Maybe I Love You
53. Plan

After Jaeha's condition improved enough they chose to go home, but Sena suggested that they go home tomorrow morning because Jaeha was still weak but the man refused. He could not be free to be in the house and room of others, they also chose to hire a driver.

But before Sujin pulled Sena to her room, she locked the door so that no one could enter.

“I want to hear your explanation from earlier but you are always in the room, now explain to me why we should pretend? You can be honest with him what you're upset about! What exactly are you planning?”

“I don't want to give bad memories for him.”

“I see, you mean you've chosen the decision to divorce her. But.. But you're too good! He gave you deep wounds, while you? You want to make her happy even if that's the last time? C'mon Sena! I can't even stand having to linger looking at his face.”

“Maybe I look like a loser, I may be too good until now I feel guilty for letting Jaeha get sick from looking for me.” Sujin was really shocked by what Sena felt, she could not believe even Sena who felt guilty, “I even apologized to her for what I did. I even received his kisses, his hugs, and you know, I felt comfortable even though my heart was hurting, I couldn't believe it myself. But that's what I do, maybe I do it unconsciously I just go with my flow. It's annoying but.. I always do it.”

“Sena..”

“Last time before I get rid of all my pain.” Sena smiled, she chose to come out because she could not bear to cry if she continued to talk about this matter.

“Free or even getting tormented.” Sujin also came out to drive them, he returned to squeeze his fake face.

In the car, Sena again checked the contents of her bag afraid that someone was left in Sujin's house. “Your medicine is also already, it doesn't seem to exist. Your head is still dizzy?” Jaeha nodded, leaning his head on Sena's shoulder, “Don't it feel uncomfortable? My shoulder is too short.”

“I lean it on with heart, so it feels comfortable.” Sena also smiled small, “Every part of your body, everything feels comfortable for me.” Sena's face was red, feeling warm. He can still flutter when the situation is like this.

“Because of pain you become more perverted huh?”

“I think you haven't given me service in a long time. It's only natural that I'm like this.” Sena felt wrong asking the question, here is not a suitable place to discuss it let alone there is a driver driving, he had to change the subject.

“Jaeha, do you want a vacation with me?”

“Hm?” Jaeha now woke up, although his head was still dizzy he wanted to see the face of Sena who had just invited him to vacation, again he was like dreaming. “You're taking me on vacation?” Sena nodded while looking at Jaeha.

“Hmm... where should we go for the holidays?”

“Really? You really took me for the holidays?” Sena nodded steadily, even pinching Jaeha's nose to make Jaeha believe that he was indeed taking her for the holidays. “All right I believe. It's up to you, usually the woman who always plans the trip. Wherever it is I will agree.” Jaeha leaned back on Sena's shoulder.

“Paris! I want to go to Paris, where you used to live. How?” Jaeha was a little surprised by his request to go to Paris, but he tried to be ordinary.

“Why do you want to go to Paris?”

“I told you, I want to visit your place first. Plus Paris is a romantic city, I want to spend the night at the Eiffel Tower with you. Hm~ it will be fun.”

“No other country?”

“Why? Are you afraid to repeat the past?”

“What's last time?” Elak Jaeha

“Who knows with your ex-boyfriend, or another ex.”

“I no longer think of them.”

“Or don't you want to go there? Then I can recommend another place.” Actually Sena is just fishing, he does not really want to go to Paris because he does not want to make new memory in a place that stores old memory. Want to be overwritten Jaeha will still remember his past, Sena wants to avoid the pain a little.

“When do we go?”

“Next week!”

“Next week? Seriously?”

“You have no time?”

“There's Suho Hyung.” Sena understood from the meaning of the words, she smiled, “We just talk again after my headache healed, okay?” Jaeha closed his eyes, enjoying his position which he felt was really comfortable.

In a cafe

“Please caramel macchiato.” Sujin received his order, after a day of going to and fro to survey his work problems, he also intended to take a short break while waiting for Hyunjae to finish meeting at one of the hotels not far from the cafe where he rests now.

Sujin was now dissolved in his daydream, his originally empty mind now began to think again as soon as he saw a happy married couple out there.

‘It turns out that building a household is difficult yes, but not everything is that difficult, some are happy not full of tricks, some are actually unhappy but full of tricks for a purpose. If I marry Hyunjae, what will it be like? What if all of a sudden her ex-lover shows up and claims to be pregnant with her child, what am I going to do?’

“Excuse me..” The greeting words made his mind now crumbles, Sujin saw who the person who greeted him turned out...

“You!” Sujin did not like the situation, he wanted to leave but if for no definite reason it would definitely be very confusing, if only because the greeting in the supermarket was even long-tailed she would have been called a lazy woman.

“You're Hyunjae's future wife, right? Can I sit here?” Sujin just nodded, he chose not to start any conversation, if asked he would only answer as necessary.

‘Again why did Helena have to greet me? He could have just left pretending he didn't see me. What do you want?’

Sujin also typed a message on Hyunjae,

‘Still long? I'm in danger now!’

“Your relationship... is fine right?” Helena tries to talk to Sujin, there is no ulterior intention, she just wants to be close to the future wife of Jaeha's best friend who is like her own best friend.

“Good.”

“Thank God, I'm afraid your relationship didn't get along because I. when in the supermarket you didn't like me.”

His last words were right in Sujin's heart, after all why should he feel bad? After all, it's true that Sujin doesn't like Helena. But... how could Helena not know that Jaeha is married? If you type Jaeha's name on the search site, surely news about his marriage will be there. His mind started to fill up again, he better talk about this with Hyunjae, now more and more questions are starting to make him curious.

But Sujin so want to fish Helena, “But why do you know Hyunjae?” He licked his own saliva, but Sujin was really curious now.

“Hyunjae is my husband's best friend, maybe you could say he is my closest husband.”

“I thought you weren't married. You don't have a wedding ring.” Said Sujin while pointing with her eyes at Helena's ring finger.

“Hyunjae was a good friend of my first husband, I left him because the family forced me to marry another man, I had no other choice. And there was an accident, I was treated for a long time and now I want to go back to my first husband.”

‘I don't think he knows that I'm a good friend of Sena's, or does he want to tell me about his problem? What the fuck? Did I take the wrong path?’

“Yet your first husband hasn't remarried? If he's married and happy with his new wife why should you take him?” Sujin was a little shocked by what he had said, the words just slid uncontrollably. ‘Hopefully Helena doesn't realize anything.’

“What.... I can't have it anymore?”

“Destroying the happiness of another's life is forbidden, if you still insist not that, first position yourself in the place of the wife of your husband. Would you be able if someone suddenly entered your household and asked to come back? Would you do it in honey? You won't be happy.” In Sujin's heart complained, why do his words feel convoluted?

“I'm in the position of that woman?”

“Iya. Especially if the woman is pregnant, they should be happy to welcome the birth of their child but even unexpected problems occur. What would you do if you were that girl? He may have been your husband, but fate has changed. You must know that love can't be forced. If he doesn't want to be with you, then deal with it. Never ruin the happiness of others. Your selfishness, will only bring sadness and hurt to yourself.”

‘I'm sure you've felt it too, you stubborn bottom!’

Sujin saw Hyunjae who just got out of the car, he immediately stood up, “I have to go.” Without waiting for Helena's answer, but Sujin stopped again, "i'm sure you're a good person." Sujin leaves and doesn't want Hyunjae to go inside and meet Helena.

He still had time to curse himself after saying his last sentence.

They met at the door, “Darling, are you okay? You said you were in danger!” Hyunjae checked all parts of Sujin's body.

“I've been able to overcome that danger. We're talking in the car.”