Happy Ending's
Chapter 34: Not Being Self-conscious

"Mama!" Suddenly the sound of the clouds made me open my eyes. But when I woke up, there was no figure. I'm sure the clouds called me. That voice sounds clear.

"What's up, Key?" The man beside me groaned. His body without a thread was plastered before my eyes. 

"I hear the sound of the clouds. He called me Antonius."

"You only dream, Key," said Antonius, hugging me. It's only two o'clock now, Clouds must have slept well with James. "I want to see it, Antonius. Do you want to accompany me?"

"Of course, Key," he answered rubbing my back. 

After getting dressed, we left the room together. There's something strange that makes me feel bad. Usually the main lights of the house Antonius not turned on. The door was also left open and the television was still on. James's bedroom door opened slightly. I looked straight inside. James is there, but where are the Clouds? When I approached James, the man's head was bleeding quite a lot. Like being hit by someone. Good Lord!

"Antonius? Behold?!" He who was standing in the doorway ran towards me. "Oh, suck! Key, quickly call an ambulance, Key!" I ran to the room to pick up my phone and called an ambulance.

"Are they coming?" ask Antonius worriedly. "Hurry and get the medicine box in my closet!" his orders grew increasingly anxious because as he tried to call James the man could not hear at all. "Keyla!" Knowing I was confused and just pacing Antonius hardened his mane and shocked me. I ran to the room and took the medicine box and then Antonius put a bandage on his head. "The blood has dried up." Antonius murmuring. Dry off? Does that mean it's been going on long enough. Yeah, God! Why don't I hear any sound?

"James? Wake up. Did you hear me?" 

"Did he die, Antonius?"

"No. He just fainted. Call father and aunt." I obeyed his orders because my brain was not working at all at the moment. 

"Mom, Key. What's the matter?" ask aunt when she arrives. "Come, Bi. Keyla was confused as well."

"Auntie goes to the hospital when the ambulance arrives. Ok?" Aunty nodded and a few moments later the father came in with the hospital attendant. They put James on a stretcher and put him in an ambulance parked right in front of the house.

"Mother around the house. Find Anna and the Clouds. Don't forget to check the back shed too. If you need to call some people back home and ask for help." Without waiting for a long time, you immediately carry out the task you are told. 

"Because there's no one else in this house."

"The cloud will be fine, right? Aye, right?" Then he hugged me. "Calm Key. Our son will be fine." In a situation like this my mind suddenly blanked. Absolutely can't think because everything happened so fast.

"Yes, Om. Alright. Thank you." Thank you." Antonius was calling Anna's parents for permission to ask the police for help. We're both looking around the house, maybe there's a clue. Outside the sky began to redden, the sun sign would rise in a moment. The dew on the leaves started to catch my corneas and we haven't seen any sign of Clouds and Anna. 

Having found nothing, we went back home and waited for him. Maybe he found something because I memorized this area. "Sir, Key!" shouted the father from the direction of the gate followed by some villagers. "This is a toy with the clouds. We found it near the ravine." Holy hooch! My feet are boneless. I felt weak and unable to stand up straight anymore. Antonius caught my body before it completely fell. "Anna how, sir?" ask Antonius. "Nothing, Mom. There are only toys. We've been looking everywhere." 

The sun is getting on top of the head. No news of Cloud or Anna. I tried to win myself over while Antonius was in the hospital visiting James. I hope he's okay. 

I walked through every room on the second floor. And entered Anna's room at the very end. Exactly, across from my room. 

Once inside, the scent of cinamon was sniffed by my sense of smell. Anna's bed was laid out in blue cotton sheets. Looks soft and warm. The dresser, located near a window that shows the highway, is full of cosmetics and perfumes that she often wears.

I opened her wardrobe, the dresses were beautiful and looked expensive. It's suitable for Anna. His body shape is as good as a Spanish guitar. I'm wondering why Antonius isn't interested.

When he was in school, there must have been a lot of men chasing him. Even though I don't like Anna that much, I can't deny her beauty. I sat down in the chair and opened the desk drawer. There was a knick knick, a picture of a boy and with a man. Is this her husband and child?

My eyes caught a book with a white cover and a picture of a jasmine flower in the middle. A diary book. I opened it slowly and started reading.

If only I could have chosen before I was born, I would have chosen to be born into a family of poor possessions instead of poor affections. I remember clearly when I was a Kindergarten. The other kids mocked me as a pickle boy. At first I was quiet and just crying. But when I got home and saw papa mama fighting, I suddenly became angry and a feeling of vengeance ran through every stream of my blood. The next day when I entered school, when my friend mocked me as a child, I was no longer silent and crying. I approached them and hit them on the head one by one. Strangely enough, my body, which was smaller than my peers, suddenly became strong as anger overpowered me. I'm glad to see them crying. 

When I was in Junior High I had many friends. Be it men or women. Yes, only three types of disciples have many friends. Because you're rich, smart, or good. And I occupy the first reason. They flocked to get close because they knew I was always escorted by a luxury car and the bag and shoes I was wearing were always good. They think I'm perfect. In fact, in my body everything in it is destroyed. Whatever mischief I do, my mom and dad never get angry. They always find scapegoats for the mistakes I made. I often think, if I kill people will my parents cover it up and still think of me as a good daughter?