Imperfection
Chapter 18

This morning, I felt so lazy to go to college. What do I have to say to Magdum if we meet again at college? I also do not know what to say let alone to explain how the relationship that is now happening between me and also Mr. Galang. My relationship with Magdum has been confirmed to stretch for some time, which may be long enough, and that is certainly the case.

And I have tried to be as patient as possible, and have always waited for Magdum to be able and willing to forgive me for this. And, I also need time to calm myself, my soul, and even my mind from the terror I got last night.

I re-shadowed my body in the mirror. My face looks very pale, very visible if I am stressed and also a lot of thoughts. And yes, there are thick, black eye bags that can be clearly seen there, just below both eyelids. I breathed very roughly. I put the powder around my eye bags, and hope that this way I can cover those eye bags. Not to be too visible.

I remember a while back, where Mr. Galang kept calling me to pick me up, and I told him that today I wanted to go alone. And thank goodness Mr. Galang understands that. I'm happy, if Mr. Galang doesn't force me. And it makes me very comfortable with her.

I came out of the room and found Sister Refi who was busy in the kitchen. Make a glass of orange juice. I walked up to him, and took some fresh bread and applied chocolate jam and beans there. Sit on the bench, and bite the bread on both palms of my hands very slowly. "This is for you." said Brother Refi while giving me a glass of orange juice in front of me.

"Big brother why?" I eat my bread again. Refi turned his head slightly towards me and smiled. I knew that it was a smile that appeared with a forced. I don't know what Refi's sister is thinking. But for sure, it's a big deal.

"Nothing... Um... Are you still in terror, Lily?" the question that makes me understand, for what is still the thought of Kak Refi. I smiled, trying to calm him down. And I shake my head slowly. Refi sighed in relief, and lowered his head. What I feel is an expression of his relief.

I clasped his big palm tightly. "So calm down. As long as there is Big Brother, Magdum and also Galang, together with me, I will always be fine. With you guys always accompanying and taking care of me, that alone is enough for me. I just need you guys to always be with me, support me." Brother Refi smiled and kissed the top of my head slowly.

I knew all life would not be able to pass by the road as well as the easy way. And I know my story will continue. And I can only follow this flow of my life.