Maybe I Love You
28. What's Me For You?

Sena drives her own car even though Uncle Bong forbids it because Uncle Bong knows Sena has not been so smooth carrying a car especially on crowded highways today, but Uncle Bong could not oppose him anymore when he saw the look on Sena's face that was so sincerely pleading with him.

Aunt Hanmi searches for Sena because she makes Sena's favorite pudding, but she doesn't find Sena anywhere. Aunt Hanmi then meets Uncle Bong and asks where Sena is

“didn't you just pick him up?”

“Sena brought her own car, I think she's back.”

“jeez why don't you ban it! Sena still can't drive the car well!” Aunt Hanmi hit Uncle Bong

“stop! I've already banned it, but Sena still won't listen to me let alone.”.

“let alone what? you don't worry me more!”

“raut Sena's face, I can't describe what she looks like but I think she's depressed.”

“apa?! depressed?” Uncle Bong nodded

Aunt Hanmi stared ferociously at Uncle Bong and hit him back, “you should have accompanied him! If something happens to Sena how?!”

It turned out that Sena went to her private villa, she just smiled a little at the workers and immediately went to her room even locked the door. Sena hit her chest repeatedly her body slumped to the floor her tears were now falling making her cheeks wet.

“why?! why am I scared?! Why is it so sick here?! Why am I in so much pain why?!” his body was even now curled up on the floor, crying silently.

Suho noticed the look on Jaeha's face that looked unsettled, “what's the matter with you? You're okay, right?”

“do you hyung, I don't feel good. It feels wrong.”

“what did you eat wrong? Your digestion is in trouble?”

“no, not that. hyung I'm going out to buy coffee.”

“just tell me, you don't usually leave the office just to buy coffee.”

“once I want to breathe air outside, hopefully I feel better.”

After buying coffee Jaeha took a short walk hoping his feelings would improve, his steps came to a halt in front of an accessories salesman. Seeing that his eyes were fixed on a pair of earrings his mind was fixed on Sena, he felt that Sena would be suitable if wearing these earrings made him smile now.

“you like this one?” ask the seller to make Jaeha look at the seller

“ya, I want to buy it.”

Jaeha looked at the gift, he wanted Sena to wear her earrings on her parents' wedding anniversary. But unexpectedly someone hit him so that the gift fell.

“sorry I was in a hurry.” Female voice

“it's okay, you can go.”

“thank you. Again forgive me.”

When Jaeha was about to take the gift, his movement stopped like he was thinking,

“Helena!” Jaeha stood up again to chase after the person who hit him earlier, he could still see the woman who was running in the middle of the crowd - people who were walking, he could still see the woman who was running, when it was a few steps he remembered the gift for Sena and took it back, but when he turned to pursue the woman again the woman was no longer missing from his sight, but it didn't make the jaeha stop to run in the same direction hoping to still see where the woman was going.

His breath panting he did not care about his wet suit because of the coffee spill, “no, it could just sound similar. I have too many thoughts.”

Behind the walls of the building, Helena was moved because she could see Jaeha who was now looking for her. He was happy to meet Jaeha even though only for a moment.he was sure, now he was sure that Jaeha was really still in love with him.

“wait for me Jaeha, wait for me. I will free you from that fake wedding.we will be back together again.”

almost an hour more Sena's body was flabbergasted by the air shower, her clothes were wet now there was no movement whatsoever, she was only silent with an empty view even though her body was shaking because of the cold she remained motionless.

Tok tok!

“nona are you inside?” just then Sena looked up, she stared at the door “nona are you okay?”

tok tok!

Sena stood off her shower, she undressed her wet clothes then wrapped her body in a towel then opened the bathroom door, “I'm fine, what's up?”

“buy me clothes, my clothes are wet.”

“but not in the closet there.”

“I want a new one, you can take my card in the bag.”

“tapi ms—“

“I trust you, I'll take a shower in a minute.”

Jaeha came home early, although he thought he was being distracted by the incident but he tried to stay calm.he walked towards Sena's room and knocked on her door but there was no answer, when he opened the door, there was no one in the bathroom.

“where is he?” Jaeha now goes to the kitchen hoping to find him with Aunt Hanmi,

“how is this?? Sena's phone is off! What if something happens to her?!” Aunt Hanmi went back to beating Uncle Bong somehow for how many times.

“stop hitting me! I know it's my fault, I don't feel good, I don't feel good! I'm worried too! I want to look for it but where?!”

“why with Sena?” Uncle Bong and Aunt Hanmi are shocked because Jaeha is already behind them, “Aunt Uncle, what's with Sena?!”

“Sena is self-driving,” says Uncle Bong hesitates

“Sena?! He drives himself? He doesn't even have a SIM yet why doesn't Uncle Bong ban him?”

“I already banned it, but Sena still forced. I can't do anything.”

“how long has he been away?”

“Sena out at 10.00 pagu, until now has not returned.” Said Aunt Hanmi

“Sena where are you?!” Jaeha immediately left the kitchen after Aunt Hanmi and Uncle Bong, but when Jaeha was about to open the main door, Sena opened the door and almost fell asleep because of Jaeha's sudden appearance, soon Jaeha caught Sena and immediately hugged her.

“i'm worried about you! Where have you been?!” Aunt Hanmi and Uncle Bong who were behind Jaeha and Sena were relieved that their lady had returned safely.

“what am I?” ask Sena plain

“you don't have a SIM yet, just driving you hasn't been smoothly you dare to bring your own car?!!” behind that innocent question Sena was eager to cry,

‘you're worried about me because of what? who am I to you? Why should you worry about me being who you are not Jaeha?!’

“Sena~” Sena regained consciousness, she tried to hold back her tears.

“I just want to try it, I want to be more smoothly driving the money I go alone.”

“you should be with Uncle Bong, I beg you not to be like this again before you get the SIM, hmm?”

“oke.”

“nona what do you want for dinner? let me make it.” Ask Aunt Hanmi

“no need, I've eaten. I am very full now.” when Sena has not eaten anything, but she has absolutely no appetite to eat.

Jaeha followed Sena up to his room, there was a feeling he wanted to continue hugging Sena even he wanted to accompany Sena to sleep tonight, he wanted to hug Sena he did not want to release Sena from his embrace. Jaeha could no longer hold it back and finally he hugged Sena from behind making Sena quite shocked by the bravery of the jaeha at this time.

“why are you like this?” ask Sena

“no, I don't know either. I... I just want to hug you like this.”

“but I want to be alone.” Sena tried to let go of Jaeha's embrace, but the embrace grew stronger.

“aku... What is it for you?” jaeha's eyes were initially closed when she heard the question from Sena, Jaeha was very difficult to answer because he himself was still not sure of his own feelings. He even remembered the incident earlier, what if it was named Helena? The question kept repeating in his head making him dizzy.

“you... cannot answer it?” Jaeha turned Sena's body so they could face each other, his hands touching Sena's face so she could look into her eyes.

“i won't say it but feel it yourself.” Jaeha suddenly kissed Sena making his eyes wide, both hands Sena clutching strong Jaeha's shirt and both eyelids are even now closed along with tears flowing from the corner of his eye.