Giving Birth to My Brother
88. The suffering of Elin

"Mama .. my baby," sobbed Elin as she extended her hand toward the nurse holding her baby. In fact, she hasn't seen what her baby's face looks like.

"You still have to be stitched up" said Maria. He nodded at the doctor.

"True, the baby just needs to be cleaned, the mother is calm" said the doctor.

Elin shook her head, she had another premonition. She just wanted to see her baby and hold her for a moment. He started crying, but he couldn't move much.

"I'm here, El," said Ariel. "I'm right here. Let's see the baby later, okay?"

Ariel was still in tears when Elin finished being stitched up and getting some other treatment. Last year, he also felt this sensation, only that his little baby was lifeless and Sinta was lying unconscious in bed.

Now, next to her, Elin continued to cry. She whines at anyone to be allowed to see her baby. He did not get many answers until he was so tired and finally fell asleep.

"Ariel, you can go" said Mary as she felt that Ariel had been with Elin for several hours.

"What's? Mama want me to go?" Ariel stood up in disbelief. "My wife just gave birth, she hasn't seen the baby either."

"Yes, Mama wants you to go home. Take the baby with you" said Maria. "Aren't you and Sinta going to take care of the baby?"

Ariel looked at Elin who was still asleep. He had promised to stay there when Elin opened her eyes.

"Ma, plis, I want Elin. She also has the right to see her baby. She had to breastfeed her baby" Ariel said.

"You ... Do you want to see your sister's life getting ruined? He's been 24. He still has the opportunity to organize a new career and life. If you continue to be near Elin .. he will only be a mistress!" Maria spoke as loudly as possible. He did not have the heart to see Elin who had just given birth, he could also see the chemistry between Ariel and Elin earlier. But this is the best decision.

"But, Ma. Elin love me!"

"Elin has chosen the school he will attend this year" Maria told a lie. "Mama's been talking a lot with Elin."

Maria walks to Elin's desk and picks up some of the files that Elin has filled in. Well, Elin had considered enrolling in one of the universities so she just wanted to fill out.

"Don't ruin Elin's future again. Next month she's going to France with Mama."

Ariel looked at Elin again. He still wants to be with Elin. Perhaps, they could hug Luna together. "Mom can't do this, Elin also has to see the baby first."

Maria shook her head. "Mama knows this looks cruel, but it's best if Elin does have to get away from you, Ril. She won't be able to leave if she sees the baby. Take the baby, take good care of it with your wife. That's if you want to avenge what Elin has done for you."

"But Elin ...."

"There's Mama. Don't you worry."

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For a few days, Elin kept crying because when she woke up 3 days ago, the baby was no more. Maria said Ariel had brought her home. Yes, Ariel's nose stem was not seen again since the moment she gave birth. Elin felt crumpled, was Ariel's arrival, Ariel's embrace, Ariel's kiss that day just a skit? Just so he can get the baby out of his stomach?

Elin was standing in front of a large mirror in her room toilet. He grimaced as he felt pain all over his body. Giving birth is not easy, but postpartum is the worst. He had to endure the pain due to the sutures plus now his chest is very swollen due to not breastfeeding. The doctor and Mary said, He will recover for a few days, but even one day feels like a year.

"I want to see Luna" muttered Elin.

Elin deliberately woke up very early before dawn because she knew the guards would pray together and her mother might not have woken up. So, after he grabbed the jacket, he nodded down to the first floor. He came out the back door and half ran towards Ariel's house.

His body hurts, well, he can't deny that. However, he knew, Ariel's house was not so far away. And he only had a minute before his mother knew he was running away from home.

"Aah!" Elin paused for a moment and felt her uncomfortable stomach.

He didn't care and walked back. Quickly, he finally arrived at Ariel's house. He looked at the gate and peeked, there were no guards. Maybe, Ariel doesn't need any more guards because she doesn't live there anymore. So, slowly, Elin infiltrated through the small gate on the right side of the house. If he passed through the big gate, he would definitely be caught because the creaking of the door was quite loud.

Elin doesn't need much time, she can get into the house because she knows the back door must be unlocked. Elin gasped as she entered the kitchen. He looked upstairs where his room used to be. However, her eyes were now fixed on her baby's room.

"Luna," muttered Elin.

Elin was once very happy when Ariel said their baby would be named Luna Kirana Faras. He liked the name, he also proposed the name Luna. But when he opened the door, what he saw was astounding.

At the window, Sinta was holding Luna. A soft chant was heard from Sinta's lips. Sinta occasionally smiled at Ariel who also smiled and nailed a gaze to the baby in Luna's arms. And Ariel was embracing Sinta's shoulder, as if they were enjoying the time of the three of them.

Elin closed her lips. Threes. Well, just three. It never counts. Without closing the door to Luna's room, Elin ran away. He doesn't want to see anymore. Ariel's happiness is everything to Elin. However, seeing Ariel happy with her baby and Sinta was so painful.

Maybe Mary said she should go. As far as possible. However, after he thought about it again, what use would he go to if he was still involved with Ariel's family? One day they will meet again and he will see the happiness of Ariel with Sinta and Luna. While he?

Elin left Ariel's house crying. He stopped his steps just to endure the pain in his body. With the rest of his strength, Elin tried to keep going, but he did not walk towards his mother's rental house. He wanted to go as far, as possible.

His eyes suddenly couldn't see very well. He felt dizzy and his stomach hurt so much. He did not know how long he had been walking, presumably far enough that when he stopped by the road he realized he did not know where he was. Elin lowered her head when she saw the blood on her leg. Elin shook her head slowly and her body collapsed against the asphalt.

"Hey! You ... Elin?" Someone ran over and examined Elin's body in a panic. "Elin, wake!"

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