Maybe I Love You
24. Your choice

Jaeha arrived at the hospital, he met Helena first and finished his administration. Sitting in a chair beside the bed, Helena smiled and thanked Jaeha for coming to see her.

“I don't know who else to ask for help with, I don't blame asking my own husband?”

Jaeha tried to smile, then nodded he could not speak to answer. Several times he saw his watch,

‘half eight.’ Inner Jaeha

Jaeha's mind could not escape from Sena, as if he did not care so much for Helena who was lying weakly in a hospital bed.

“Helena, I can't take long I have to go.” Jaeha stood up but Helena held Jaeha's hand,

“where are you going? The office? Do you still have work this hour?”

“I have business, tomorrow I will visit you I promise.”

“can't! You can't leave! Jae I'm sick, can you leave me alone here?”

Jaeha saw Helena start crying, Helena looks grimacing while holding her stomach, “we haven't seen each other in a long time, I understand you can't stay with me because you might still have a hard time accepting reality or even still be hurt because I left you first. But I'm still your wife jae! At least when I'm sick. I beg you not to leave me.”.

Time went by quickly, people were in and out of restaurants in turn but Sena was still in the same position never to leave her seat, wishing everyone who came in was Jaeha but his hope always ended in disappointment.

“sorry miss, but our restaurant is closing.”

“close!? What time is it?”

“half eleven nights.”

‘what am I waiting for that long?’ inner Sena,

Out of the restaurant Sena saw her cell phone, she saw the call list came out almost all full by Jaeha's name. He tries to keep contacting Jaeha even though Jaeha's number is off.

Sena felt her phone vibrate, she saw an incoming message she wished it was Jaeha but it turned out to be an unknown number that sent her a photo.

Sena squeezed the phone firmly as if to destroy it, “nan jeongmal babo yes.”

With an empty mind, Sena continues to walk down the pavement that began to quiet, his mind like to explode, he wants to vent his frustration, anger, stupidity, but he can not, not can not, Sena hold it. And unfortunately again the right shoe right broken, Sena chose to walk barefoot, the cold road that penetrated the skin of the soles of his feet did not feel any more pain than that.

Jaeha drove Helena home that night, the doctor stated that Helena was good and could go home.he laid Helena down and covered her, when Jaeha would go again Helena held her back.

“kajima!”

“I've accompanied you in the hospital, I have to go now.” Jaeha let go of Helena's hand,

When Jaeha opened the door to leave, “why?! is it because of another woman?!”

Jaeha firmly grasps the doorknob he is holding, “I will visit you tomorrow.” Then left Helena who was crying bitterly.

“I think you guys went together?”

Worry, anxiety, panic? It was very clearly depicted on Jaeha's face, especially when he realized that his phone was dead he could not contact Sena. Jaeha then went to the restaurant where he and Sena had agreed, although Jaeha knew that the restaurant was closed but Jaeha left anyway, was he so cruel that he now wished Sena was still waiting for him there? Nothing, Sena's not there.

Jaeha even went to Sujin's house hoping Sena was there, but the owner of the house was not there, he tried to contact Sujin, but Jaeha was instead lectured, not lectured more precisely in angered by Sujin. Calling Grandma? At midnight like this? Obviously he couldn't do it, he didn't want more people to worry.

“where are you?” Jaeha, the man shed his tears, he was afraid that something might happen to Sena. He was very scared.

Sena got down from the taxi not far from her house, she walked again with her bare feet, although her legs still felt a little numb, but it did not matter, for her it was nothing, there's still nothing. He even hopes that by walking like this his heart will feel more cold even he hopes his heart is frozen so he can not feel anything more.

When it was almost close to the gate of the house, the highlight of the car lights made his eyes glare, he stopped walking, the sound of the car door being closed violently, the sound of the car door being closed, the sound of footsteps of someone who ran towards him was also clearly heard by both ears, his vision was less clear because since then felt dizzy could tell who the man who was now running towards him, who was now running towards him, Sena wanted to dodge but her body seemed unable to cooperate. Jaeha, the man now hugged her tightly, and that very second Sena's tears burst out wanting to come out from hiding.

“mianhae, jongmal mianhae.” Jaeha could not hold back his tears, he cried because Sena was fine, but on the other hand he felt guilty, he felt sinful.

Sena tried to be ordinary, she tried to hold back her tears that kept breaking out. “sorry for what?”

Jaeha let go of his embrace, “you still ask, I was wrong for not keeping my promise.”

“again it's just dinner, I've eaten my maeuntang I'm happy, like.. You've made a big mistake.”.

“ya... I did make a big mistake Sena.” The two human beings diverted each other's eyes, they could not look at each other.

“then where have you been? why just came home?”

“aku... I stopped by a few places first, then a long time at home Sujin.”

‘lie’ Jaeha's inner self, but Jaeha chose not to say it, it's not important anymore now.

“ayo we enter, outside cold.”

take Sena

“wait!” Jaeha finally saw Sena's leg, he then crouched down in front of Sena

“why don't you wear your shoes?”

Sena showed her shoes, finally Jaeha turned back Sena still in a squatting position he patted her on the back asking Sena to go up.

“stay a few more steps till home.”

“naik!” finally Sena went up, honestly also he was no longer strong to walk his calf was painful. Sena stared at the back of Jaeha's head, she could stare at Jaeha if he stared as much.

‘I realize, who have you chosen.’ Those tears without feeling finally trickled