My Killer Lecturer's
Briefing

The baritone voice of someone I knew, boomed in the hallway of the classroom. Instantly, the boisterous students laughed at me, closing their mouths. Only silence is happening right now.

"Chi, aren't you pa-pa?" Gustaf crouched down and grabbed my hand to stand up.

"We need to talk!" The innocent man grabbed Susan by the hand and took her away, out of nowhere.

I looked at Gustaf. A moment later, the man wiped both corners of my already watery eyes.

"We're going to class, yuk!" bring him.

I nodded in response to Gustaf's invitation. With a look full of ridicule, we walked down the corridor. Arriving at the class, Kak Lastri and Irma looked very surprised and looked at me in surprise.

"Dec, what's wrong with you?" ask Pastri.

"Lo, fell Chi?" Irma asked. Maybe they saw my dirty clothes.

"Me, it's okay, Brother, Ma," I replied, weak. After that, I sat down next to Irma. Shortly after, the bell rang.

The first teacher came in. After greeting and praying, he then began the material. But, in the slightest I could not digest his discussion in front of the class. My mind is completely fucked.

And so is the second lesson. I can't follow him well. I tried to concentrate, but I still couldn't. Susan's scorn and the mocking gazes of the people were still very clear in my mind.

Oh my God .. Why is everything like this? my inner. I was really embarrassed, and at once I felt dwarfed in front of everyone. Taste ... because of the taste that I can not stand, I finally get the insults and insults of those who hate me.

It seemed, right now they were feeling happy over the collapse of my pride in front of the crowd. And that's because of him. Because of the cold eagle-eyed man I once admired.

"Chi, is everything okay? Canteen, yuk!"

I was stunned when I heard Irma's question and request. "Eh, why Ma?"

"It's been a break, Chi. Lo dreamy? What daydream, anyway?" asked Irma again who realized the emptiness of my gaze.

I took a deep breath. "Looks, I have to step aside first, Ma," I said.

Irma looked surprised by my words. He asked again to dig my heart out deeper.

"Are you still thinking about yesterday?" ask Irma again.

I'm silent.

Irma touched my back and rubbed it gently. "God, Chi. Don't think too much. For a long time you can mumet yourself because you continue to think about this unimportant thing. The world is wide, Chi. There are still many other guys who are much better than the Fatwa," said Irma, encouraging me.

"It's not about that guy, Ma. But it's about my own heart. Do you know, Ma. Sometimes the cave grumbles my heart which is unable to hold back. I shouldn't have let that feel in my heart. Honestly, I'm ashamed of my character. So long he put his trust in his daughter so that his daughter does not know love first before graduating from school. But, I've been cheating. I'm a bokap believer because I've let my logic get stuck by my own taste. What the Fatwa did, maybe it was a rebuke from God so that I would again hold firm to the belief. I'm not afraid, I'm also disturbed by the attitude of the children who hate me. Yesterday's incident seemed to give them a gap for me to laugh at," I said at length.

Irma breathed her.

"Honestly, I don't give you this. Where was the old Chi? Who will never bother about the talk and ridicule of others? Chi is always optimistic and never gives up on the situation!" said Irma.

I just smiled thinly. "He will never go away, Ma. But apparently, he needs some time to be alone" I said.

Irma just put her arm around my shoulder to give me support and strength.

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"Sister help, Ma," I said as I began to put the crackers into the plastic.

My mother smiled without answering my words. Until a few minutes later.

"What's up, brother? You got a problem?" ask mama. A mother's mind is very strong.

"Can you go to Bi Enci's house for a few days?" my many.

"When?" Mama asked back.

"Tomorrow" I answered briefly.

"Then, your school?"

"Sister will ask permission for two or three days. Brother promises, Brother will learn well to catch up with Brother later."

Mama smiled full of tenderness. He seems to understand that his daughter is not okay at the moment.

"When did you leave?" ask mama.

"Later in the afternoon, Ma."

I saw my mother a little surprised to hear my departure plans this afternoon.

"Sister, if you can, leave tomorrow at noon. If this afternoon, Mama does not have the money for your fare to go there," said Mama.

I smiled and rubbed my mother's back. "Not to worry, Ma. Brother still has leftover savings yesterday to Parentas. The important thing is, Mama pray, I hope Big Brother is okay at Bi Enci's place, later."

Mama grabbed the lap that was located on the table. He then wiped his greasy hands as a result of putting crackers into the plastic.

"Of course, Brother. Mama will always pray for your good. Mama will also pray that your problems will be solved soon."

A mother's heart can never be fooled.

"Yes, you better be free now. Don't forget, say hello to your aunt" said Mama.

I'm nodding. After getting my mom's permission, I started packing. Don't forget I made a license for me to send Irma to school. Towards Asar, I went to the city terminal. Arriving there, I boarded a rural transport that would take me to aunt's place.

Two hours drive, I finally arrived at the home of Bi Enci, the younger brother of my father. Aunt looks happy with my arrival. Because, if not the day of Eid, I rarely go to his house. The atmosphere in Bi Enci's place was so quiet. The settlement has not been so dense, because it was at night before, it felt very quiet.

"Let's stay here as long as you want, brother. Auntie doesn't mind, I'm glad you live here. My aunt had a friend to tell me. You yourself know, right, the twins can never be sandeled," said aunty.

I just smiled at Bi Enci's words.

Bi Enci has 3 children. First child twins. And his three sons. Because of that Bi Enci often asked me or my sister to stay at her house and accompany her.

"Already Ma, don't be invited to chat. Let Brother rest. The journey must make him tired" said Om Agus, Bi Enci's husband.

"Ah, yes ... Aunt forgot to. Come on, take your bag to the room. Rest up!"

I'm nodding. A moment later, I went to the room that Bi Enci had provided. Arriving at the room, I kept my bag on the bed. I approached the window and opened it. The atmosphere of the night was so shahdu. So many stars scattered in the sky. Hopefully, I can find peace in this place.

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