
"I want to talk to you" said Ariel. He hugged when Elin faced him.
"What are you saying, not clear?" ask Elin. He tried to remove Ariel's hand from her waist, but unfortunately it was firmly attached like an octopus tentacle. "I understand that. The point is, whenever we can't be together. I know that."
"So why are you angry and cuddled with me all day?" ask Ariel.
"I'm sad. That's it," replied Elin. "I'm afraid we're splitting up. I don't .. I don't really want us to separate, Brother."
"But you can't be my wife anymore" Ariel said carefully. "You can have a better life. We can meet once in a while, after all we're family."
"After all this?" ask Elin.
"I can help you later" said Ariel. "After we've separated, after our baby grows bigger. You can go back to work, you can .. get acquainted with other men. I can help you. I promise you, you can live better. You could be my foster sister again. I'll just say."
Elin was silent for a while, and so was Ariel. "But I love my brother. I just love my brother. I'm doing this because I love Brother. If I had to leave later .. I would never show up again in front of Brother."
Ariel nodded slowly. He couldn't imagine Elin leaving his life. If he can't see Elin again, he doesn't know how to survive. He may be the most selfish man in the world, but now Elin has filled his heart. He didn't want Elin to leave and he couldn't see her again.
"After all, if Mama knew, Mama would have been very angry. Mama won't accept I'm pregnant with sister's child. Especially if my brother married me. Mama and Papa will definitely be angry and upset me," said Elin.
"I can defend you" said Ariel.
This time it was Elin who nodded. "No, Brother. I'm just gonna go. I ... I'm going to have that baby and I'm leaving soon."
"Don't" whispered Ariel. He rubbed Elin's cheek, but the girl immediately brushed off her hand. "El .. You know I want you to stay here. On my side."
"So don't want me to have a life of my own, but you also want me to stay? How could? I should continue to engage with Big Brother while I should also continue to be heartbroken?" ask Elin. He shook hard. "I don't want to. I'd better be gone forever."
"Don't say that, by the way" Ariel said in an imploring tone. "I know I'm selfish, El. But ... I mean .. I want us back to kayak first. We could be big brothers again. You will be happy with your own family and me too. But, we can still meet and gather occasionally."
"But I can't."
Elin's words managed to make Ariel's heart feel sore. Especially when Elin immediately moved to turn her back. Ariel felt chaotic half to death because of Elin's attitude. In fact, he wanted Elin to leave, but he also said that their relationship would never succeed. However, imagining Elin not on his side was painful.
"El .. I can tell you Mama. We're telling the truth" said Ariel.
Both of Elin's eyes widened, but he was unable to stare at Ariel at this moment. "Then? What's gonna happen next? Am I acceptable and forgiven? Can we stay together?"
"Come here? I'll continue to be number two in your heart?" ask Elin pilu.
Ariel again wrapped her arms around Elin's waist. The hand skilfully moved into Elin's stomach, rubbed there and then descended down.
"Mbak Sinta will be angry if he finds out we are like gini" Elin said.
Ariel doesn't care. He slipped his fingers behind a thin cloth on the bottom of Elin's body. Easily, he made the area wet while Elin grew more agitated. How not? Within 24 hours, Ariel continued to give him attacks.
"We are not wrong, this is not a sin, El. You're my wife" whispered Ariel.
"But if we continue to hide behind our parents .. I think I'm a mistress" said Elin. Now he cursed in his heart because he remembered Sinta's words saying that she was a cheap woman. Is it really like that?
"Of course not. I'll tell Mama that the situation is right" Ariel said.
"Then Sinta? What about Sinta's mother if Brother talks everything to Mama? Mom will ... Mama can't accept all this, sister." Elin pulled Ariel's hand from her body. But the man did not want to escape, Ariel again attacked Elin with gold mer chest. The action succeeded in making Elin die of fleas.
"It seems like, if Mama finds out, we can be a lot calmer, right?" ask Ariel. "Mama may have refused at the beginning, but from the beginning we were close. Don't you worry."
"So, you want me to go or stay by your side? I want you to be honest" Elin said.
Ariel stopped the squeeze. "I'm .. I don't want you to go. I can't see you getting away from me."
Elin turned her head slightly until she could feel a kiss on her nape. Moreover, Ariel's hand back guerrilla at the points of his body that made him weak instantly. Elin was back. If Ariel wants her to stay by her side, that means she'll still be second. Is that really the best?
Ariel moves more freely because Elin's body now does not provide resistance and the owner just resigned with all the touch he gave. Ariel did not know since when Elin's body could be an opium for him. In fact, just last night and this morning he did a union with Elin, now he wants it again.
Quickly, Ariel stripped away everything on their bodies. Elin looked so subdued beneath him. He had to be careful when entering Elin's body because of Elin's distended stomach. He clasped Elin's hand tightly while giving a harder push. Both are at the same time.
Ariel can't lie anymore. Even if he could only make Elin his second wife, he would still choose that. He will keep Elin by his side at all times. Even if his parents or Sinta were against him, he didn't care. He regretted all the words about how he asked Elin to go and start a new life.
Nah! Ariel didn't want that to happen. Elin is his. He wanted Elin to stay close to him like this. Even if Elin was fed up with her selfish attitude, she still didn't care. He wanted Elin just for himself.
"El, I love you" whispered Ariel. "I love you so much."