Maybe I Love You
30. Jealous

Sena handed the vacation ticket she chose along with Jaeha to her in-laws, “ini for us? geez I feel back young!” said Mrs Park

“we want Dad and Mom to go on vacation, Dad also needs refreshing because Dad must be tired of working. For the affairs of the office Daddy just calm down.” said Jaeha

“you are really!” Mrs Park smiled “when you do not need to give any gifts, just with you continue to be together and give me the grandson alone is enough.”

The word ‘cucu’ spoken by Mrs Park makes both of them very awkward, especially Sena. Will it? What will her domestic life be like with Jaeha? It was once in Sena's mind that she wanted to have children, especially after her visit with Jaeha to the orphanage her desire to immediately have children was getting stronger, but if the situation changed like this she became doubtful. It becomes reluctant.

“Since you're okay son?” ask Mr. Park who looks worried to see Sena continues to daydream

“I'm fine Dad, sorry to worry you Dad.”

Jaeha realized, since that night Sena had changed. Sena came back cold to him, like there was something hidden, even Sena always avoided him for various reasons. Jaeha had tried various ways to make Sena cheer up again and behave warmly to her again but failed, the smile that Sena gave him seemed bland.

“you stay here right?”

“itu—“

“iya! We will stay!” jaeha's speech made Sena look at her

“goodbye, tomorrow morning do you want breakfast what Sena?” madam Park asked with a happy smile

“whatever,” Sena returned a smile Mrs Park

“Mother I wasn't asked?”

“Mom was tired of asking you all the time, so now it's Sena's turn to ask!”

As soon as she entered the room, Sena went straight to the bathroom to change her clothes. Sena actually does not want to room with Jaeha, his feelings are always not careless and mixed when it comes to seeing Jaeha, especially if you have to be close. But Sena could not sleep in another room, in the room there was no bed anymore, he could not sleep on the sofa all night he would not sleep for fear of falling. He had to sleep in one bed with Jaeha.

‘already, just for tonight only!’

When Sena came out of the bathroom, she saw Jaeha holding his phone. Sena immediately snatched the phone from Jaeha's hands. “what are you doing!?”

“someone called you, and I answered him.”

“who!?”

“name's Jonghyun,”

“lain time don't carelessly answer calls from my phone! I don't like it!” Sena looked at the list of incoming calls and she saw a new number, her inner ‘just right

“who is he?”

“why?”

“can't you answer it?”

“why should I tell you? I've never even asked you anything about anyone you've been in contact with! Why do you need to know about my personal affairs?!”

“why are you being emotional? Am I wrong if I just want to know? And again he is a man!”

“please if you want to know, he's my Grandma's confidant at the company and he's been considered my own brother! Satisfied?!” Sena intends to go from the room to get some drinking water but Jaeha does not let Sena go, he hugs Sena from behind tightly.

“let me!” Sena tries to take off Jaeha's embrace, but Jaeha is too strong.

“Jae I said let me go! I don't want to be like this why you forced me!” Jaeha turned over Sena's body and kissed her. Sena again revolted because she really did not want to do it, her feelings were chaotic.

When Sena was no longer in contact, Jaeha took off his kiss he wiped Sena's tears with his thumb. “aku jealously.”

Both of Sena's eyelids opened revealing her two teary eyes, Jaeha slowly kissed the two beautiful eyes gently.

“sorry if I force you, I fear if you leave me because of another man.”

‘same as Helena right?’ inner Sena

“forgive me. once again I'm sorry.” Jaeha now hugged Sena calmly, gently without coercion.

Many wanted Sena to ask Jaeha, but he could not ask everything, it felt very heavy just to ask if Jaeha loved her or not, Sena could not. All he could do now was cry and hug Jaeha.

'I'm scared too! I'm scared of Jae too! I'm afraid! Actually I'm scared.’

The sun began to show itself, Sena stretched her stiff body and began to open her eyelids slowly and the first person she saw was Jaeha who was now looking at her also from when. Jaeha's gaze with his soft smile made Sena embarrassed and pulled the blanket over her face.

Jaeha laughed amusedly and pulled the blanket that covered Sena's face. “hmmm, I think I'll be angered by Mother.”

“what's why?”

Jaeha touched Sena's eyes, “the pretty eyes are now swollen because you cried last night.”

Sena touched both eyes, “pastinya, can you get me ice cubes?”

“naked?” jaeha asked plainly

Sena's face is red, “if you don't have any shame just come out!” Sena held back her smile.

“I thought you'd turn it down last night,” Jaeha said as he took his clothes off the floor

“don't discuss!” Sena is still shy

Instead of getting off the bed Jaeha instead back at Sena, “how about we take a shower first?”

Jaeha sulked, “I want us to take a bath together,” without waiting for Jaeha to pull Sena's hand to wake up and then wrapped the blanket on Sena's body and hugged her

“Jae! Let me down! I want to shower myself!”

“down if you can!” Jaeha walked quickly to the bathroom with his evil smirk

“Jae~~!!!!!”

‘i lose, why do I always lose to you? I didn't know it was just a drama or it was real, but Jae I'm happy. At a time like this, behind all these trials I am happy with you like this. Can't it be if I want to stay longer like this? just the two of us, no one else. The beginning of a loveless marriage, will it end happily and live together forever?’

**

Jaeha sat leaning back in the chair to relieve his fatigue after a day of driving Sena around looking for gifts for children in the Moonlight orphanage. Jaeha also bought a special gift he left it to Sena because he could not participate because there was a meeting at the office, although Jaeha actually wanted to cancel it because he knew Minho would definitely be there.

“I will clean this up first to the kitchen,” said Sena, Jaeha just nodded.

Shortly after the owner left, Sena's phone rang from inside the bag. Jaeha was eager to pick him up, other than being noisy he wanted to know who contacted Sena. The man reached into Sena's bag to pick up the phone, he saw Sujin's name on the screen.

Although Sena had forbidden him to pick up the call from his phone, Jaeha still picked it up he was sure Sena would not be angry with him anymore and again Sena was not here.

“hallo.”

“eo, Jaeha?”

“ya it's me. Why did you contact Sena?”

“there must be every reason behind an action, but should you ask me that? I am free to contact Sena anytime and under any conditions.”

“I just ask, let me tell Sena.” later

“where is Sena?”

“dia in kitchen.”

“already, just tell him to call me! No need to be in!”

Jaeha's forehead shriveled, “ini is very strange, why hyunjae should like you when—“

tut tut tut tut tut

“be it Sena or Sujin, they are the same!”

The tring!

A notification of incoming messages caught Jaeha's attention. “ada incoming messages.”

In the kitchen, Sena makes green tea for Jaeha. Since their return from Japan at that time Jaeha so happy to drink green tea even though initially he did not like it. “finished!” with a satisfied smile Sena went to give her tea to Jaeha.

“I made you green tea,” Sena put that glass of tea on Jaeha's front desk, then Sena sat next to Jaeha.

“di drink huh?” but unexpectedly Jaeha stood up and walked away without a word away from Sena

Sena also stood up, “Jae, drink the tea first! I made it for you!”

“why are you good to me?”

Sena did not understand Jaeha's question, was he wrong to make tea for Jaeha as a token of gratitude? “itu... as a thank you for bringing me—“.

“just thank you?” not just that, not just thanks

Sena's feeling started to feel bad, he was agitated, “lalu... then what should?”

“already, drink it yourself. I don't want to drink it.” Without looking at Sena, Jaeha walked back to his study and violently closed the door.

‘Jae you why?’ inner Sena

Jaeha hit his desk hard, though,

“message from Minho.” without hesitation Jaeha opened it

‘I want you to wear my given necklace at the Cayaha Bulan Orphanage's birthday party. You're so pretty with that necklace.’

“nails?” Jaeha remembered his conversation with Sena a few days ago

“*who's that collar from? not that you said you don't really like wearing necklaces except for certain events.”

“ini... this is from Sujin. Gift because of me, her cosmetics sell hard.”

“oh, even though you are not a model, not an idol, nor a celebrity..

“because I'm beautiful?” Sena winks Jaeha, seeing that Jaeha feels nauseous and pretends to be vomiting.

“hehehe*”

Jaeha squeezes Sena's phone as if he wants to destroy it, ‘so that necklace is from Minho? You secretly met him? why did you lie to me, Sena? I thought you didn't love her anymore but you still met her!? Why Sena?’

When he heard Jaeha's footsteps quickly delete the message to make it unreadable by Sena, he immediately put the phone again into the bag as if nothing had happened.

He tries to stay calm but still can't, actually Jaeha is not nice to Sena for not drinking the tea but he does not want to see Sena, he only felt anger that he felt at this moment was just anger and resentment.

Jaeha did not want to confess, he repeatedly denied the feeling of jealousy was not like it. he tries to stay aware that Sena never loved him should he be ordinary let alone faithfully the rejection Sena gave him, but he can't! He expects more, he wants more!