Maybe I Love You
76. One Step Closer

Arthur becomes very fussy after the quarrel between Mera and Jaeha. After the quarrel, Jaeha leaves Leon's house to return to the hotel, his desire to get Mera is not over. If Mera blames him again he will not be angry, he will accept it back with pleasure, after all this is his fault because he returned to deceive Mera for a decent period of time not a moment.

“I'm sure Mera is upset and angry with you just for a while, she's angry doesn't mean really angry. I'm sure he just feels happy but reveals it the wrong way.”

Jaeha who let out his tears could only be silent, he was also so worried for Arthur because he was crying so hard.

“For now maybe you should get out of here, I hope you don't mean to give up on getting Mera back. Believe me, he was just wrong in expressing his feelings.”

“But he deserves to be mad at me, he's angry I also understand, I understand why he's so mad at me.”

“I'll try to talk to him, I'll try to convince him that you're really sorry and want to come back. We all support you.”

His tears flowed again, and again Jaeha had to see Mera crying because of it and so did Arthur. “Excuse Daddy son..”

Leon repeatedly knocked and called Mera's name, Leon also could not calm down because he heard the sound of Arthur's cry from inside the room but Mera still did not open the door.

“Master, here's the backup key.”

As soon as the door opened he immediately entered the room, he saw Mera sitting on the floor holding Arthur tightly. Leon immediately approached the woman, he tried to make Mera realize that her actions now would not make Arthur feel comfortable. Leon hands Arthur to another servant to take him out of the room.

“Sorry that Brother made such a decision, but Jaeha really wants to come back to you. It's just that Jaeha is afraid that you won't give him a second chance, not that Jaeha is happy to trick you into being Rico, he wants to be honest but the time is never right.” Mera still did not want to talk, her tears kept coming out making her weak.

Leon finally hugged his sister tightly, but Mera's cry became even more. “You can see for yourself how much she loves Arthur, she came here just for you. You once said Jaeha would be happy with Helena, but the evidence is not. He prefers to end his relationship with Helena, Jaeha prefers to meet you here because he loves you.” Leon tried to hold back his sadness, nor could he bear to see them crying like this.

“We all love you, we know your happiness is with Jaeha. Brother beg you not to lie to yourself, love does not have to have it all a lie, the words are not true. If you two love each other you should be together, we're doing all this for you. Not that Big Brother defended Jaeha, it's just that we can already forgive him because you are Mera.”

“I'm upset... I'm annoyed at myself because I can't be mad at him.. My chest is tight but I can't tell my irritation to him. I want to say how hurt I am by his actions, how to fight I try to continue to be patient and accept everything he does, I want to say all my frustration to him but I can't.”.

“And also you want to say how happy you are because he came to see you. How happy you are that you saw him back after so long, right?”

Mera could not answer, she was still confused by her own feelings. He could not choose what he felt now, but he felt right with what Leon said.

“For Arthur, if you stay stubborn and choose to maintain your pride try to think of Arthur. You must have seen for yourself how Arthur is so comfortable with Jaeha, Arthur must be able to feel who Jaeha really is. For the last time Brother begs you, Brother also represents our family please rethink your decision.”

Hwaran, Hansoo, and Grandma, they are told by Leon about what happened. They hope that Mera can choose the best choice, the effort they do can only be determined by Mera herself. The thing they expected the most was that Mera and Jaeha could come back together, that's all.

“Master, Miss!” A servant hurriedly entered the room,

“What's up?” Ask Leon

“Young master, the fever is very high.”

“What?!” Mera immediately ran downstairs at the tail by Leon, Mera immediately carried Arthur, Her body temperature is really hot. “Sir, hot Arthur body! What am I supposed to do? Arthur is sick because of me, I can't take good care of him, Brother.”.

“Tenang mera, arthur only got a fever we take to the hospital alone huh?”

Arthur is recommended to be hospitalized until his condition recovers, Mera continues to cry blaming herself because she can not keep Arthur, she can not be a good mother, Mera continues to cry because she can not keep Arthur, he knew Arthur was sick but took his little baby out in the cold.

“Already Mera, do not blame yourself continue. It's natural for a child to be sick in the weather like now, Arthur is not sick because you so stop blaming yourself, okay?”

“I shouldn't have taken him out, why am I so careless?”

“This is me.”

Mera held Arthur's small hand, she rubbed it quietly while apologizing. Arthur's body heat has begun to decline, Mera is grateful for that. He was afraid that if Arthur had other diseases especially his body was still small and also weak, he was too afraid and too panicked.

The sound of the door opening made me feel like wiping away her tears, “At once, Big Brother bought me my favorite food? I'll eat it all up, I'll be strong enough to take care of Arthur.” The person asked did not answer, “Kakak?” He was stunned to see who had come, not his brother but Jaeha.

“Sorry if I come here, I'm too worried about Arthur. Leon told me, he said Arthur was hospitalized, how is he doing now?”

“The heat has gone down.”

Mera replied without looking at Jaeha

“Thank God, I'm so worried.”

Mera did not answer, there was no more talk after, the atmosphere turned very awkward.

“Sit.”

Although there was still a sense of annoyance but Mera still had pity to see Jaeha just continue to stand.

“Alright, but I want to touch Arthur first, is it okay?” Mangangguk mera, mangguk,

Jaeha sat on the chair his hand rubbed gently on Arthur's cheek, the baby wriggled his body but fell asleep again, Jaeha smiled seeing that he was glad his son was starting to improve. “Dad and Mom are here, sleep well and get well quickly.”

Mera is speechless to see Jaeha so happy to be with Arthur, they know Jaeha wants to have a son and his hopes are real, Jaeha must be very happy.

“And also you want to say how happy you are because he came to see you. How happy you are that you saw him back after so long, right?”

Mera still can not understand with her own feelings, is she angry because she was happy to meet Jaeha again, or indeed she was angry because of the lie Jaeha who deceived her as Rico?

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“What time is this?” Mera stretched her body, she was so shocked when she realized that she was sleeping on the sofa, which she remembered last night Jaeha who slept on the sofa. But now that Mera sees Jaeha taking over from her position to guard Arthur, Jaeha moves her to the couch. The blanket he gave to Jaeha also now enveloped his body.

Mera approaches Jaeha who is still in deep sleep, Mera intends to cover Jaeha's body but the man wakes up and even makes Mera become misbehaved.

“You sleep well?” Jaeha asked while stretching his body, sleeping on his face made his back completely stiff.

“Why did you move me to the sofa?”

“Your back will hurt, I see also you can not sleep well because of your position so I move you to the sofa. Sorry I did.”

Mera wants to answer Jaeha's words but arthur awakens, Mera immediately holds him up and feeds Arthur.

“I'll be out looking for breakfast. What do you want for breakfast?”

“What's.” Jaeha did not answer again, he immediately went out after washing his face.

“Darling, would you be happy if Mom came back to your dad? It's been nothing to make Mom to keep away from your father, I feel like the most guilty person here. Why can you continue to love your father and continue to feel guilty after what he did?” Arthur could only blink both eyes that kept staring at Mera, “Mom was also tired of the lectures of those who clearly told Mother to go back to your Father. Should you give her a chance?”