I Found Love With You
164. Wh why?

That night, Sadiyah ventured into the room of Faras and Faris. He encouraged me not to see that one of his twins was not there.

“Aris,” call Sadiyah with vibrating voice.

Faris immediately rushed into Sadiyah's arms. “Mother..”

Just today, Faris felt her mother's embrace again after two days ago when she returned home. Kagendra persuaded Faris not to meet with Sadiyah because at that time the condition of Sadiyah really could not be met anyone, especially Faris.

“Mother misses Aris,” said Sadiyah while hugging Faris so tightly.

“Aris also misses Mom. Aris has seen Aris.”'s sisters Faris tried not to mention Faras in front of his mother.

“In a moment, we will all regroup. Father, mother, Aris, Aras, Ardan, and Arkan,” Sadiyah said.

“Ardan and Arkan?” ask Faris in wonder. He did not know two names called Sadiyah.

“Twin sister Aras and Aris,” clear Sadiyah.

“Ardan and Arkan? Isn't their names Upin and Ipin?”

“Haah? Who said their names were Upin and Ipin?”

“Tante Lena,” Reply Faris.

“That's a call your aunt made only. The names of his sisters Aris are Ardan and Arkan,” explained Sadiyah. “Aris love Ardan and Arkan?”

“Sayang. Aras must love Ardan and Arkan, uh. sorry, ma'am. Aris accidentally.”

“Why apologize?”

“Daddy says don't mention Aras' name, afraid Mommy is sad.”

“Mother is sad not to be able to meet Aras, but it's okay if Aris calls the name Aras. Mom won't be angry. Tell me about Mom, how are Aras and Aris living with the bad guys?”

“Aris was scared, Mom, but Aris wasn't crying. Aras always fights the bad guys. Aras is often beaten. If Aris wants to be hit, Aras must be ngehalangin.”

Sadiyah could no longer bear her sadness. Tears began to flow unstoppably.

“Mother.. sorry Aris. Aris ninggalin Aras. Aras told Aris to leave. Aris should not leave Aras, Mom?”

“Neg. Aras was right to tell Aris so that Aris could ask for help. Since Aris went to the police station, I can pick up Aris. Now Dad and the police are looking for Aras. Because of Aris's lead, they can start looking for Aras. Aris is great, Aras is great too. Mother's kids are great. I'm proud of you guys.” Sadiyah hugged Faris again.

“Aris misses the same Level,” said Faris while sobbing.

“Mothers also miss Aras. Everyone miss Aras and hope we can all get back together.” Sadiyah and Faris hugged each other again. “Now Aris bobo ya!” Sadiyah fixed the blankets. “Do not forget to pray.” Sadiyah kissed Faris on the forehead before leaving the room.

Sadiyah stared at the door of Kagendra's office. He hesitated to knock on the door. Since the kidnapping of Faras and Faris, he completely ignored the existence of Kagendra. He blamed Kagendra for all the misfortune that is now happening. He realized that the disaster was not Kagendra's fault. He was just angry and tired of the situation, especially when he knew Natasha was behind the kidnapping of Faras and Faris.

Sadiyah knocked on the door slowly for fear of disturbing Kagendra. Time has shown eleven o'clock at night. After Faris's room, Sadiyah breastfed Ardan and Arkan first. While staring at the faces of the two twins, longing for Kagendra suddenly ambushed him. He misses Kagendra's warm embrace.

“Byah enter, A?” sadiyah lirih. He himself was not sure his voice sounded Kagendra.

It seems that Kagendra did not hear Sadiyah's voice because there was no sound from inside.

Sadiyah tried to knock once again but she undone. He decided to go back to his room.

“Who?” kagendra's voice came from inside.

“Daddy, A. Can Iyah enter?”

“Wait a minute!” kagendra exclaimed, there was the sound of falling goods.

Sadiyah immediately opened the door for fear of bad things happening to Kagendra. Just two days ago, Kagendra collapsed and had to get an intravenous fluid injection to recover her condition. Sadiyah was worried, Kagendra fainted again.

Upon entering Kagendra's room, the smell of tobacco is very concentrated. Sadiyah saw cigarette butts strewn on the floor. It seemed, the sound of the dropped item earlier was an ashtray filled with cigarette butts and an upturned chair. Probably because Kagendra was in a hurry to turn on the water purifier to clean cigarette smoke and take a broom in the corner of the room. In a hurry, Kagendra kicked the chair that blocked his path. This is the first time Sadiyah has seen Kagendra smoking. During the marriage, he never once saw Kagendra smoking, nor did he ever smell the tobacco from Kagendra's body.

“Aa...Why?”

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to be continued...