Maybe I Love You
29. Honest - Lying

Jaeha's intention to continue more, but now they end up in the kitchen and Jaeha is cooking the sweet sour sausage that Sena wants. As their kiss got hotter too bad to stop because the sound of Sena's stomach rumbling so clearly heard, Jaeha also could not bear to continue when he was hungry.

“ini him!” Jaeha served a large plate of sweet sour sausage in front of Sena.

“goodbye.” Jaeha let Sena eat it first, “the pants are still hot.”

“you sure you don't need to use rice?” Sena nodded, for him this alone was enough

“you should have said if you haven't eaten, why lie.” Sena did not answer but her eating tempo slowed down a bit.

“why were you crying too? Your heart is also racing once.” Sena swallowed her sausage with difficulty, Sena remembered their activity earlier should not be ashamed because Sena is not the first time but if you remember again still make her cheeks hot.

“teach!”

“which is reasonable? Crying out? I haven't even started anything!”

Sena looked at Jaeha seriously, “not started yet!? The kiss even the palpation earlier you said it hasn't started yet?!” Sena stabbed her sausage viciously making Jaeha a little horrified

“aku. Why did you put it in the heart anyway? Answer my question, why are you crying, did something happen?”

“not there, maybe just get carried away.”

“what was the atmosphere of that semelow? should it be hot and passionate?” Sena gave her sharp gaze to Jaeha, but the man just smiled innocently as if he did not say anything. Jaeha's gaze was now fixed on Sena's neck, he saw her wearing a necklace.

“who's the necklace from?”

The deg!

“not that you say you don't really like wearing necklaces except for certain events.”

“ini... this is from Sujin. Hadia because I'm her cosmetics sell hard.”

“oh, even though you are not a model, not an idol, nor a celebrity..

“because I'm beautiful?” Sena winks Jaeha, seeing that Jaeha feels nauseous and pretends to be vomiting.

“hehehe”

Jaeha did not intend to continue their activities that had been delayed earlier, he more let Sena rest tonight. “good night.” Jaeha kissed Sena

“hm, good night.”

Now Sena is sitting in front of her dresser, she is holding the necklace with a cold gaze her hands are squeezing the necklace strongly, “I will follow your game, Minho.” Even though he knew he was going to get hurt, he chose to pretend he didn't know anything.

**

Sena was shopping at the supermarket, he plans to cook some of Jaeha's favorite dishes for dinner as they discuss the gifts that will be given to Jaeha's parents at their wedding anniversary in 2 days.

“tongue, hmmm ah this looks like good.”

Sena's phone rang, she saw Jonghyun calling her. He immediately raised the call.

“hallo! What's up oppa?”

“Sena,”

“hm? What was? don't make me curious, it's about Jaeha and Helena, right? quickly say!”

“Sena, are you sure you'll be okay?” hearing that sentence, making his heart pump quickly, his blood rippled violently.

“say!”

“Jaeha..” Jonghyun stop talking, “now where are you?”

“aku in supermarket, quickly say oppa!”

“I'll talk if you get home.”

“I beg you to say it now! I'll be fine.”

“Sena!” at that moment he looked for the origin of the voice that called out to him

but it can still be heard by Jonghyun

“what did you say? Helena?!”

Helena approached Sena who is now silent, “it happens to be we meet here.” Helena said with a smile.

As if being in his subconscious, Sena did not answer he just fell silent while staring at Helena made the woman confused, he wagged his hand resuscitated Sena.

“oh, sorry.” He woke up and immediately turned off his phone

“you're okay? your face looks pale.”

His view is indeed a little bit clunky, “I'm fine.”

“you're not well, you're up to a memorial like that. want to stop by my house?”

“no need, I just go home.”

Helana holds Sena's hand, “ rest for a while in my house, I'm afraid something will happen if you drive under these circumstances.”

Sena finally relented, she is now at home Helena is sitting in the living room staring into every corner of the room. “this medicine,” Helena handed a glass of drinking water to sena.

Gluey!

“many of your groceries, who are you cooking for?” ask Helena

“only..”

“for your girlfriend huh?”

“girlfriend?” asked Sena in shock

“I don't think you're married yet, you don't even have a wedding ring.” Sena looked at her ring finger, yes she still hasn't worn it every day is still her habit. Helena, on the other hand, is convinced that Sena really does not love Jaeha, in her heart she smiles happily.

Sena's facial wrinkle turned cold, “I'm married.”

Helena was a little surprised by Sena's confession, no doubt she felt pain in her heart when she admitted that she was married, jealous? Obviously, he was jealous.

“but I don't love him.” There was pain when Sena said that sentence, he had no other choice because it was his choice to follow the game Minho planned for him.

Helena smiled in her heart, now she believes that Sena really does not love Jaeha let alone Sena talking directly to herself, why should she not believe?

“then why did you marry her? Didn't that torture you?”

“we're in a match, that's it.” Sena doesn't want to talk much anymore

“i also experienced it, it felt really bad and it was excruciating. Leaving our loved ones only for the sake of indulging in selfish family desires.” Helena stood up from her seat, she walked towards the window staring at the scenery out there.

“maybe for some people, love can come after even though we do not love our partner at first. But for me no, not like that.” Silently, he only listened even though he felt like he really wanted to leave this place.

“actually I am married, but I am divorced from my husband. Every day I feel only pain, discomfort, loneliness, because I have no love for my husband. Which every day I remember is just him.. the person I am currently looking for.”.

“every moment that we pass always plays back every day, when we ride the ring together and he kisses me and says that he loves me right when we are at the top.”

Sena clutched the edge of her shirt firmly, remember how Jaeha kissed her back then while in the ring, so Jaeha had also done something like that to Helena before? How could I ever think that Jaeha was doing that just for himself?!

“Sena! Sena!”

Sena finally woke up after helena touched her hand, “are you okay? I'm sorry I told you so much.”

“nothing, I'm fine! but it feels like I have to go home soon, I also have to do something at home.”

“oh okay,” Helena escorts Sena up to the door “be careful on the road!”

Without feeling, the tears just fell, immediately Sena wiped her tears “for what you cried! Don't cry Sena!”

Sena immediately contacted Jonghyun, unfortunately his phone can not be contacted. “oppa where are you?!” again, but the results remain the same

“my feelings are really bad!”