Maybe I Love You
57. A Speech

“So what do you want to talk to me about?” Sujin first sipped his coffee before talking, “When on the way you did not answer my question, so now answer. What makes you so emotionally visible, uncaring and so on, my best friend?”

“Where are you going? Wipe your shirt in the suitcase all?”

“We will go on holiday to Hallstatt Village, Austria. Last vacation with him.”

“So that's what you're planning?” Sena nodded, “It's okay to travel by plane?” Sujin asked while looking at Sena's stomach,

“Doctor said no problem, I also have brought a letter from the doctor if needed later at the airport. I've also asked for the vitamins.”

“So you're really serious about going?” Sena nodded again, this time Sujin saw the seriousness of Sena. Not like at his house.

“So, back to my question, what's the problem?”

“Don't be surprised, this might make you hurt but I can't hide it from you because I already know a lot.” Sujin took a deep breath first, “Minho Oppa, Minho Oppa was the one who brought Helena to Korea. I also thought that she was the one who kept inciting Helena to return to have Jaeha, not just for Helena's sake but for her sake who still loves you.”

Sena was silent, she gave a calm expression in response to Sujin's words just now. “You really aren't surprised. You are so great!”

“I already know.” Now even Sujin who was made shocked, “I know everything.”

“Heol! I'm like a fool. But how can— be Jonghyun Oppa, right?” Sena nodded, “I do feel stupid but I am grateful that you already know first. Ah, I don't know! I don't know if I should be grateful or not for this. I can only imagine how sick you are being hurt by two people you love.”

“At first I was surprised, I really did not expect why Minho Oppa lied to me. Whether I'm stupid or how I follow all the games, the reality that I accept for following all the games and the reality that I accept because I don't have the courage to reveal everything, I accepted it every time the game started, I accepted it even though it hurt a lot. My love story, why is it always problematic? Does God not allow me to be happy with the people I love?”

Sena smiled bitterly

“Hm, I can't answer because you know the answer. All I want to say is that from everything you've been through now, I'm sure you'll grow stronger and someday you'll find true happiness. Happiness is what is waiting for you and your child.”

“Sujin... Thank you for staying with me, thank you for being there for me. Sorry I hid all this at first, back then I still didn't dare to talk to you, sorry.”

“Not what Sena, I understand. No need to apologize, your problems are hard. It's not easy to talk about it even with your own best friend.” The two are now in tears while holding hands, they finally embrace, sob softly and are grateful for each other.

“Where are you going? Which country are you going to?”

“Mother. I'll go see Mom, maybe I'll stay there.”

“Then when are you going?”

“After the holidays are over I will go home first to Korea, after everything is ready I will leave. I'll open everything.”

Sujin took off her hug, “Open... everything?” Sena just smiled. Sujin has a hunch, this will be big news that day in Korea. Sena actually planned it alone.

When he returned home, Sena saw Jaeha was neat with his office suit, “Where are you going?”

“I have to go to the office, suddenly there is a problem and I have to handle it.” Jaeha kissed Sena on the forehead, “Everything is done, tomorrow we just leave. I go first.”

“How long are you home?”

“Maybe it's a little night, you go to bed first. Don't waitfor me. Bye!”

“Dah!”

After seeing Jaeha's car leave, Sena picks up her phone. He typed a message.

‘Let's go to dinner. Italian restaurant regular place, okay?’

Without waiting for long, the message was answered.

‘Alright, I'm already impatient.’

“Minho Oppa!” Sena greeted Minho, though,

“You finally came too.” Minho pulled out a chair so Sena could sit down, though,

“Thank you.” Sena called the waiter to ask for a menu list, “We order first yes, I've missed food here.”

“I followed you. It feels like we haven't had dinner together for a very long time. Order Vermicelli and Spritz.”

Minho

“But I feel so awkward if you're just the two of you like now. I ordered Bruschetta and Negroni.” They returned the menu to the waiter. While waiting for the order to come, they chatted, a little repeat of the past made them smile.

“Then, how did you get in touch with Jaeha? It's okay, right?”

“Why?”

“Just ask. I hope your relationship is good.”

“Don't know, I feel like there's something weird about Jaeha. But our relationship is fine, I think he's getting more attentive to me, and I'm getting to love him more I feel.”

“You really love Jaeha?”

“We eat first huh?” Invite Sena beigtu their order came, he let Minho with curiosity. Sena finds out after she tells Jaeha that she loves him more and more, Minho becomes dislikeful of this dinner. Minho felt wrong asking that but it would be strange if he did not ask Sena, if Sena loved Jaeha more and more for what to take him to dinner? Inner Minho.

“Oppa, you asked me if I really loved Jaeha, didn't you?” When Sena tasted the dessert, Minho did not answer. He was silent which means yes. “True, I think I love Jaeha. Really.”

“You're happy to love him?” Minho's voice sounded very deep, his eyes down.

Sena held tightly to her spoon, she already knew what Minho would do next to separate her from Jaeha. Now, Sena was kind to him to further open the road. He just asked for more time, hopefully all in accordance with what he planned.

“Happy and wounded, all mixed into one. But I, love him more. Luka, I think I'm used to it but also I can't accept the habit. There are people who want me hurt, there are also people who want me to be happy even in a different sense of happiness. But I am happy to love him. I still don't remember my past, but I can tell what it was like when I was really comfortable with him when he was with me, when he was my first love. Before the accident happened.”

Despite the heartache, Minho tried to stay calm, “Then I'll be happy if you can love him. Then Jaeha himself? Can he love you?”

‘As I.’

“Entahlah, can yes not. How do you think?”

“Why are you asking me? I rarely see you guys together, how can I know something like that.”

“Iya also.” Sena checked her vibrating phone received a message, “But, I think what Oppa wants will soon be granted.” Sena stood up from her seat,

“You want to go now?” although Minho was confused and wanted to ask, he did not have time.

Sena nodded, “Can I ask for something?”

“What is it? I'll give it to you.”

“Help me.”

Minho was quite shocked by what Sena wanted, he was pleased with the request. But what was in Sena's mind must be that he was only considered an older brother, not like before, but even so Minho still approached he hugged Sena tightly and Sena returned his embrace.

“Annyeong... Oppa.”

“Annyeong Sena, be careful on the road.”

Annyeong is a greeting when first meeting someone, and is also a word that can be used as a word when going apart with someone. A word that can make a person happy, but it can also make a person very hurt.