Maybe I Love You
65. Not Fine Just

Helena stood in front of the gate of Jaeha's house, he came while carrying porridge for Jaeha because he heard the news that Jaeha did not enter the office in a few days and was in bad condition.

“This is the right time for you.”

Minho's words affected him, until finally Helena was already standing here. Actually the woman hesitated to come, even half an hour she stood at the door and continued to feel hesitant to press the bell. He is still struggling with his mind, what the choice is right to come here now considering Jaeha is very hit with the sudden departure of Sena. His joy at his heart was so annoying.

Tong!

“Who?” Aunt Hanmi's voice sounded from the intercom

“I want to meet Jaeha, I.” Helena was silent for a moment, “I'm her family Jaeha.”

A few seconds later, the gate opened, and Helena stepped in.

“How is Jaeha's condition?”

“Jaeha has not been out of room since Sena's departure. Jaeha was devastated and continued to feel regret. He had not even eaten or drank, Jaeha actually locked himself in his room.”

“Jaeha must love Sena very much.”.

“We can all see it clearly, in addition to Jaeha we are also worried about Sena, especially now Sena—“ Aunt Hanmi can not say that, especially if the woman who is visiting now is Jaeha's family.

“Now what?”

“Ah no, we are only worried if Sena is sick or something else. Miss can go to her room, please persuade her to want Jaeha to eat a bite. It's been four days.”

Helena felt devastated to learn that Jaeha was really down like now, not eating, not drinking, not coming out of the room. Helena feels really guilty, she wants Jaeha back but she doesn't want to see Jaeha get hurt.

“Ah, Jaeha is in Sena's room. Room on the right.” Although Helena knows the fact that they split the room, Jaeha's love for Sena is real.

There was a bit of fear in Helena's mind once she got in front of Sena's room, she was afraid that Jaeha would vent that resentment and anger at her. But if that's what she has to accept from Jaeha she will accept, Helena knocks on the door.

There's no answer

“Jae, it's me. Can you open the door?”

Helena knocked back on the door,

“Jae, I know you don't like me coming here. But I'm worried about you, I hear you haven't eaten at all, please open the door and eat. I... I came here as a friend, for this friend of yours I beg you to open the door.”

Silent, the room remained silent. Helena was agitated, she was afraid that Jaeha had fainted in there because he had not answered.

“Jae! Please open the door! You're all right, right? Jae!”

A little boy came up to Helena, a few seconds the boy looked at Helena from top to bottom, and she smiled to say hello to the little girl, Seol.

Tok tok!

“Oppa! His grandmother Sena's coming! Said Grandma wanted to meet you.”

Unexpectedly the door that was originally locked tightly was now open, Jaeha immediately went down without caring about Helena who had been standing since. Helena smiled sadly, Jaeha really did not want to see her anymore.

Grandma Nam looked at Jaeha who was descending in a hurry, Grandma could see Jaeha's unusual appearance, everything looked disheveled and it made Grandma close her eyes for a moment, he also could not bear to see Jaeha like this, but everything was done. As soon as Jaeha stood in front of him, Grandma Nam spoke before Jaeha asked him where he was.

“This is your divorce papers!”

Jaeha's smile of hope just vanished as soon as he heard the word divorce coming out of his Grandmother-in-law's mouth. What he wants is not that, what he wants is that Grandma can tell him where Sena is and also tell him that Sena will give her a last chance so that they can be together again.

“Sena has signed it, only you have to sign it.” Nam's grandmother saw Helena standing at the end of the stairs, Nam's grandmother really didn't expect Jaeha to bring her home after Sena left.

“Sena feels she is the third person in your relationship with your first wife, she does not want to continue to be a barrier to your relationship. He also said that in order for you to be happy with your first wife, he sincerely spoke of her as your childhood friend. Forget him Jaeha.”

“How can I be happy, Grandma? How can I forget it while Sena is my happiness! She's everything to me, Sena's misunderstood! Grandma really I—“

“Soon sign the letter so that all the problems are quickly finished.” Nam's grandmother left Jaeha who was silent staring at the divorce papers in his hands.

Nam's grieving grandmother regretted her grandson's painful fate while Sena was pregnant, why did the same happen again? The greatest hopes of both families had to be shattered in such a short period of time.

Helena slowly stepped down to approach Jaeha, calling out the man's name. Helena was stunned to see the sad and desperate gaze of Jaeha. Helena's hand holding the tray trembled, Helena seemed to be carried away by Jaeha's grief and this was all due to her fault.

Jaeha walked back to his room, but Helena also quickly held Jaeha down to eat a bite. Unexpectedly Jaeha dropped the tray that Helena was carrying, with a sharp look Jaeha asked Helena not to come to see him again. Helena was completely frightened by that gaze, Jaeha had never looked at her like that before. Helena was crying.

The sound of the bang makes the night in the building so crowded, the flickering lights add to the atmosphere of a crowded night and crowded by people dancing satisfying their personal desires.

“We have found Mrs Kim's residence, but Sena is no longer there.”

“What? She's gone again? Where?” Minho asked after gulping down his drink,

“We don't get any information about that. When we asked, they kept their mouths very close.”

**

A few months later

Amsterdam, Netherlands

Mera, Kim Mera. Sena was pleased with her new name, she changed her name to Kim Mera. Sena even plans to change her nationality but the family is against her, they allow Sena to change her name but not her nationality. Sena changed his name so that it is not easily found by Jaeha or Minho, he will do anything so that his existence is not found by the two of them.

Mera now enjoys the view of the green fields in front of her, she goes with Leon to Amsterdam because she believes Jaeha or Minho will definitely come looking for her to Switzerland, he will not be able to calm down if he continues to live with his mother. Honestly every day he misses Jaeha, the name of the man always appears in his mind every day, how he is, what he does, what he does, the trivial spele questions made him curious about the answers that he did not know when he would get.

Mera rubbed her stomach which has now grown over time, “I'm sorry because you are so far apart from your father, I'm not a good mother right? But I'm grateful that you're a good boy, you can understand Mom.”

Woof! Woof!

Mera sees Snow running to her, followed by Leon, who brings her a glass of milk. Snow is a white dog owned by Mera, Leon deliberately bought a puppy for his sister so that Mera does not feel lonely especially if Leon is going out of town.

“Time to drink milk!” Leon handed him a glass of milk which Mera immediately received

“Other people will definitely think that Brother is my husband.” Mera started drinking her warm milk

“Tung-itung learn to be a husband.” Leon is now standing next to his sister, looking at the soothing heater that lies wide in his backyard. From this distance they could see the dairy cows that were in the fields. True, Leon has his own dairy farm, Leon dabbles in the livestock industry.

“Eat that you should get married soon, many girls who keep approaching me because they want to get you. But you never glanced at any of them.”

“Wait just! You will soon get a beautiful and kind Sister-in-law like your mother.”

“Arraseo, arraseo!”

“Actually what do you think other than Jaeha?”

“Divorce letter, the letter has not reached me even though Grandma said that she has submitted her letter to Jaeha but..”.

“You should have known Jaeha would never sign the letter. Maybe he's been burning it to ashes since Grandma gave him the letter.”

Leon glanced at Mera who was drinking her milk “You still love her, however you hide it you can't cover it. You cry every night because you miss her, right?”

“Not every night! Do you know what that is about?”

“I'm smarter than you, I often see your eyes swollen every morning you can't fool me by reason of being stung by insects or the like, obviously you're crying because you're thinking of Jaeha.”

“You always so tau!”

“At least my words are true.” Leon saw his watch, “I have to go to the office there was a sudden meeting.”

Leon ruffled Mera's bangs making the hair owner snort in annoyance.

“Tomorrow make us go to festival events?”

“Sure, I'm afraid your baby will drool when he's born because you can't go to that festival.” Leon quickly left in front of Mera,

“Yes! Leon Kim!!!” The person who was summoned still sauntered away while waving his hand.

“Haish janjja! Honey I hope you're not like your Om is ya?” The baby kicked Mera's stomach hard, “Aw! Mother's hotshot, does that mean you agree?” Mera rubbed the former kick bayina, “Is this your foot dear?” Mera rubbed the protruding part of her stomach, Mera was already quite happy with this, although indeed she still often cried because of the pent-up longing in Jaeha. Leon did not lie about it, although arguably just met but Leon already knew him very well.

“Jaeha, you said you wanted a boy right? Your wish is realized, he's a baby boy! Your father must be very happy.” The baby kicked back and couldn't stay still. “Are you happy too, baby? Aw, Mom's belly.” Mera smiles happily, everything is fine she is very grateful, it is not important about her feelings for Jaeha, she now just continues to pray that the baby can be healthy and normal. Mera enjoys her time with Snow.

Hansoo approached his wife who looked dreamy from earlier, even when she sat down Hwaran did not feel her presence. It was only when Hansoo held his hand that Hwaran came to a realization.

“What are you thinking?”

“Mera, I can't see her keep crying missing Jaeha. What am I supposed to do? Jaeha also the same he missed Mera. You remind me how she begged to be told where Mera was? But I can't break my promise to Mera.” Hwaran was downcast when Jaeha came to see him and begged even to kneel before him and her husband to be told of Mera's whereabouts.

“Mera needs a husband now, this is the first time in her life that she will be a mother. I don't want him to experience the same thing I've been through.”

“You keep saying that mera has the same fate as you, it's not good.” Hansoo held his wife's hand tightly

“Do I have to keep them apart? Or should I tell Jaeha the truth?”

“Defying promises for good I guess it's not the wrong thing. I will support whatever your best decision is. I'm sure, you will choose the best decision especially for our children and grandchildren.”

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**So Sena changed her name to Mera. For the part of Minho will still call Sena, for Jaeha some episodes ahead still call Sena but later he will call Mera too.

Can anyone wait for their baby? 😁😁**