the storage cabinet.

"You want to toast?" ask Sinta again.

"No, this is it." Elin stared at the row of pastries made by Sinta. "Much orders, Mommy? Tumben mornings have really mengguprek."

"Lumayan there are a dozen today, so I start from the morning let it stay relaxed," replied Sinta.

Elin nodded. "I eat first I'll help pack."

Sinta only nodded as Elin passed to the dining table. Elin eats while watching comedy cartoons on her phone. He did not want to drown in anxiety because he missed Ariel, so he tried to find entertainment by watching funny movies.

After eating, Elin returned to the kitchen. He washed the dishes and the glass and approached Sinta. "This is the jar, ma'am?"

"Yes, that one is still anget, later just enter the jar," said Sinta.

"Yes, I've helped you polish the yolk of the same naburin cheese."

"It's not that you're nauseous with cheese" said Sinta.

"It's not bad." Elin shifted the pan containing a row of kastangels that she wanted to spread egg yolks. He had often helped Sinta by making dry cakes, so he was already quite reliable.

"May I ask you something?" ask Sinta between their silence.

"Yes, I can." Elin raised her chin at a glance to look at Sinta and then returned to trawling with cookies, egg yolks and cheese.

"When did you like Mas Ariel?" ask Sinta in a curious tone.

Elin put the cake brush on her container. She looked at Sinta doubtfully, after Sinta apologized to her last night, Sinta asked about her feelings for Ariel. It's obviously not good to talk about it. He did not want Sinta to misunderstand him again.

"I'm just curious, I also want to better understand your feelings so, I won't be angry with you anymore. I read your diary. That's ... the diary you've been writing since you were Junior High, right?" ask Sinta again. "You can tell me, I won't get angry."

Elin nodded. "Yes. I've loved Ariel for a long time," said Elin honestly. "Maybe since I was 13. At first I just thought I had a handsome brother, well, pinter and. I guess, it's just a feeling of pride and pleasure because I have a sister like Ariel. But gradually, my heart always beats when I'm with Ariel."

"You have long felt for Mas Ariel. How can you do that?"