My Killer Lecturer's

My Killer Lecturer's
Sandra Second


I elbowed Fatwa's arm when I heard her so cynical remark.


“Anaan anyway, Res?” fatwa's grumbling looked very upset.


“What are you? Why also talk about the origin of the cake?” reprimanded.


“Yeay, the, ‘kan, in fact,” Fatwa.


“Sst, quiet!” I put my index finger on my lips so that the Fatwa is silent and does not continue his words that can make people misunderstand.


While Zein only gawked at our half-whispered debate.


“Actually what the hell is going on, Brother. What the hell happened to you guys? Why do I see, Brother never goes together again with Citra?” ask Zein.


I looked at the Fatwa for an opinion. I saw Fatwa nod her head, a sign that she agreed if I told Zein all these truths.


“Actually we are having a problem, Zein,”.


“Trouble?" ask Zein. "What problems, Brother?” Looks like Zein is starting to get curious.


“We'd better sit down. Brother is afraid to talk here, Citra sleep will be disturbed,” I said.


“Oh, yes. Astagfirullahaladzim, I forgot. Please sit down, Brother, Sir!” zein said as he invited us to sit on the sofa.


Me and Fatwa followed Zein and sat side by side in front of Zein.


“So, what problems happened between Brother and Citra?” ask Zein again.


I took a breath for a moment. Honestly, I need the strength to retell something that made my heart hurt.


As if understanding what I need right now, Fatwa clasped my hand. Maybe, in this way, I have the power to let go of all my burdens. I stared at the Fatwa. Her sweet smile accompanied my determination to tell stories.


“Do you remember Yudhis?” ask me to start the story.


Zein nodded his head. “Mas Yudhis fiancee Brother who often pick up to campus, ‘kan?” zein.


I'm nodding.


“What's with him? Why don't I ever see him pick up Brother again?” ask Zein.


I took a breath. “Actually, Image ...” I don't know, it feels hard for me to unlock the secret of the image.


Zein frowned more and more. “Actually Image why, Brother?” ask Zein.


“Citra has a relationship with mas Yudhis behind me.” Finally I revealed a secret that only my family and the family of Yudhis knew, as well as the Fatwa.


Zein was very surprised to hear my words. “So, all this time Citra had an affair with fiancee Sister?” asked Zein as if he needed affirmation.


I'm nodding.


“Hmm, it's worth it Citra always rejects my feelings,” muttered Zein.


As I expected, Zein turned out to have feelings for Citra. I'm sorry, Zein. I know, right now your heart must be hurting.


“I'm sorry, Zein. My story must have hurt you,” I said.


“It's okay, Brother. It is precisely I who apologize, because I, Brother must open the wound again,” Zein said.


“It's okay. Maybe this is already the destiny line Brother. Yes, Brother is quite grateful, God showed the true identity of Yudhis before we really built the household,” I said.


“But why, Brother? How can Citra relate to mas Yudhis?” asked Zein who looked confused.


I glanced at Fatwa. The man nodded his head again.


"Actually, they have known each other for a long time. Maybe even before I knew Yudhis. Brother himself only found out about it after Brother met with ex-lover mas Yudhis in the past. Apparently, Citra had an affair with mas judhis, whose status is still a lover of his best friend. After meeting again, Citra also did the same to Sister,”, I said at length.


Back I saw Zein getting shocked at the past Citra.


We all looked. I see, Mbak Sekar and Mas Andre have been there. And, chances are they heard the truth about the image I just revealed.


“I'm sorry, Ma'am. I don't mean to vilify Citra,” I said.


“Don't mean to vilify, but the truth is you insulted my sister!” mak Sekar, look angry.


I can only be quiet. Responding to an angry person is nothing but futility.


“What Kak Chi said is true, Ma'am!” suddenly the image opened its voice.


We were surprised and looked at him immediately.


“You're up, Cit?” ask Zein while approaching Citra.


Even with Mbak Sekar who immediately smiled when he saw his sister had opened her eyes. Mbak Sekar followed Zein to approach his beloved sister.


“Aalhamdulillah's. Mbak is happy you want to talk again with Mbak, Dek,” Mbak Sekar said.


The image extended its hand to the older brother. A moment later, they hugged each other. Citra also cried bitterly in the arms of her brother.


“Force Image, Ma'am. Imagery is not a good person. Image is only a despicable human being. Citra has been very disappointing Mbak,” racau Citra in the arms of her brother.


“Already, Cit. Don't discuss it again. Maybe you are guilty, but .. After all, you are still my sister. No matter what your mistakes are, you will forgive you. Provided you do not repeat it again,” replied Mbak Sekar.


The image is getting sobbing hearing the sincerity of the brother's affection. The image turned its eyes to me.


“Kak Chi, Citra apologizes for hurting Brother. Though, all this time Brother has been so good with Citra. Brother always considered Citra as a sister. But, Citra is really a friend who does not know themselves. Citra instead ... hiks .. Ci-citra even hurt Brother,” Citra said in her sobs.


I got out of my seat and approached Citra. I held Citra's hand tightly while looking at her. “I've forgiven you, Cit. Without being asked, I have forgiven you,” I said.


“Kakak, can Citra hug Sis?” pinta Citra's.


I smiled and spread both hands. The image dropped her body, hugging me tightly. After a few seconds, I broke my arms. I looked at the belly of the image that began to distend. For a moment, I stroked her.


“How many months of your gestational age, Cit?” my question while stroking the stomach Citra.


“ Entering the second trimester, Brother,” Citra replied as she looked at her stomach.


“Where, fuss not?” ask again.


“Alhamdulillah no, Brother. Maybe because he knows his father is not responsible,” muttered Citra, slowly.


“Are you sure it was Yudhis's son?” chirps Mas Andre.


We were all shocked to hear the apocalypse of his brother-in-law Citra.


“Mas!” mbak Sekar.


“Partners aren't that low, Mas!” refute Citra. “For God's sake, only Yudhis mas is the only man who has ever touched Citra,”


Andre sighed. “Yes already, if indeed you believe Yudhis is the father of the baby you bear, we will take the legal path so that Yudhis is responsible for you,” said Mas Andre.


The image lowered its head while rubbing its stomach. “Mas Yudhis will be responsible for the baby's birth image. But he will not marry Citra,” muttered Citra slowly.


I was surprised to hear the words of Citra. “What do you mean, Cit?” my question, wonder


Citra. “Citra has met with Yudhis to ask for responsibility. Mas Yudhis said he would meet all the needs of Citra's children, but he did not want to marry Citra,” he said bitterly.


“Astagfirullahaladzim!” instantly I hugged Citra because I felt sorry for her fate. If what Citra says is true, it means .. there will be a second Sandra. Ish, no! I won't let the other Sandra-Sandra pop up.


“You take it easy, Cit. Mas Yudhis will definitely be in charge.”


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