Happy Ending's
Chapter 8: Not the Driver

I slammed my body into bed. I still feel the breath of Antonius hunting right in front of my ears. It was mixed and I was obviously angry.

My phone's beeping. There's an incoming message. I took it from my bag and there was a name I knew written on the screen. Milky.

"Beib's? Another dmn? I came to the house saying you didn't exist?"

I replied to Bima's message in a hurry because I don't like others waiting for my message. And I also don't like waiting for messages from others. If we hate something that happens to us, why do we do it to someone else. Aye, right?

After writing down Antonius' home address, Bima said he came tomorrow morning.

"Ready, Beib! Want to bring rice with you?" reply again. I answered briefly. Okay fine!

During the five years of dating, we often broke up. So, no wonder Bima contacted me first. At first he will say that he is lonely without me, after that, Bima will say that he cannot live without me. After feeling pity, I usually do not have the heart to refuse. And after that we will fuss back with the topic that is always the same. Weddings.

Yes, at my age now I want to get married even though I often say no to my mom and dad. Sometimes, at reunion events I feel different on my own because others bring momongan and his partner. Meanwhile, Bima still wants to play around.

The Bima advantage I like is that even though he is not the romantic type, and his wallet is thin, but he is not a play boy.

Bima also always present my questions even though they are not important. Broadly speaking, we are not like dating people. We are just used to being together and will feel there is less if we are apart.

Tok tok ....

The door was knocked. Three times. Slow down and sound careful. Antonius' figure passed through the door reluctantly. Why knock on the door? Is this his house?! He can enter at will. Besides when he fucked me earlier he didn't excuse me first. My movements in my heart are still irritated.

I turned around violently. Prefer to face the wall rather than see his face. Even though I caught a glimpse of her eyes I was mixed with regret, I didn't care. Bodo time!

We kept quiet for a while before Antonius began to lie down next to me. I slide my body to the edge of the bed. I don't want to come into contact with him. With other women alone she can be gentle and laugh like a possessed person, but with me it is rude and indifferent.

I pulled the pink blanket towards me. I don't want to sleep with her in a blanket.

"I'm sorry." He touched my shoulder and kissed it gently. I pretended to be asleep and didn't hear it. But unfortunately I can't pretend that my chest is rustling because of it. Damnit damnit! Angry subsides.

"Will you forgive me?" whispered soft. And I kept quiet. Not because I was angry, but I was afraid I couldn't help myself.

*****

As usual Antonius always woke up when I was asleep. And his favorite place is the sofa next to sleep. Not to forget the laptop is on his lap, and this time accompanied by a cup of coffee. I can smell her strong smell. The freshly ground coffee is then brewed with hot water. And subconsciously I turned towards him.

We're staring. At first glance but makes my heart pound. This time I felt something unusual. When dating Bima, I felt nothing when I looked into her eyes or when we kissed. I mean, when with Antony there are feelings that are a little different and hard to explain.

I got out of bed. Without greeting her I headed for the bathroom. After refreshing my body and changing clothes, I put moisturizer on my face. A little lip balm and don't forget to spray perfume.

"My friend will come here. I told him to" I said as I exited the bathroom.

"Is it a man?" Antony asked. Slowly. And as implying jealousy.

"Yes. My ex-lover. We broke up a few days ago."

Antony then stood up. The man today wearing white jeans and a white shirt pulled me into the bathroom. He opened the closet, looked around and gave it to me.

"wear. Long pants are more suitable for you."

"I want to wear this mini skirt. Look sexy. I don't care if you don't like it."

Antonius. Taking the leather trousers out of my hand and without warning she wrapped her hands around my waist. He lowered the zipper and lowered the black skirt.

He then squatted in front of me. Right in front of the hemisphere between the two legs.

"Put your legs in" he said, holding my feet and slipping them into the trouser hole. When he finished he raised his pants up to his waist. I cursed myself for not being able to resist. Moreover, it cannot control my turbulent chest.

I was looking, trying to organize my feelings and thoughts. While she took the mini skirt that was on the floor, folded it, and put it back into the closet. Without saying anything he stepped into the room. I prevented it. Holding the end of his shirt. It took me a few seconds to regain consciousness.

"I like it." He answered briefly and sat back on his throne. While me? I was suppressing my feelings so that I wouldn't run towards him and hug him and ask, Do you love me?

There's an incoming call. Ringtone song Suran feat Dean 1+1 = 0 heard throughout the room. I hurriedly picked up my phone on the bed and picked up the call.

"Hi, Bim? Where have you been? Up ahead? Really really. From the outside it is not like a house inhabited by humans." Upss! Antonius.

"Daustralia. I'm walking there, yeah."

I turned off the phone and I tidied up my hair and makeup. Just a little step up the voice of the man who had been watching me made me stop. "I'm coming" he said, standing up.

He walked in front of me. Although his good looks were indisputable, his obnoxious nature was no less prominent.

Antonius opened the gate and Bima was waiting. "Hi, Beib!" Bima said hello without a stale directly hugging me and cipika cipiki.

"From outside the haunted house. It's a palace!"

Hearing Bima say so, I subconsciously agreed and we laughed together. Me and Bima walked in front.

While Antonius was behind and was secretly watching us. Although his face was flat, but not with the look of his eyes. I'm not so stupid as not to know someone who's jealous. Buwu .. rasain! Good one?!

We both went to the kitchen because there was only a chair and a table. Except in the garden gazebo.

"Drink what, Bim?"

"Water ice! How'd the story get here, Beib?"

"Made sandra."

"Sandra's? Same who?"

"Mama and papa."

"Who is that?" Bima turned to Antonius who was leaning against the wall while watching us.

"That has a house."

All morning I talked to Bima. I took her around the park and introduced her to my aunt and father. Antony was following us. It was as if he was afraid that we would do nothing.

"Beib! I'm lonely there's no you." Bima started the conversation as we sat in the gazebo. The breeze of our faces. Soft and soothing. I'm really enjoying. The fresh air, the natural scenery, makes me feel at home in this house. Although it was only a few days that I felt that I had lived in this house for a long time.

"I guess I can live without you. It turns out that only you have been by my side," Bima continued. Her eyes were soft, and her smooth, shaved face made her like a teenager. Baby faces.

Her childish attitude that I used to love her and always wanted to return to her when separated. But now, the feeling I have is nothing more than a friend. Falling in love is easy once you find the right person. People who are able to make your heart beat and feel jealousy.

"The?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Remember the first time we slept together? At that time you said that**** is a form of love. When we make love to someone, we know more and more that we love that person. You're wrong, Bim. Relationship**** is not a form of love. Both are different things.**** outside of marriage like we eat the fruit of others we have not bought. And **** after marriage is enjoying the fruit that we have bought and we can eat it quietly without any fear."

"What do you mean, Beib? I don't understand."

"The meaning is what we feel is not love. But a relationship that is forced because it is used to being together. Now I can tell which is love and which is need."

We hugged each other for a while and rubbed each other's backs. "One day, I'm sure you'll fall in love with a girl who can make your heart flutter."

"Well .. it's only been two days since we broke up, you've grown up five years."

"Second, dong!" We laughed at the same time and I saw that Antonius' back was getting further away from the view.