
" Do you want to try it?" I offered my own pesto to Antonius. She shook her head.
"Why do you eat the same food every day? Your aunt said you used to cook me the recipes I made?"
"Eat." He answered briefly by hitting my plate with a fork in his left hand. We were having dinner and Bima was home this afternoon.
"Isn't dinner talking romantic? With other women you can laugh. With me? Hmmm .. It looks like you have to agree to our engagement."
Anthony was silent and did not react. His mouth was stuffed with chicken breast and also mixed salad.
"Who was the woman yesterday? Your lover? You guys look so close?" I can't bear to not ask this.
"Friends."
"What kind of friend? Then I'm ready for you? It seems you don't care about me. But with your friend it's a different attitude. Oye! Are you ignoring me?"
I raised my voice because there was no sign my question would be answered this time. Of course with a mouth full of pasta. It was fortunate not to gush into the face of the person in front of me.
"Have you ever slept together? Or at least kiss? You look very good at making out women. Yeah, a guy like you can't be unpopular with girls. I'm the stupid one for getting engaged to a play box like you."
I besieged Antonius with questions. Is it because I am jealous? Sure was!
"Eat," he said in the same words. I really don't understand him. Piss off!
"Where can I eat if my heart is overheating?!" I'm breaking the table. And strangely enough, he smiled. I put my food in a pirex box and put it in the fridge. My appetite was lost when I remembered Antony and the other woman laughing together.
****
I opened the window and lay on the sofa. Chilly.
"Close window. Will catch a cold, "Antonius ordered when he had just entered the room. Unfortunately, I did not want to obey him. It's good to play with commands. He only if asked never answered. I turned and thought of it like the wind. I hid my face on the couch.
"Why are you so happy to test my patience?"
I was shocked because suddenly the voice was in front of my ears. On tiptoeing I saw the man was bare-chested with his seductive smile. He closed the window and lifted my body. I put my hand around his neck. I looked into his eyes and my face warmed up. Oh, naw! Again I fell into his ruse.
"Sleep here." My body in the middle of the bed was soft and my eyes were alluring.
"I won't let go of my hand if you don't answer."
"That's what I want. Don't let go of whatever happens" she said gently as she stroked my hair. Those words felt like ice entering my veins. Nyess.
"Do you think this is?"
"Yes. I like to be treated gently."
The man then let go of my hand enveloping my body so as not to get cold.
"Sleep." Her thin lips kissed my forehead. And I can just shut up and accept what he did to me.
My chest rippled and my blood pumped so great. I didn't expect him to be a romantic and Antony exceeded my expectations.
"Do you love me?"
"certain. I loved you long before you knew it."
"Sleep ...," he said softly. Our faces were close together and our breaths were both uncontrollable.
"It will be difficult to hold it any further" Antonius continued in a trembling voice.
I held her in my arms and her sweaty body captivated me even more. I gently nibble her ear. "Do you like it?" I whispered half-tempting. And he groaned.
"Key. Please stop," she asked. I heard him say my name for the first time. And her voice sounded so sexy.
"Don't you want to do it yesterday?" ask me before picking her thin lips. He could not resist and his hands held me into his chest.
"Do you love me?" antony stopped the kiss. Her breath feels hot on my face.
"certain." I replied with a tesengal breath.
"Please wait a minute" she let go of his embrace and left me with an unfinished desire.
I could still feel her caress and also the warmth of her lips. Oh my God, I really fell in love and was lured to her.