Maybe I Love You
44. Debates

Jaeha really slept well until morning. His hands felt sore because it was made a pillow, his neck was also sick. After his life was gathered together and his eyes could adjust to the light, he was made shocked because Sena was not in bed. Jaeha was already panicking, afraid that Sena would leave because she was here.

When they were about to open the bathroom door, just then Sena came out of it, they almost collided if only Jaeha could not hold back. There was a sense of relief that Sena was not running away, just that her susan had become a little strange.

“You're from the bathroom?”

“If not a bathroom then this room what is its name?” Sena asked Jaeha to give her a way, he also could not bear to stand for too long, his stomach was still a little sore.

Sena returned to her bed, she sat leaning back while looking out the window. That was all he could do now, it wouldn't be strange to stare out the window.

“Wae wasseo?”

“Mother came to the office, Mother told me that you were treated at the hospital.”

“True, you must come. Otherwise I will be suspicious. Thank you for accompanying me last night, you can go.”

Jaeha doesn't believe Sena's words, so you don't suspect anything? “You.... What do you really think our marriage is like? Is it just a game? Or forever just a trick?”

Sena finally looked at Jaeha with a look of disdain, “This marriage did start without love, how could there suddenly be love between us? A game? Did I raise it? No. gabe. You're the one who played it alone. You made it like a game, not me!”

Jaeha was stunned to hear Sena's words, he never considered this a game or a trick. Everything he passed along with Sena made him anchor his heart to Sena completely. But he admitted wrong for lying and disappointed Sena.

“So... You don't have any feelings for me?”

“You do not love me, you do not have any feelings for me. Why should I love you if you don't love me? I told you that when we met at the club, I didn't want anyone else's ex-husband. if it wasn't for being forced and touched by your mother I would have really run away and would never have married you. Maybe my life will be happy and will never be hurt like now.” Sena turned her eyes back from Jaeha, Sena was actually heavy to say all those words but she also had the right to be upset, he had the right to let out all his annoyance at Jaeha even though Jaeha would not understand.

Inner Jaeha was turbulent, he did not accept being accused like that by Sena he was also heartbroken to hear everything that was said by Sena just now, but Jaeha could still be self-conscious, he said, he couldn't get angry at Sena because it was all true.

Jaeha moved forward quickly to Sena, his hands touched Sena's face, and then the kiss made Sena grow wide in shock, in an instant his body was like a stiff motionless, unable to move, but he tried to be conscious and not get carried away. He pushes Jaeha's body away, Sena wants Jaeha to let go of the link of their lips.

Sena keeps on making her bed squeak, Jaeha weakens, he finally pushed and. plaaaakkkk! Sena slapped Jaeha's face hard. With trembling hands, Jaeha touched his face that felt sore and hot, Jaeha smiled smirkily, he deserved it.

“You always do whatever you want! You always do as you please! Why don't you ever care about how I feel, why?!!”

“You still don't understand why I did it? You still don't understand how I feel about you after everything I've done to you?”

“I don't understand! I don't get it! Because I'm stupid, I don't understand!” Sena cried sobbing, she touched her stomach which again hurt. Sena immediately set his breath to be calmer, he did not want his fetus why-nothing else, he had to calm down.

“I don't want to fight anymore. I know everything, I understand. You don't have to force yourself just because I'm sick. You better rethink your true feelings.”

“What do you know? You or what about my feelings?”

“In the sky there can only be one sun and one month. Everything will not go well if there are two suns or two moons. If there were two suns the earth would be very hot during the day, and vice versa. If there are two, shouldn't one of them be destroyed to return to normal?”

“Sena what are you talking about?”

The sound of the open door stopping their debate, Sena immediately wiped her tears and took a deep breath to make it look like nothing had happened. So did Jaeha, he tidied himself up so as not to look suspicious.

“Grandmother!” Sena was shocked because her Grandmother came, followed by Grandma Jung and her Mother-in-law

“Why didn't you tell me you were sick?” Nanak Nam immediately hugged Sena tightly, he was really worried because usually if Sena was sick, Sena would be in her house, taken care of by her.

“You shouldn't keep this a secret, you might want to be more mature by not making us worry but it's the wrong way.” Now Grandma Jung is talking

Sena and Jaeha apologized,

“And you're Jaeha!” Grandma Jung pinched Jaeha's arm so that the granddaughter grimaced in pain.

“You should always pay attention to your wife as busy as it is. He must have been hurt when you weren't with him. He must immediately think you no longer care about him so he did not tell you!”

“I feel ashamed of my own son.” Madam Park stared intently at Jaeha. Jaeha himself could not say anything. He did admit that he was wrong, either for a few tens of times only he did not say directly.

“I hope that if Sena gets pregnant later, you will take good care and pay attention to her, can you?” Pinta Granny Nam to Jaeha. Sena was eager to reprimand her Grandmother for talking about it, but too late, she could not say that in front of her Grandmother and Mother-in-law either.

Mrs Park keeps porridge and fruit on the table, “True. You should be a standby husband if Sena gets pregnant. No matter how busy it is, you should give Sena your best attention. Especially if Sena cravings later, you have to do the command 100%, must be fulfilled. You got it?”

“Ne, Eomma.”

“Travel abroad also you have to cancel it. Just represent it to others.”

“Why is that?” Jaeha protest

“Your father used to be too! For the sake of taking care of you and Mom, she chose to represent it only if she had to go abroad.”

“Look, they already want to pet the grandson. Grandma is also the same.” Whisper Grandma Nam while smiling while teasing Sena

‘If they knew you were here, it would be unimaginable what the excitement would be like. I'm sorry I had to keep your presence a secret, baby.’

“Oh yes, Grandma told your mother that you were sick. He'll send you vitamins from there for you.”

“Why send vitamins all? I haven't even had a chance to call Mom. I'm fine, aren't you, Grandma?”

“He's good, he really wants to get together with us.”

“I also miss Mom.”

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The next day Minho comes to the hospital when Jaeha is not around. It's not that he's a coward just because he didn't see Sena when Jaeha was there, but he just wanted to be alone with Sena without anyone.

Minho opened the door and immediately went inside, he saw Sena reading a book quietly. Minho immediately put on his smile when Sena already knew of his arrival. Sena also gave her smile, as if nothing had happened and knew nothing.

“I brought your favorite fruit.”

“Oppa knows everything I like. Thank you.”

Sena remembered her conversation with Jonghyun before Minho came.

“*I've investigated who the owner of the number is.”

“I'm sure it's him, but I hope if it's wrong.”

“Minho, he's Minho.”'s man

‘Oppa, why are you doing this to me? You said you wanted me to smile happily, but why did you make me hurt*.’ Both of his eyes continued to look at Minho who was getting closer to his bed.

“How are you doing now?”

Sena smiled disguising the wound in her heart, “Much better, this is just a maag, Oppa need not worry too much about me.”

“Why are you talking like that? Just because you have a husband doesn't mean you can say that to me. I worry about you, I care about you.”

“Peduli? Worrying? Do you really care and worry about me?”

Minho felt Sena slightly different, her smile fading slightly. “Of course. I'm your brother.”

“Kakak... a Brother always wants his Sister to live happily, is that not it?”

“Sure, of course.”

“You'll let me be happy right?”

“I said it earlier, I want you to be happy without burden and also wounds, I will do my best for you, whatever it is. You want a pear?”

Sena nodded, “If my happiness was with Jaeha, would you accept it?”

Minho was reluctant to answer, he wanted to express his frustration as to why Sena asked like that as if he did not know how Minho really felt. But he can't in Sena's condition like this.

“You... really happy with Jaeha?” Minho asked back

“Life without problems.. must be very fun. But that's definitely not possible. Just a mere fantasy.”

“You will live happily. But you have to go through the rigors of the journey of life.” Minho feeds the pear Sena that has been cut once eaten,

“You're right. The pain should I endure as much as possible, then I can get happiness. Right?” Minho smiled, a deceiving smile behind the complexity of each other's minds.

‘Maybe.’ Inner Sena

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*Korean Language*

Wae wasseo's? \= why are you coming?