Maybe I Love You
23. Fear

“i'll be home in 2 days!”

“iya yes! Whatever! I'm tired of you keep telling me that! And again, don't you work?” the shopping event was quietly interrupted because Jaeha did not want to turn off his call, he had wanted to be free to have time alone to relax but Jaeha even disturbed him.

“there is no work, my work is done. Should I continue to work without rest? You are the most heartfelt wife!”

“while, why did you become like a spoiled child?”

“I miss you.”

“but I don't miss you!” fortunately, this is not a video call, even though the mouth says no, as if to say that the true feeling is not what he says, another in the mouth of another heart.

“oke, then I won't be giving this gift to you.”

“unturned I no problem.”

“provided I go home with save?”

The deg! ‘why can he know?’ inner Sena

“of course you should go home safely! You don't think about your parents?”

“I'm just a passenger, my life is in the hands of the pilot. You need to talk to him to get the plane properly controlled later.”

“so slowly I began to remember that you from childhood are very annoying and good at talking!”

“intentionally, so you can quickly remember me. So you can get away from Minho!”

After ordering a drink, Sena sat in a chair by the glass she enjoyed the sight of people passing by even endless vehicles.

“you're still in Sanakan?” probably because there is no answer

“ya I'm here. You seem to be very suspicious of me, why do not you all send someone to follow me let you believe I never go alone with Minho! I always go alone.”

“oke if you want.”

“you're serious?! You really imprisoned me!”

“joking. Yes I believe you, sorry if I keep talking like that to you.”

“do you like me?!”

That direct sentence made Jaeha speechless, Sena herself who asked him was surprised why he even asked Jaeha.

‘stupid!’ he was really sorry why he asked Jaeha that,

“aku..”

“already in the past, my phone battery ran out. Bye!”

Somehow Sena did not want to hear it, she more closed her call before saying the answer.

‘what am I afraid of?’

Sena again walked down the street through the shops, he stopped for a while at the flower shop he was interested in seeing flowers that were so fresh.

“they are very beautiful. Excuse me, can you give me the blue, yellow and white flowers. Any flower can be.”

“of course, I will choose it for you. Wait a minute ya.”

While waiting for Sena to accidentally glance towards a cake shop, she noticed that some of the cakes on display in the storefront made her really tempted.

His eyes could not be separated from a woman who had just come out of the store, but his face began to change both his eyes enlarged he clearly remembered who the woman was.

“Helena!” sena Mumbles

He goes awry, he wants to chase after Helena but the flowers he ordered have not yet come.he continues to watch the person try not to get lost from his sight because so many people today.

“ini your flowers miss.”

“this is the money, the change just take it!” Sena quickly ran through the crowd of people who were walking in the opposite direction to her, as soon as she was about to get to Helena instead first get into the taxi.

‘what did I see wrong? but I'm sure she's Helena! I have to follow him!’

“taxi!”

Sena followed the woman, although the streets were quite crowded but could still be overtaken.

“what day is this?! why so many vehicles?! I'll pay you 2 times but follow that taxi”

Unfortunately the taxi Sena was riding was stopped because of the red light, while the woman's taxi had gone first.

“ya gosh why so long?! just breakthrough sir!”

“can't miss! I can't break the rules.”

‘why? why should I be afraid?!’

but then Sena realized why he had to do all this until he had to feel afraid, had to pursue a taxi that was boarded by a woman who resembled Helena? It could just be similar, or even he's hallucinating!

‘why? why do you have to act like this Sena?!’

“may I love him? Maybe I like it? Afraid of losing it?”

“reverse pack only!”

“good miss.”

Sena paid the taxi fare as he promised, although the driver did not accept because he did not carry out his duties but Sena still insisted to accept it. He came into the house feeling worried.

“Sena? Sena?!”

Awakened by Aunt Hanmi's second call, “what happened? Your face..”

“no, nothing happened. can you please get me a flower vase?”

“certain, you want to string it yourself?”

“ya, I'll try it.”

**

Right at 6 am Jaeha arrived at his house, he deliberately lied to Sena because he wanted to surprise her.

“dia's okay yesterday?” jaeha asked Aunt Hanmi

“entahlah, I saw he was not good but Sena said he was fine. Even dinner was just a little.”

“bibi please make abalone porridge only for breakfast today.”

“all right, I'll make it.”

Worrying? Ja. Because yesterday Sena was still ordinary time on the phone by him, Jaeha slowly opened the door of his wife's room.he saw Sena sleeping curled up soundly, with a quiet, slowly Jaeha sat on the edge of the bed his hand stretched out to justify the hair that covered Sena's face because it covered his wife's clothes made him dissatisfied.

It seemed like the touch of Jaeha's hand disturbed Sena's sleep, he began to stretch his body his eyes began to open to get used to the light of the sleeping lights that were still on, he began to feel disturbed when he saw someone sitting on his bed, he tried to calm down and rubbed his eyes back.

“don't in the rub, later your eyes irritation.”

“ini dream?”

“what dream could be like this? you don't want to welcome me?”

“Jaeha? This you?”

“ya... my wife... I go home.” Jaeha said in a soft tone.

His heart rippled as soon as he heard the sentence, he felt really warm. Now he could clearly see the face of Jaeha who was smiling gently at him. Jaeha helps the hyerim to get up from their sleeping position, now they can face very closely.

“can I hug you?”

Sena could not take her eyes off Jaeha's face, she again felt afraid, the strange feeling came again, the feeling that made her anxious yesterday now came again even more.

Sena nodded without speaking making Jaeha immediately hugged her tightly. “finally,”

Sena now hugs Jaeha back, maybe even tighter than Jaeha hugs him. ‘aku... Jaeha’

Their embrace loosened, Jaeha gently rubbed Sena's cheeks affectionately. His gaze fixed on Sena's lips, he approached making Sena's body stiffen but did not dodge or even forbid Jaeha to kiss her.

Jaeha thought Sena would not return the kiss but it turned out to be unexpected, with Sena's treatment like this Jaeha could not help himself anymore to get closer to Sena, he put Sena back in her bed without taking off their kisses. sena's hand now even hugged Jaeha's neck tightly he had not even thought of anything else that he realized at this time he just felt comfortable and he wanted what Jaeha wanted.

Uncle Bong walked into the kitchen, he saw a bowl of porridge that was almost cold on the dining table.

“what are you sick of? Why cook porridge?”

“it's not for me, it's for Sena, Jaeha told me to make porridge just for breakfast today.”

“then why hasn't Sena eaten it?”

“you are old, experienced but do not understand the situation, do I have to say it then you understand?”

“aaah~ absolutely! Looks like I'm getting senile.”

“let them let go of longing first.” Aunt Hanmi smiled as did Uncle Bong.

“they will definitely be very hungry later, add another portion.”