Imperfection
Chapter 2

I sat on the front bench in front of the classroom. Still waiting. And unfortunately again the class with this course will only be completed in one hour. I can't even send a message to Tina at all, otherwise she'll get in trouble too because of me. And of course I don't want that to happen. I myself have to look a little busy by opening the binder book and holding the ballpoint pen. I really need to be able to look busy so that no one suspects or even laughs at me for being punished for waiting outside the classroom like I am today.

I was thinking, that this new lecturer is actually really annoying. He had not even one day of teaching, and had expelled two students from the classroom due to trivialities. And that's a hard thing for me to believe. And also his face, looks even more annoying if it displays expressionless like that. I really want to be able to scratch his face with my nails that look quite long. Damnit. I could be stressed about this.

I immediately put my binder book and pen back into the bag I was carrying. And decided to pull out my phone and play social media there. But I started to get bored and also restless. The longer I waited for the class to finish, as if the time was going slower and longer. I sighed violently and continued to look straight at the classroom door. And still closed tightly. I wanted to rudely open the door and tell him to finish faster. But I'll never be able to do it. I haven't even seen Bayu since I was out of class, and I'm more and more convinced that Bayu has run away and won't meet that annoying new lecturer there.

Clamps

The classroom door opened and made me automatically stand from my sitting position there. Then looked straight at the classroom, and the new lecturer stepped out first with his two feet that looked very fast there. And immediately, I began to step on my legs with a movement that was also fast to be able to follow the lecturer. I did not even notice the various gazes given by my classmates who also started walking out from inside the classroom one by one. But it had just taken a few steps so that I could follow right on the back of the lecturer's body, suddenly the lecturer who I did not even know his name was even suddenly stopped stepping and made me hit hard enough on his back that felt very hard.

“Aduh... hurts once..” I murmured while rubbing slowly my forehead which was painful and also painful simultaneously.

“Meet me in the lecturer's room within half an hour from now.” said the lecturer in a cold tone that made me slowly raise my head.

I looked at him with my two narrowed eyes. Slight glare when looking at it due to sun exposure.”Fine, Sir.” I answered while nodding my head slowly.

Not long after that, though, the lecturer again stepped both feet with a very fast movement to be able to immediately go to the right direction of the lecturer room on the first floor there. After that I took a rough breath. And I feel like crying right now.

"Eh, Lilies... How is this now? Damn you today." said Tina who immediately approached me by displaying an expression of her face that looks panic, pity and everything mixed into one there.

I myself could only answer him with a grimacing facial expression restraining emotions. I still can't believe what just happened today. It's even morning, and it's all been really bad. It's even really bad for me. I can't take it.

"I don't know, Tina. But for sure, I'll get justice about this. Just because I did something trivial, I had to be kicked out of the classroom. Is this still the age of school children?? If a student makes a mistake, will get the punishment out of the classroom??" I muttered with restraining emotions.

Tina herself immediately nodded her head. "okay... I'll tell Ryan later. Usually he will always ask about you and always horrendous me later. So don't feel so worried." replied Tina with a big smile there. And I just nodded before finally starting to slowly walk towards the first floor to be able to immediately enter the lecturer room, where he must be waiting.

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I stood nervously right in front of the lecturer's door. Some of the other students were also watching me because of that. Maybe also because right now I look very clear if I'm tense and I'm more sure if my face is now very pale. Then with a loud sigh, I began to dare to be able to immediately step into the lecturer's room. And found that the lecturer was sitting at his desk with a laptop in front of him right now.

"Excuse me sir.." I said in a tone of voice that hesitated.

Instantly the lecturer raised his head and stared quite sharply at me. "Yes... Please sit down first." he replied that immediately made me sit directly on the chair that was right in front of his desk.

The atmosphere here instantly felt very awkward. Moreover, the lecturer had not even said anything at all right now. And even started typing something again on his laptop. And it immediately makes the atmosphere that there is more unpleasant.

"Sorry, Sir. Actually, I was called here to talk about what??" ask me for a moment.

"Yes... Of course we talked about that. You're late, but still have time to invite your friends to chat. It's my first day, and I want all students to take seriously the word of the lecture I'm going to teach. And of course, therefore I will give you the task of summarizing the chapter that I am teaching today. Collect this afternoon. Understood?!"

I opened my mouth and was shocked. "But, Sir? I was asked to leave class. So, I don't know what chapter you're teaching today."

"You have friends, right? You can ask them. And remember, this afternoon. I wait. Now, please work on."

With a sense of surprise and still not believing, I was immediately only able to surrender. And started to get up and walk out of the lecturer room with a feeling that is arrogant now.