Happy Ending's
Chapter 36: Alferd the Possessive

"Antonius? Is James okay? Oh, well. Give her my regards. Anna is still unconscious. About that ... Can you come here? Okay. I'll be waiting for you. I hope the police will find Clouds soon. Fine ... good .. hmmmm. Come quickly."

I hung up on Antonius. Said James just woke up. And when she asked about Anna, I wanted to tell her directly. Then about Awan ..the police are still looking for him and now they are searching our house. Perhaps there are clues that can be used in tracking the existence of the Cloud. Even so, I am grateful that Antonius remained calm. I don't know what it would be like if he panicked like me.

I walked towards the cafeteria and left Anna in her room. Her parents are still there. His mother, who had fainted, was treated next to him. I ordered a glass of iced tea and took a pack of yellow rice and sat in the corner of the hospital cafeteria. My stomach can't wait for Antonius to come. The worms in my stomach were not patient creatures like my husband and I opened the diary again and began to read it ....

Since then I've never seen Patek again. His brutal face still often overshadowed me. Until one day when I was driving my own car there was a car following. I recognize that car. Patek. I know the streets of Jakarta are never quiet, but for panicked people like me to honk in the middle of a red light can throw a little tired and legitimate. When the light was green, I drove. Looking for a loophole so Patek can't follow me anymore. But damn, he can follow me. I saw in front there was an alley to the housing. I turned the car to the left and it turned out that Patek was still trailing. I stepped on the gas and was so panicked I didn't realize there was a turn in front. A little boy was playing a bicycle. I slammed the steering wheel to the right but it was too late. The boy was thrown quite far away while my car hit the fence. 

When I got out of the hospital, I saw Patek pacing back and forth in front of my house. I'm afraid not to play. And finally I told my mom and dad about it. Luckily they have a lot of connections. Police immediately searched Patek's house and said it was found to weigh 1 gram. There are several bottles of liquor and also marijuana. When the house was searched, Patek tenga was left unconscious. I'm surprised I'm not playing. Apparently, the young man I've been dating all this time is standing behind a mask. Or am I the only fool who can't tell which one is really good or not?

When mom and dad sent me to college in LA, I heard Patek was rehabilitated. And it was in college that I found new friends who sincerely loved me. But unfortunately, they were too naive. They think I'm crazy. Though ... hahaha .. I'm really not crazy. I'm just a person who can't hide my frustration and likes to be noticed. Whatever I do, I want people to love me. And to get everything I want, I've done a lot of things. Hehe ....

When my three best friends told me I had to do psychotes, I agreed. I don't want to refuse because that would disappoint him. While doing the test, it turns out I did experience a mental issue. But I'm not crazy.

Devdas says bipolar vase mixed episode. Where I was not only excited about doing anything, unable to sleep, reckless, aggressive, but I also had suicidal thoughts. What Patek said is true. The first time I wanted to kill was in that car accident. I was desperate, angry and disappointed that my parents would prefer a job over their children. I was thinking of throwing the car I was driving into the sunangai or putting it into the abyss. Not to hit a kid. And I heard that little boy was traumatized. And the most disappointing thing was that my mom and dad blamed other people for what I did.

I asked Devdas for help to let him tell my friends that my psychological condition was very severe (although it was severe_and I was not crazy). And sure enough, they believed and immediately told my parents. I thank Devdas, because of him I can find out what a real friend means. My mom has changed too. They spend a lot of time for me. And of course keep an eye on the therapy I do. 

A few years later, I married my boyfriend, Jack. He's a very nice guy. And from our marriage I had a child. But unfortunately, they died in an accident and only my friend survived. I was down, at that moment. No one's got me as much attention as Jack does. I don't take any more medication. I began to feel insomnia and the shadows of the past appeared including the love and passion I harbored for my best friend. Stevan. I thought Jack and Ben's death was my destiny, and Steve and I could be together. I started wanting her again, dreaming of her and wanting to fondle her charming body. The man started to suck my whole mind and I was driven mad by it. I could no longer control and recognize my own body. But I'm not crazy yet. I just wanted Stevan too much.

When she married another woman, the whispers that I would kill myself became more and more. I also often confine myself in my room and am engrossed in my own world. Mom and Dad thought I was crazy. In fact, I'm not crazy. I just want Stevan to be like crazy. My love is unrequited and since the appearance of the woman named Keyla, Steve's attention has been distracted. He no longer cares about me. And I thought I'd do anything to get them separated. Yeah, I gotta do it. I hate Keyla and want Stevan back in my arms. Without Stevan, without the people who love me, what does life mean?

I closed the diary. Breathe in slowly and eat the yellow rice that lives a small amount. Although annoyed, but I am also happy because Anna has a good friend. One of them was Anthony. When I finished I opened the book again. There's still so much I want to know about Anna. I feel like I can find an answer to what happened to him. And had not had time to read it Antonius had stood before me. 

"I also did not expect a man whose wife was away but instead accommodated another woman in his house" I did not want to lose but instead the man just smiled. "Are you happy?" tanyaku. "Have you seen Anna?" He shook his head and sipped my iced tea. "The doctor said Anna was raped. He was also persecuted. Do you think Anna can go that far, Antonius? It's not impossible if someone throws it in there."

"Are you trying to be a detective, Key."

"Are you mocking me now?"

"Key."

"Hmmmm?"

"If I told you the truth, would you believe it?"

"depends. What do you want to talk about?" 

"Did you know James was a wearer?" 

The deg! I'm shaking. "Where do you know, Antonius?" 

"Lab results and from the injection marks on his hands."

I can't think anymore about what happened. For five years living with James he was fine. I mean, it shows no sign that he's a wearer.