Maybe I Love You
22. Longs
Like Sena, Jaeha apparently waited for a message or call from his wife.Even while meeting Jaeha always saw his phone repeatedly made Suho who noticed her smile because Jaeha was not usually like this. especially when the working hours are empty, the man's view never separated from the phone screen.
“just call him first, why is your pride so high?”
“aku is a man, it's only natural that my self-esteem is high.”
“setauku, wanta should have high self-esteem. It would be strange if a woman pursues her love continuously, surely they will consider the woman to be shameless. But it's only natural for men if they continue to pursue their love, you will not be humiliated because it is men who really have to do such things.”
“if rejected I will be ashamed!”
“rejected how? You are married! she's your wife! What if she's having an affair with another guy over there?”
Crossing his mind about Minho, Sena must have often gone out with Minho it was certain because she was like that before. even Jaeha watched as Minho who hugged Sena so tightly made his heart suddenly rustle hot and his breath felt tight.
“dia has definitely gone with him.”
“with whom?”
“Minho, who else?!”
“if you try he will definitely not go with the man again, I guarantee!”
“hyung, what's our problem here still a lot?”
“I think 2 or 3 more days are finished. You really miss him apparently!”
Jaeha just smiled a little, yes it might be true slowly but surely the name Helena has now been replaced with the name Sena in his heart.
Sena is now sitting opposite Jonghyun, her grandmother's confidant. Sena has also admired Jonghyun like his own brother even though they are close.
“oppa, can you find out where this guy is?!” Sena handed over the photo she found in Jaeha's room
“is this not your husband? Then who is this woman?”
“my mother-in-law says she's Jaeha's ex-girlfriend, but somehow I don't feel sure if they're just dating. So I beg you to find out all about their relationship. can you?”
“I will try, they stay in Francekan?”
“ya, Jaeha knows him in France because of one campus. Please help me!”
“calm down, I'll help you. You don't have to worry.”
“gomawoyo Jonghyun oppa!”
“sama-sama, then I should return to the office.”
“still no workers?”
“ya, can be his name is also a busy person!”
“ck, basic! Yes it is there!”
“grace yourself! but Sena I also can't give you the results quickly because of the other job waiting for me, is it okay?”
“heem I will wait for the result, be careful on the road!”
Sena laid her body on the mattress, she actually wanted to help Aunt Hanmi in the kitchen but it felt really lazy. He turned around so that now his body became sideways, he saw Kui who was fast asleep on his bed since then. Sena gently stroked Kui's head making the little dog move slightly from its slumber.
“Kui, Jaeha is what kind of person exactly? Do you know what secret he's hiding?”
The little dog is still asleep, “why do I wish they never got married? Why should I feel this way Kui? Why I—“
The ringing of the phone stopped her outpouring of heart at Kui, it turned out that Jaeha was calling her more precisely the video call. Sena wiped away the tears flowing from the corner of her eyes, she did not even know why the clear water had to come out.
After lifting up, Sena could see Jaeha's stiff face making both corners of his lips want to be lifted but he tried to hold it.
“ada what?” Sena finally started the conversation because Jaeha never let out a sound.
“you, what are you doing?”
“aku? i... yes like this.” Sena could see the work chair behind Jaeha, it should have gone early in the morning.
“oh.”
Sena doesn't know what to say, why does it feel so awkward? when faced with is never awkward like this? Jaeha was also actually a little upset with Sena's answer which was only ‘oh’, but he also did not know what to start a conversation like!
“ah, why did you give me a cockroach?!”
Sena can't stop her lips from smiling, she remembers Jaeha's panic and fear with the cockroaches.
“wrong yourself why humiliate me?! You started it yourself! Surely you think I'll just stay up?! No will!”
“you don't want to apologize?!”
“will not! You're not even sorry?!”
“I've taken you to meet Sora, isn't that enough?”
“oooohhh so you're driving me not sincerely so?”
“not so dear!” Sena felt her heart pounding again when Jaeha called her affectionately, she slipped or what? Inner Sena
“I'm sincere, I'm afraid you're why-why moreover you're sick! Oh yeah how are you doing now?”
“mmm, yes I'm fine!”
“you why? did I say wrong?”
“only, it's just.. I feel weird you... call me dear.” Sena lowered her gaze
Jaeha himself looked misbehaved, he was completely unconscious and the word just came out.
“can't it?”jaeha asked doubtfully
“odd only! weird yes weird!”
“then should I do you yeobeo?” jaeha Goda
“what the hell?!” Sena smiled shyly “that's stranger you know?! Hish!”
“bogoshipeo!”
The two looked at each other, Sena was again attacked by an unexpected shock making her heart beat faster.
“bogospitago!” finally Jaeha breathed a sigh of relief to be able to tell his true feelings despite having to endure the immense embarrassment, which he felt,
“telingamu red!”
Jaeha was wide in disbelief with the sentence uttered by his interlocutor, “you are!! Sena I'm serious! Why even talk about my ears?!”
“hahahahaha, too serious is boring!”
“but I'm not messing around, I miss you!”
“eum, yes already. I'm gonna take a shower! Don't miss your meal, take care of your health too! Bye!”
“wait— haish basic!“
Although Jaeha did not get an answer for what he wanted, but he felt relieved because he had been honest with Sena how he felt now.
While Sena he is now soaking in the bathtube with a reddened face and occasionally also smiled, “aish, have I gone crazy? Why do I keep smiling anyway?”
He held a chest in his heartbeat, “since he said he missed me, why does this heart continue like this? Why should I be ashamed? Why do I... why do I feel... happy?”
His eyes closed, suddenly the shadow as Jaeha kissed his forehead flashed through his eyes, the man's scent, the warmth of the touch from his lips, how he could feel that the kiss was truly sincere for him.
“aish, stop! why am I imagining it more. There's no way I... miss him too right?”