I Found Love With You
72. Sadiyah

One week passed, Kagendra had not received good news from Darmawan.

“Assalamu’alaikum, Mang. Have you heard from Sadiyah?” Kagendra called Darmawan, hoping to get some good news about Sadiyah's whereabouts.

“Mang Awan gets a letter from Sadiyah informing him that she is fine but

he has not yet revealed the location where he lives. There's a letter for you. Now Bi Ita is sending a letter to you through a lightning expedition. Maybe later in the afternoon or tomorrow morning, the letter has arrived.”

“Thank you, Mang.”

The next morning, Kagendra received a letter from Sadiyah as well as a summons from the Religious Court regarding the divorce lawsuit registered by Sadiyah. Kagendra ignored the summons because he would never divorce Sadiyah either religiously or legally.

Kagendra opened a letter from Sadiyah sent by Rostita Kamarin in the afternoon.

Assalam’alaikum A Endra.

Iyah apologized to Aa because Iyah was no longer able to accompany Aa. Forgive me for not being able to be a good wife to Aa. It turned out that Iyah was not strong enough to be beside Aa as Aa's wife.

Iyah was too tired to tolerate all the actions of Aa which often made Iyah sad and hurt. Since we first met and then married, Iyah has actually been trying to improve myself so that Aa can give a little love for Iyah. But it seems like Iyah's efforts did not get a reply from Aa.

Iyah knows that Aa loves Natasha, her first love Aa. Iyah also knew that Aa and Natasha

waiting for the fruit of your love. Iyah did not know whether Aa was married to Natasha or not. But Iyah wishes that Aa was married to Natasha out of pity if your child was born to unmarried parents.

Iyah gave up A. Forgive me if all this time Iyah tried to defend Aa to be on the side of Iyah without Aa will. Aa is a good and devoted child to parents to sacrifice Aa's love for Natasha in order to grant Aki and Abah's request to marry Iyah.

Now Aa don't worry anymore to be able to give love to Natasha openly. Please do not hide anymore, ask Aki and Abah to bless the love of Aa and Natasha. Especially now that there will be children present from you, Aki and Abah will definitely accept your marriage and child.

Iyah gave up because Iyah was too tired to fight for our marriage alone. The actual marriage was not wanted by Aa.

Actually Iyah loved Aa for a long time. But it turns out his love Iyah just clapped one hand.

Iyah was going to fight until Aa also loved Iyah, but to get Aa's love was like punguk longing for the moon, could not happen.

Iyah can only imagine happiness for Aa and Natasha. May you always be happy. Sorry

if Aa and Natasha are going to have a wedding, Iyah cannot attend. But rest assured that Iyah will bless your marriage.

Thank you for being my husband, even if the time is very short. Indeed initially Aa was not good at Iyah but lately Aa tried to be a good husband for Iyah. Iyah knows it must be hard to be Aa who must pretend to run a happy marriage with Iyah especially in front of Aki, Abah and Mother.

Sorry if the letter from Iyah is too long and spent Aa time reading it. Thank you for being a good husband to me. Iyah is happy to have been Aa's wife, even for a while. There are moments of our togetherness that make Iyah proud and happy. Iyah felt that Aa was very sincere to Iyah and often Iyah felt that Aa loved Iyah if Aa was good to Iyah. I'm sorry if I have such thoughts and hopes.

Goodbye to Endra. Iyah will always do’a for the happiness of Aa. Iyah asked Aa also mendo’akan happiness for Iyah to get a new love. Iyah is also jealous of Aa and Natasha's love. Hope you will feel true love like you.

Maybe later, when Iyah's heart has healed, Iyah will meet Aa and Natasha with a smile. Be happy with your lover and baby.

From who was once Aa's wife

Sadiyah

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“You are wrong. You misunderstood. It's not Natasha that I love but you. I love you, Iyah.” after I finished reading the letter from Sadiyah, Kagendra was crying. He never thought that a man would be this shy to face love. In the past, when Natasha left her abroad, her heart was not this fat. Not a single tear came out to cry for Natasha's departure.

This time it's different. Kagendra's heart ached when he remembered that he could no longer meet Sadiyah. Not one month had he not met Sadiyah, he had already missed his wife very much. Somehow he will go through the days without Sadiyah.

After weeping bitterly for his fate, Kagendra climbed the stairs to his room. In the room he entered the walk in closet and saw there were several pieces of Sadiyah's clothes still hanging in the closet. He took one of Sadiyah's clothes and hugged her tightly as if he were hugging Sadiyah.

“I love you, Yes. I love you so much.” Kagendra curled up to sleep in the walk in closet while continuing to hug Sadiyah's clothes.

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to be continued....