Maybe I Love You
17. Surrender Yourself - Sora

Sena called Seolhyun in the car.

“still not finished?” ask Sena

“yet, I'm really anxious!”

“I'm sure the operation will run smoothly, you need to calm down. You're not alone, are you?”

“Jinwoo. But now he's buying drinks.”

“thank goodness, sorry I couldn't accompany you there.”

“it's okay! I see, Sora would love to see you but I told him you would come if the operation was over, because I thought you didn't go to Japan.”

“tomorrow afternoon I come home, I will go straight to the hospital to see Sora.”

“well, Sora will definitely be very happy.”

“hm, take care of your health. Call me later ok?!”

“well. You're Sena too!”

Sena opens her photo gallery on her phone, she sees her photo together with Sora.

“I'm sure everything will go smoothly, Sora strong boy.” Minho

“ya, I'm sure too. I want to hurry home, I want to accompany him.”

Minho stopped in front of the gate where Sena was staying, his hand holding Sena to come out making the girl look at Minho with a gaze of ‘what?’

Minho approached intending to kiss Sena, but the girl turned away to make Minho wonder and distanced his body.

“log in, sleep well tonight!”

“gomawo!”despite the guilt, but somehow Sena did not want to do it.

Sena threw her sling bag on the girl's bed walking towards the window she opened it allowing oxygen from outside to enter, many thoughts that bother him today make him pensively look at the koi fish that move here and there calmly.

Wh-tok-tok!

“login!”

A waiter came in to bring her a cup of tea, “I didn't ask for tea.” Sena Say

“lord who prepared it.”

“Jaeha?”

The waiter nodded then left Sena's room, “tumben!”

Jaeha himself had just returned from the company a few minutes later, he saw Sena's room light on “he's home!”

“tuan!”

Jaeha turned around, “nona prepared this tea for you!”

“Sena?”

Jaeha brought the tea into his room, he happened to be very thirsty to make him drink the tea in one gulp even though it was still a little hot.

After 15 minutes, Jaeha began to feel strange things happening to his body, the heat attack began to spread throughout his body. His mind began to muddle as time went into the night.

“what did he do to me?!” Jaeha had felt this way before, but he did not expect that Sena would do it.

Araaaakkk!!

Jaeha looked towards the door, he saw Sena enter with a breath of breath

“ya neo—“

“what did you put in my tea huh?!!”

Jaeha frowned confusedly, ‘she wants to blame me after what she did to me?’

“wait! You blame me when you yourself put the medicine in my drink!?”

“what else is this?! you want to blame me that? You don't want to confess huh?! You purposely got the waiter to deliver tea to me so I could spend the night with you! Why are you using me to vent your lust?!”

“your reasons are really very good! Look at yourself, you want me to do that to you, right? cih I did not expect it turns out that your mind is wilder does not match the face of your boy!”

Sena held back her libido attack that began to rise, her eyes closed her hands tightly clutching the edge of her clothes.

“listen, I never put that drug you meant into your drink! NEVER!” the girl's voice began to sound heavy plus full of emphasis,

“then why are you blaming me?! I didn't do that either?! shit!”

“then who did it? then... Then what should I do?! Ak-i..!”

Jaeha walked quickly to Sena he touched Sena's cheek making the girl close her eyes, while the touch of Jaeha's hand made her blood rustle quickly, as soon as his eyes opened his gaze was fixed on Jaeha's lips making the girl bite her lower lip her mind was suddenly dirty.

“no other way, you want me and I want you!”

“there must be another way, why do it?!”

“you want to hold it all night?”

“during that?! but— hmmmpp!“

Jaeha quickly kissed Sena's lips making the girl clutch tightly at Jaeha's clothes, if it wasn't for the medicine Sena would never have been willing to give herself to Jaeha, but this time he wants Jaeha he can't stop he wants more, he wants Jaeha's help to solve the suffering that torments him at the moment.

Feeling her body now lying on the bed, Jaeha released the link of their lips both beads eyes looked at Sena who was now under her body.

As if understanding with Jaeha's gaze, Sena nodded slowly she let Jaeha have it tonight, forced him to do this by force! if only Jaeha had taken the medicine like that time, he would have let it hurt alone he wouldn't have cared! But this time it was different he also wanted it, he did not even realize when his clothes had been removed no more shame for him now he just wanted to feel the pleasure of it tonight!

**

’04.00 am’ Inner Sena

Sena blinked her eyes a few times, she was still very sleepy let alone her whole body felt crumpled she also did not know how many hours she slept last night.

The girl touched the hand that was now hugging the abdomen from behind, she turned to look at Jaeha who was still sleeping soundly Sena smiled little at Jaeha's hair that was messed up because of her actions last night.

‘i can still smile after losing the most precious thing in my life. But why don't I feel sorry?’

True, Sena did not regret the proof at all he was still hugged by Jaeha as now. if only he regretted Sena had gone from Jaeha's room this second also maybe even went home first to Korea, and maybe he would have immediately sent a divorce letter to Jaeha.

Jaeha close his body makes Sena more into Jaeha's arms, Sena feel comfortable with his position now makes the girl again yawn, and, hesitantly he wrapped his hands around Jaeha's waist, plunging his head into the chest of the man's field.

‘this time only, just this time only!’ his eyes began to shut back to enter the dreamland.

At 7am Sena left Jaeha who was still asleep, so he went into his room he checked the cell phone lying on the table.

“20 missed calls?” Sena saw Minho and Seolhyun's names on her unanswered call list, her feelings started to unsettle after seeing Seolhyun's name. He contacted Seolhyun first but his phone was off. He switched to contact Minho but never lifted as well.

Sena saw the incoming call on her phone, immediately she picked up the call from Minho

“oppa!”

Jaeha flew up after Sena left his room, he saw his innocent body without a thread covering it he actually did it with Sena last night.

“what is he mad at me? Is she okay?” as soon as he saw Sena was no longer beside him

Jaeha immediately put on his clothes he hurriedly approached Sena in her room.

“Sena, it's me. Can I come in?!”

Because there was no answer Jaeha chose to enter because he was worried about Sena, but the view he saw was that Sena packed her clothes into a suitcase.

“where are you going?!”

As if deaf Sena did not respond to Jaeha's question,

“I asked where are you going? Are you so mad at me that you have to go home first?!”

Jaeha was shocked to see Sena crying, Jaeha thought he really hurt Sena last night until the girl cried like this.

“I'm sorry about last night, I did it because of the situation you also know that I also did it because you allowed it.”

“book tickets now I want to go home!”

“but we still have time until later in the afternoon! You better hit me or scream as you please, I'd rather it than you suddenly want to go home like this!”

“I didn't mind last night, I want to go home now there's more important thing I have to get there soon!”

“apa? tell me so I can understand!”

Jaeha prepared his private plane because it was clearly faster, Jaeha saw Sena who continued to wipe his tears was very clear to him that Sena was very worried about Sora.

Sena felt Jaeha clasping his hands tightly, his eyes telling her that Sora would be fine and that the gaze also calmed down a little.

“lucky soon winter.” Jaeha

“means?”

“if it's summer we'll be considered weird for wearing turtleneck.” outfits

Sena hit Jaeha's arm making the man grimace, “this is all because of you!”

“you also did the same!” he pointed at his own neck making Sena look at him annoyed but ended up with a small smile on his face, Jaeha was happy because Sena smiled a little with her words, at least it made Sena feel a little better.

Sena ran while carrying a panda doll through the hospital hallway to the ICU room, her steps stopped as soon as she saw Seolhyun crying in Jinwoo's arms as well as Minho and several other caretakers who were also crying.

Sena knew it was not a cry of happiness for Sora's recovery, but Sena did not want to believe it just like that. Sena hastily entered the ICU room if Jaeha did not hold his body, he would have slumped to the floor.

Jaeha led Sena closer to the little girl's body, Sena opened the cloth covering Sora's already pale face.

“Sora-ya, sister is here. Look, sister brought you a big panda doll, let's see Sora open your eyes! You said you missed me let's open your eyes I'm here!” Sena shook Sora's body which began to cool down

“Sora! Sora let's wake up, baby! Take your doll, hug me as usual! You promised to be healed, why are you lying to brother now?! Sora wake up Sora!”

Jaeha held onto both of Sena's shoulders, trying to calm Sena down as much as possible. He knew this was too sudden especially that Sora was still aware when they were still in Japan, Jaeha could feel the sadness of Sena, he could see that Sena loved Sora very much.

the door of the room opened again Sena saw a couple entering close to Sora's body, they fill in while calling Sora's name many times.

“sorry to us dear! Sorry we left you alone baby, open your eyes we came.” said the woman,

Sena realized they were Sora's parents, “you asked her to get up? Why did you guys come after she left for good?!” sena's anger started to rise, though,

“Sena calm!” Jaeha

“you know how much Sora misses you guys? he bore his own pain when he should have been taken care of by his parents! Are you sorry now?!”

Minho and Seolhyun came in hearing Sena's cry,

“forgive us, we had no other choice back then!”

“just because you didn't get the blessing of your parents, you could sacrifice Sora?! Is that a proper way?!! You don't deserve to be parents, get out of here! She no longer needs you guys to get out of here!!!”

Sena's body suddenly limp Minho intends to help Sena but she realizes her position and again Jaeha is with her, Jaeha is her husband.

Jaeha held Sena's body back from falling,

“Sena! Sena wake up!” Jaeha immediately took Sena to the ER for fear of something happening to her.

after completing Sora's body, Minho leaves, wanting to see Sena's condition, he wishes Jaeha had gone so that he could be with Sena to look after the girl more precisely.

But what he saw now was that Jaeha looked very worried about Sena, Jaeha did not go from beside Sena waiting for the girl to wake up.

Minho breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Sena's eyes open, although he was not on Sena's side he was quite relieved to see the girl sober up.

Minho received an incoming call, Minho immediately picked him up as he left where Sena was lying.

“already aware?”

“please I will go there tomorrow because today I cannot go.”

“do your best so that he can recover completely.”

Sena tried to get up but her head was really dizzy everything felt spinning, it was,

“you must rest, your blood pressure drops.”

“Sora, where's Sora?”

“Sora has been brought to the home of the funeral, stay the funeral ceremony.”

Sena cries again, she regrets herself for not coming in when Sora needs her, he regretted that he had arrived late if he had known that Sora would have left so soon he would never have gone to Japan he would have continued with the boy making him happy in the rest of his days what remains.

‘forgive sister Sora!’