I Don'T Want To Be Cinderella #1

I Don'T Want To Be Cinderella #1
29. Go Public



Go Public



Caraka sat behind her desk looking serious to hear Hans, her assistant and one of her confidants in the office.


“One of them is the son of Hadian Izam Noor.”


“Sial!” Caraka Cusses hearing the father's name from one of the baj*ngan.


It is only fitting that Baj*ngan is very brave to openly commit indecent acts without fear of all the consequences. Who does not know Hadian Izam Noor, the king of coal from South Kalimantan, almost all big Indonesian businessmen know who the man who has the nickname Sultan of Borneo. Which means just waiting for the time of the baj*ngan free from prison, and just wait time also Big Boss called him to cancel the charges.


Rudi Mahesa has a close relationship with Hadian Izam Noor because he is one of the investors in the Sultan's coal business, caraka met the 60-year-old several times when her father took her on business.


“How about the other one?”


“He's the son of one of the regional officials who once sponsored Mahesa group election time.” Caraka nodded, at least one of them would not get away with it easily. “But the problem, who committed the act of harassment was Ferdi Izam.”


Caraka again cursed, how he was not angry when last night he had promised Kirana that he would not let the baj*ngan go free, but now it seems like it will be difficult. But no matter how a promise is a promise, it must still be kept . if the law cannot touch it, then he will do it.


***


Orgasm, pov.


“Says last night there was an event at the office?” ask Mamah full of search.


This afternoon I decided to go home after my condition was better because I knew that Mamah would not just believe the reason given by Siska, and sure enough when I came home last afternoon, Mamah did not ask anything just to tell me to eat and rest, and it made me want to cry and run into her arms complaining about what I was going through, like when I was a kid when I fell I would run into his arms crying.


“Iya, Mah, there is a sudden event at the hotel so they need more people .. quite can overtime.” I smiled to convince Mom.


“Terus the lips why?”


Ah, I forgot my lips were still a little swollen even though I had ice packs and given ointment. I thought this was invisible but it turns out that Mamah really knows her daughter.


“Na, Mamah did say that Caraka is the son-in-law of Mamah's dream, and told you not to give up just because of your different status,” said Mamah while looking at me seriously which even makes me furrow confused eyebrows. “But Mamah never told you to use a short way to get the blessing of the Caraka family.”


Short way? I turned my eyes in disbelief at what Mamah was thinking. Aaaaah! The queen drama!


“Astagfirstfullahadzim, Mamah! Iiih, why do you think it's weird? It's because Kirana was sucked, besides last night there was Siska also who participated, Mamah just asked Siska, Kirana people with Siska .. iiih, why become Raka?”


Mamah was silent for a while looking at me who was pouting.


“Alhamdulillah O Allah .. Mama tuh tuh afraid to know not, Na? Mamah think you why-why when Siska comes to take your change of clothes because it's strange you don't contact Mamah, instead contact Siska at night, so Mamah is relieved a lot when you go home, but you can contact Mama, but look at your lips that hurt Mamah so think strangely.”


“Makanya do not mostly watch Korean dramas deh, Mah, continue the time Mamah do not believe in Kirana anyway?”


“Believe, Na, but whose name is satanic lust it really blinds.” Mom looks at me seriously. “Mamah titip ya, Na, however you like even as much as you are the same man. Whoever it is, however he is .. You should be able to take care of yourself and your honor.”


I nodded with a smile then hugged Mamah, trying to hide the sudden sadness, returning the memory of yesterday's events. I tried to take care of myself as best I could, but what if someone tried to forcefully snatch it away like yesterday?


My hair suddenly bristled, my body felt cold making me even more hugs, seeking the warmth and comfort of a warm embrace.


“Calm down, Mah .. insyaallah, Kirana can take care of herself Kirana .. Mamah doain Kirana yes, so that it is always protected.”


“Iya, Mamah doain let you, Bi and Oka always in the protection of God, live in happiness .. and bedoa hopefully Caraka is the best for you.”


“Hahaha .. aamiin”


I laughed at Mama's last prayer. Aah, Mamah can always make me laugh even though sometimes her imagination exceeds the screenwriter of a flying fish tv soap opera.


But it turns out not only Mamah, Oka also looked at me suspiciously .. They are indeed 11-12 when it comes to imaginary fantasies.


“Say Kak Raka .. don't be too vicious.”


For a while I was silent digesting Oka's words, before finally understanding after seeing her grinning while pointing at her lips.


“Nih, yes! His brain please be conditioned!” I curled her head then pinned her angrily making Oka yell and reply by grabbing my hair.


“Aaaaahh!” I screamed with my head up, my hand now back to reach Oka, “Lepasin no?”


“Big brother first release!”


“Nak only!”


“Lepasin together!”


“In three count!”


“One ... three!”


“Hahaha .. You think you can fool me, little boy!”


Oka is called a child.


“Mamah, want to help Mpo Rohaye make dodol yes,” said Mamah casually while fixing her hijab no matter how I see her and Oka who are poking each other. “Kakak .. Oka, Mamah go first yes.”


“Iyaaa,” answered me and Oka together with hands still snapping at each other.


“Oh, yes in the refrigerator there is cheese cake from Bu Yati last night. Just one.” Me and Oka are mutually lyric. “So .. yes it's up to anyone.”


Oka and I got back to each other with lyrics, so as fast as lightning we let go of our fingers and then ran towards the fridge. Damnit damnit! I lost step to Oka who was now smiling triumphantly while opening the refrigerator door. His head even went into this refrigerator, dizzy looking for our two favorite cakes.


“Nothing,” said Oka made me look inside the refrigerator cabinet.


“Oh, no yes?” Me and Oka nodded.


Mamah was silent for a moment when she seemed to think, then Mamah patted her forehead with a smile. “It turns out last night Mamah was just a dream, hehehe .. assalamualaikum.”


Mamah with a big smile left me and Oka who was still standing.


“Yes Allah, what's wrong I have a Mother and Sister like this,” Oka said as she walked sally to her room.


I was silent for a while before finally laughing while shaking my head. I do have a Mother who plays queen, but she is the most amazing Mom I know. And Oka is an annoying sister, but trust me if anything happens to me she'll be the first to put up her body to protect me and if she knows what happened to me last night, I'm sure he'll be just as crazy as Caraka, or maybe even more.


And speaking of Caraka .. I touched my lips and .. aaah, I am ashamed!!!


The treatment turned out to be very powerful. When I look up, now is not a bad memory in sight, but even the incident of treatment done Caraka .. hahaha, Kirana, you pervert! What are you thinking!!!


*****


I just finished praying when my phone rang, while folding my face I saw Kang's name coffee plastered on the screen making me smile.


“Assalamualaikum.”


“Wa’alaikumsalam .. how is Mamah? Suspicious?”


I smiled as Mama suspected something else.


“Iya.”


Momentary silence.


“I told you earlier, you should go home tomorrow only, let your condition improve first.”


“I've been better and if I don't go home today, it even makes Mamah more suspicious, just now Mamah's mind has been assorted.”


“Why?”


“Mamah it's a queen drama, watch too many Korean dramas so sometimes the imagination is quite high, exactly Oka.”


“Hahaha .. yes already, thank you if all is well.”


“Iya ... still in the office?”


“Iya, soon to go home .. tomorrow you enter work or still want to rest? If you still want to rest later I say Mr. Edi if you leave for a few days.”


To be honest, I still feel a little uncomfortable if I have to go to work .. There is a fear of having to deal with male guests, he said, and it doesn't feel ready to face the gazes of people who know I'm a victim of abuse, but …


“No, tomorrow I will enter work.”


Yes, I can't lose and instead keep me locked up in my own endless fear. I had to regain my confidence by facing my fears and traumas.


But apparently it was not the fear of people's views and the trauma that I had to face first when I decided to go to work, but the gaze of my co-workers knowing my relationship with Caraka. Not just my colleagues in the same division, but .. all divisions .. yep, one office!


As promised early in the morning Caraka came to pick me up. Nothing strange, right? It was only me and Caraka who went to the office together, that was all right? Apparently not!


Arriving at the office he parked the car in the parking lot of the directors. Not weird, right? No, that's natural.


Did he open the door for me? It's not weird either, is it? No, it's also natural, he does like to open the door for me.


We walk side by side? Ok, this is also not strange, very natural and ordinary even.


But, wait a minute! Now his gaze is lowered a little ... a little more .. right towards our hand .. yep! Everything seemed natural except for his hand holding my hand starting me out of the car, not caring about me who kept whining so that he let go of our hand because of the shame of being a spectacle of everyone.


“Lepasin, embarrassed to see,” whispered as we were waiting for the elevator along with others who secretly stole a glance at us (including Mr. Edi san Shanty).


He just looked at me then looked at everyone behind us who now looked busy looking right-about, up-down.


“No, they are not looking at us,” he said casually while re-typing something on his phone with one hand.


I could only look down while covering my face with my left hand pretending not to see the full gaze of the people reflected clearly on the elevator door that was now open made Caraka immediately pull me in inward.


Hygiene …


This is the atmosphere in the giggled elevator that I feel, everyone is silent and still seems curious about Caraka who still does not want to let go of her grasp.


“Later lunch we ate together,” his words broke the silence, and it even made the atmosphere in the elevator added silence, everyone now even as if holding a breath of curiosity with our conversation.


I could only sigh in resignation while nodding my head in response.


“Honey, what will you eat later?”


“Terdenah,” my answer is getting resigned.


Now that he even called me dear in front of everyone, it made me want to have the ninjutsu skill to be able to teleport easily away from here. It didn't get there, even when the elevator door opened on the second floor where he finally took off his hand which made me breathe a sigh of relief, but then walked quickly trying to escape while trying to close my reddened face holding back the embarrassment of hearing him scream,


“Love you .. see you, honey!”


Aaaah .. He is so annoying!!!


*****


Note :


Ninjutsu: The moves are commonly used by ninjas (Sorry the author mostly watched Naruto)


Thank you Mrs Sulis for consulting her psychological issues Kirana .. barokallah, Ms Sulis 😘😘😘😘