I Don'T Want To Be Cinderella #1
62. Just My Imagination?

Just my imagination? (just my imagination?)

“What Mr. Supri knows the full name of Mr. H. Joko?”

Mr. Supri fell silent before finally shaking his head.

“Sorry, Mom, I didn't find out about that.”

Does Mamah know? But it seems unlikely that Mamah knows because all this time Mamah called his full name is only the name of the father, while the others are only first names.

“What do I need to find his year, Bu?”

I was silent before I finally nodded. “No need, sir, thank you very much for the information, later if the confidant of Mr. Bayu contact Mr. Supri, please let me know as soon as possible.”

“Good, Bu.”

I'm not ready if it's true that name is now the full name of father and also Bi. Bi? I furrowed my brows remembering Bi's full name .. Sagita Bentari .. is it possible that Bi also changed its name?

Nah! Bi, there's no way that woman is! Their names are very different, and I hope Randi or Andi still use the name Prasetyo not another name, including his family name though.

But it really bothered my mind. I need to find an answer as soon as possible. I quickly returned to the office, tidying up the work that was still delayed even with a branched mind. When the working hours were over I went straight up, not waiting for long I immediately contacted Mamah.

I don't know why I suddenly miss Mom. Remembering the figure of the woman I just introduced yesterday. The typical appearance of the upper class, everything attached to the body of the woman was all number one. While Mamah .. Mamah with simple clothes, let alone to pamper himself with clothes, bags or good shoes. Are you thinking more about what we are going to eat? Are my clothes and Oka not torn? Are my school shoes and Oka not too small? How did Mamah pay for my school fees and Oka?

Working every day to meet our needs more precisely my and Oka's needs, making sure all my and Oka's needs are met without caring about her own needs. My great mama, and thinking that it was my father's name right now .. shouldn't Mamah be able to feel a bit of luxury like that woman feels? At least Mamah doesn't have to work hard to support me and Oka.

Astagfirullahadzim .. what do I think? It's just my wildest mind, and it's not guaranteed the truth yet.

“Assalamualaikum.”

“Wa’alaikumsalam.”

“What's the first, Mah?”

“Newly finished njai.” I forgot, after the Magrib Mamah prayer used to teach while waiting for the adzan isya. “Teteh has prayed magrib?”

“Kirana again does not pray, Mah.”

“Oh, definitely again BT.”

“Hahaha, get involved! Who is BT.”

“Hahaha, it is also usual if Teteh again 'can' like BT, tuh Oka who likes to be a victim of Teteh.”

“Hahaha .. Oka again what?”

I also miss Oka ... If my guess is correct then what the boy thought all along will come true, but will he be happy? Given that Oka has learned the truth how the man we call father left her while still in the womb?

“Against learning.”

“Learn? What's he kesambet? Hahaha.”

“Ih! From UN, Teh.”

“Oh, again UN yes?”

“Yes, so don't bother him first this week.”

“Yaaah, whereas Kirana had wanted to ask Mamah Sama Oka to Surabaya this week.”

“Why? I have met H. Joko her?”

“Already, but he said again sick so can not meet... Mah ..”

“Hmmm.”

“Mamah knows not his full name H. Who is joko?”

“H. Joko?”

“Iya, Mah .. Mamah know no?”

“Who is it, Tea? Mom forgot! You used to know your father rarely told me about his parents.”

“Ya already, Mah, it's okay.”

“Indeed why, Tea? Said he'd met.”

“Iya, it's just .. who knows this isn't H. Joko we mean.”

I fell silent with a sigh, my mind drifting back to the woman I met yesterday.

“Mah, if for example father is married again how?”

“Yes is okay, divorced is also the same Mom. Naturally, Tea, if the father married again has been almost 20 years we separated. Lagian we nyari father is not so Mamah can return again the same father, the Teteh mah like nothing.”

“Hehehe .. who knows Mamah is not married anymore because he has not been able to move on from father.”

“Ckkk .. Mamah did not marry again not because it failed to move on, but how dong Teh, a man who Mama likes and even likes others.”

“Who, Mah?” this is the first time I've heard that Mamah likes another man, and it's taken me quite by surprise.

“It .. Kang Lee Min ho, the casep.”

“Euuuh, Mom!”

“Hahaha .. It's okay to not be able to Kang Lee Min Ho too, now Mamah will have a son-in-law Kang Raka, already handsome, fine again .. Te O pe be ge te, and, anyway mah.”

“Hahaha.”

I laughed at Mamah's words, as usual talking with mamah and Oka always made my feelings much better. But still imagining dad easily remarrying and living happily with his new family, forgetting about us makes my heart ache.

Imagining father remarrying makes me think I have another sister besides Bi and Oka? Or maybe that girl is my half-sister?

No, kirana, stop fantasizing all is not necessarily true!

Now all I have to do is focus on finding the truth as soon as possible.

***

“Van, make even this week how?”

“Have permission from the building? Stock product is safe right?”

“Building parties have acc, Mbak ... stock .. I have not been able to info.”

“Try the logisti section, stock is safe? Keep asking the product, they have not ordered for the items that come with the promo later? Do not let us promote massively, but the stock is not there.”

“Sip, Mbak.”

“Where to go, Van?”

“Again to printing, he said there was a bit of misprint in flyer.”

“Mistake print? Ko can? What's wrong?”

“E-World address, sharusnys LG's UG.”

I nodded in understanding. “Phone Yudi, if still in printing please pay attention to the type of goods, price and its S&K, if it is to the wrong print can also be critical.”

“Ready, Mbak.”

I went back to check the emails that went to my office email address, mostly from business partners, other departments that gave information, also from Candra who replied to my report. My phone rang distracting me from the emails about work, I smiled when I saw Siska's name on the phone screen.

“Munaroh!”

“Woi, Julaeha! It has been officially recognized so met Mahesa until you forget lo same I.”

“Hahaha, yes it has a new feeling a few days doang I do not chat lo, it has been cambek aja.”

“Dan lo, forgot to chat I fitting the important event! Time I know from gossip mamak complex.”

“Hah?! I'm still the headline at Bang Jarwo's place? I guess if I don't exist will be free digosipin mother-emak complex.”

“Lo is almost free, until suddenly all gossip events nayangin lo in-laws who proudly recognize you in front of everyone fitting the event yesterday.”

“Hahaha.”

“Jiaaah, now you can laugh at twinkling, first of all, Neng, until upset, use pretend to reject Caraka all. Fortunately there is I who always faithfully show the right way.”

“Hahaha .. calm down, later I go home to Jakarta I treat lo eat well.”

“Aseeek ... uh, btw you know where to buy cheap negligee in Surabaya?”

“Daster? Don't know, what to do?”

“We sell negligee! Definitely will sell well in the mouth of mothers, especially if you know the negligence from Java.”

“Pekalongan times if the negligee is cheap, or Jogja.”

“Yes who knows in Surabaya there is also, you find info first if there is direct price info let me bargain mamak-emak complex.”

“Tar I asked the kids deh.”

“Cieee .. who already have a member.”

“Hahaha .. hmmm, Sis!”

“Why?”

“Bentimes!”

I'm into walking out of the office turning left into the hallway to the freight and employee elevator. At the end of the hallway is a locker room and a children's rest room store, as well as a security room. Near the elevator there is a security desk where the guard, check the goods that enter and go outside match it with documents and do body checking to every employee who enters and goes outside.

“Bu.”

I smiled as I nodded in response to the greeting of Mr. Dodi and Ms. Wiwik, security guard on shift this time. I opened the emergency exit that was not far from the elevator and then sat on the stairs after checking that no one would listen to my conversation with Siska.

“Sis, help me find information about Anggi Santoso.”

“Santoso Fig?”

“Iya, any info it .. especially about his family.”

Siska was silent for a while, before she asked, “He bothers you? Lo diapain same him?”

“No.” Hadeuh, these guys just go berserk. “He did not do anything.”

“Continue why you find info about him?”

“Gue just need mastiin something.”

“Mastiin what?"

“Gue can not say now because it is not certain, so you help me find info for mastiin if what I think is this .. wrong.”

Siska was silent for a while before I finally heard her sigh.

“Info what should I look for?”

I smiled hearing his question. As always Siska was the most reliable companion. We never force ourselves to ask questions about each other's problems because we trust each other, and we believe it's time we'll tell each other.

“About his family.”

“Family?”

“Iya .. pokonya find info about his family, from start grandfather, om, aunt, his brother, especially ... his father.”

Siska was silent again.

“OK, I will do it as soon as possible, but ... later you have to explain everything.”

I sighed, one of my hands was massaging the dizzy temples these past few days.

“Iya, later if I'm sure I explain everything, but for now I can not say anything because everything is still gray.” Siska was silent, but I knew right now that maybe she was nodding my understanding. “Sis, one more ... don't tell nyokap me too Oka about this.”

For now, I don't want anyone to know but myself

Is Anggi Bi? Or is Anggi my other half-brother? Or maybe he was just someone else.

Yeah, it's all uncertain so I don't want to brag before it's all proven true.

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