I Found Love With You
172. Sanity

“Natasha, we'd better end all this mess..”.

“Tasha... call me Tasha.”.

“Alright, Tasha. What has happened between us is the past. We live in the present and the future. I have a family, and so do you. I love my wife and children. You should also try to love your family.”

Kagendra did drop his weapon, but he coded Badru and Kamal to stay on standby.

“But, I love you. You're the only man I love. I can't live without you. She left you and proved to be able to live well without you, but I didn't. I'll never be able to live well without you.”

Natasha started sobbing. His still swollen eyes drained tears of regret. He deeply regrets his actions which left Kagendra in pursuit of a career. He did not expect Kagendra to have fallen in love with a woman other than himself. In the past, he was too confident with himself, convinced that Kagendra's heart was only his. If he could turn back time, he would never leave Kagendra for anything. He hoped to return at that time.

“What you feel for me is not love, but obsession. You're obsessed with having me..”.

“No! That's not true. I really love you. You know, honey. How hard it is to breathe when I am not with you. I am alive, but my soul is not. My soul is gone when you leave me. I beg. Love me again, Kagendra. I love you.” Natasha groans while shedding tears.

“I've loved you, Tasha. Once, my heart was yours, but you left me. That's when, what ever happened to us ended.”

“But I'm back. I'm back to you.”

“When you return, my heart belongs to Sadiyah and will belong to her forever.”

“No! Can't! He left you too. I know he left you too. He left you longer than I did. Why do you still love him?”

“Because she is my true love, and we are united by the bond of marriage. We have a child together.”

“I can also give you a beautiful child, Kagendra.”

“Don't talk no-no, Tasha. I reiterate once again that the story between us is over. No more beginning for us.”

“Get out of you, damn woman. I know you're here. Out!” Natasha is screaming hysterically. He fired his gun several times. “If you don't come out, I'll kill your son,” he threatened.

Sadiyah was already preparing to come out, but Atep held her back. “Do not, Tea!”

“We entrust everything to A Endra and his team. If Teteh acts, it might ruin their strategy.”

“But..”.

“Len!” Atep asks Alena for help.

“Those demonic woman would not dare to hurt Aras. Tetap, here only.” Alena tried to calm Sadiyah.

“Tasha, hand over your weapon. You shouldn't be messing around with that dangerous thing.” Kagendra started to move closer to Natasha.

“Ha-ha-ha! You're afraid I'm shooting him at that motherfucker, huh?”

“I beg of you, Tasha. Be aware! Realize that you cannot impose your will. Be happy without hurting others.”

“You are happy on top of my suffering. You won't understand how I suffered because you left me. You'll never understand what it's like to marry someone you don't love. You can't imagine how I should serve a man I don't love. I'm sick!”

Kagendra sighed. He no longer knew how to awaken Natasha.

“You know, Kagendra. Every time I had to serve that man, I imagined your face. I imagine myself mixing love with you, and it makes me able to survive.”

“You're crazy, Natasha.”

“Yes, I'm crazy. I'm crazy because of you. I'm crazy for not being able to be with you.”

“Good. We're talking good. I don't want to talk at gunpoint. Put it down first.”

“Aha... Finally you are out also female ******!” Natasha laughed out loud to see five of her men managed to capture Sadiyah.

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to be continued...