
Someday (Someday)
“OK, sorry-sorry is done. I have forgiven you and my father for the past, I have also kept my promise to meet you with the children. Now can you explain why you kept a secret about me from Anggi?”
Andi Santoso was silent then explained about Mayang's health condition, and how Mayang was so afraid that Anggi would leave him.
“I am saddened by your condition .. wife. But Anggi has the right to know about her true identity, about who her birth mother is, also about Kirana.” Mega stared at Andi Santoso sharply. “Are you not confident with your own children? Did you educate her to be an ungrateful bastard, who would just leave you alone knowing that she was not her real mother?”
Andi Santoso was silent about Mega's anger, because he knew that what Mega said was true. Already often he quarreled with Mayang because of his desire to tell Anggi the truth, but he would be devastated when Mayang cried and begged him to delay again and again, until finally it was too late.
“But now everything has happened. Bi .. I mean Anggi already knows the truth, and this time I don't want to interfere with your problems. I will not ask Anggi to forgive you, nor ask him to leave you. He is already big, can already make his own decisions, but I definitely believe in my flesh and blood. They are not ungrateful children .. they are good children.”
Andi Santoso nodded. “We will explain it to Anggi.”
“So does Kirana and Oka. I've been trying to explain everything to you. God willing they can understand and understand, but I can't force them to accept you back or not, it depends on how you convince them. I'm not gonna interfere anymore. But one of my prayers .. Don't force them to confess your wife, and meet with you. The decision is in their hands, whether they want to meet the father or not, but certainly do not force them.”
Andi Santoso nodded again, of course he would not force Kirana and Oka to admit Mayang, too selfish if he hoped for it. And about H. Joko who is none other than their grandfather, Andi Santoso will trust Kirana and Oka as Mega does. Because he was convinced, the two of them had been educated by Mega very well not as vindictive people. All he needs to do first is convince the two to re-accept himself as a father, before he can convince them to forgive H. Joko.
Maybe to convince Kirana won't be so difficult, her biggest PR is to convince Oka. The son he just knew of. Not much does he know about his youngest son, other than his name is Asoka Danubrata, but Oka is his son and was raised by a Mega Puspita Ningrum, of course he is a great kid as Mega said, but there is also the possibility of Oka being stubborn with a high ego like her.
Slowly, yes he will convince Oka slowly, because after all Oka will definitely have the goodness of Mega, as well as Kirana and Anggi.
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Okay, pov
I don't know what I'm feeling. I knew the man who was talking mamah inside the inhouse room was my own real father, or the woman with fashionable appearance who was currently sitting next to my elder brother.
But ... I don't know them, there are no memories in my memory of either. To me they are just like strangers whose blood just happens to flow through my body.
And the woman who is currently struggling in her arms, with a smile on her face.
How could he still smile like that after what he did to mamah as well? What if my brother and I were late that night? What if your wounds are worse?
Hmh! How could he still smile like that?
And teteh .. I know that teteh is a good woman, although sometimes impressed bars are also urgently. But is it that easy to forgive the woman who hurt him? Is it because she is the little sister that she has been missing all this time?
But of all that is wrong is the man who is still in the same room with mamah. Had he told the woman about mama and tetah, this might not have happened. Mamah will not have wounds on the head, the body will not be bruised as it is now.
Yes it is all the fault of that man . Andi Santoso.
You can forgive them so easily, but not with me. I will try to be kind and polite to them for the sake of mamah too teteh, but ..it will be difficult for me to be able to accept them back.
How do I know about that?
At that time I was just pretending to sleep, I heard everything when the brother told me who was the mastermind of everything, I heard how disappointed he was. And I also heard the reason why that woman did that. Just because a man was now staring at a soft spot, his hands occasionally stroked his head and smiled warmly. The man whose eyes were just staring at him did not care about other women, including the woman sitting next to him. Brother himself.
“Sick?”
Funny right? Now he was worried, but he was part of the person who made the teteh and mamah as now.
I flinched, and immediately turned my face when his eyes caught the wet I was watching him, and without me realizing it also turned out that the man who might be the girlfriend was looking back at me.
I stared at him for a moment before looking back at the brother who was in a frenzy for mengawkirkan teteh.
“We go to the doctor, ask to be X-ray fear there is an inner wound.”
Kakang embraced teteh while standing up, but stopped him with a smile.
“I'm fine, the doctor checked me out and there's nothing to worry about,. No deep cuts, these are just bruises.”
Kakang was silent still looks worried, but he obeyed the order by sitting next to him again.
“Do I need to open another room here one for you, so the doctor can watch over you?”
“Hahaha. Nah! I'm fine, all I need is a break.” Teteh embraces the arms of the leg then rests on his shoulders, teteh really looks tired.
Indeed, the three of us did not rest, after that night we were both in the hospital waiting for consciousness. The next day he went to the police station to meet the woman and it seemed like that was when he met the man.
In a state of the body is still full of wounds to take care of everything, while I was only assigned to take care of mamah. If I were more mature, I would probably share this matter with me, but now I still prefer to keep it to myself. Fortunately there was a leg that was always beside him to support and guard him.
“Tonight just go home, rest. Mom let me take care.”
Teteh seemed to hesitate for a moment.
“Oka right, you better go home rest. Mamah is also better, tomorrow will be allowed to go home.”
Tet looked at me for a while before finally nodding. “If there is anything directly contact me.”
I nodded, and still went home with my brother after saying goodbye to the woman as well as the man who had just been silent with his expressionless face.
Silent, awkwardness really feels like a miss and leg.
What the hell are you talking about with that guy? Why so long. Ckk! I took out my phone to play games instead of feeling awkward, I was too lazy just to get stale.
“You ... have graduated school?”
I looked to my side and saw the woman trying to get me to talk. I just nodded in response. And no more questions. Good though.
I opened my game app, and I was about to start playing when the door of my mama's inpatient room opened looking at the man who was staring at us in turns before finally looking at me.
“Dad done talking to mamah.” I was silent then nodded. “Before dad gets home, do you want dinner with dad?”
“Sorry maybe next time. Mamah no one to accompany, I have to accompany mamah.”
I saw the man's eyes radiate disappointment. Hey, I and I have been waiting for him all this time, so it doesn't hurt to have him waiting for me?
Like mama said I forgave her, and tried to understand her. But I can't take it yet. Later ... someday I will definitely be able to accept him as my father. Not now, not so fast.
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