My Killer Lecturer's
Conscious

"Yesamma!" maira shouted as soon as I opened the leaves of the Fatwa nursery door wide.

The little girl who was sitting beside Zein, immediately jumped up and rushed towards me. I crouched back to greet the little girl's embrace.

Mama just smiled looking at the interaction between me and Maira. As for Rayya, hmm .. I can still see with the corner of my eye if Rayya is not too happy with the closeness of me and the little girl.

I let go of the hug from Maira's tiny body. "Maira have dinner first, yeah. Here, Mommy brought fried rice for Maira," I said while showing the plastic containing the fried rice box earlier.

Maira nodded. He then took my hand and invited me to sit on the sofa.

"It's for you, Zein," I said, handing Zein a box of fried rice.

"Please, Brother Chi," said Zein, taking the rice box and opening it. "Wuiiih, very fragrant .. the cake is delicious, sister," cried Zein.

"Hmm, definitely dong" I replied. "Come, Maira is sitting here! Let Mother bribe yes," I said telling Maira to sit next to me.

The little girl nodded. With her agility, she moved up the sofa and sat down facing me. Maira started eating. Sometimes he chatters in a style of language that only he himself understands. Me, Zein and Mama were made to laugh by Maira's behavior. Only Rayya is impressed by the stupid time with the presence of Maira.

"Did you hear that, Bang Fat?" asked Rayya who began to talk to the man who was sleeping fast. "That's it, Kak Chi's behavior. Not that he took care of you, but he was busy taking care of the boy who had kidnapped him. Ish, Rayya was surprised Deh Bang the same behavior of girls that Abang puja so deep. How could he not worry about the same health. Ray feels yes, Kak Chi's brain is located in the snoring, not in the head," said Rayya as if he was spilling his frustration by telling Fatwa.

I could only sigh when I heard Rayya's grunt.

"It's not like that either, Ray," I said as I approached Fatwa's bed. "How are you, Fat. Apologize if Res ever ignored you. But Res didn't mean to abandon you, Fat. There are more urgent things that Res must do. Believe me, Res still very much expects you to be back to full health as before," I said while sitting in a chair provided to take care of patients.

"Rayya hope, it's not just Big Brother's bullshit, yes," Rayya said.

I elbowed Rayya's arm. "Ish, Dek ..." my header.

Rayya just stuck out her tongue to poke me. A moment later, he returned to the sofa and sat down beside Zein.

Maira, who was chewing her food, suddenly got off the sofa. He then ran over to me.

"Who's this Om, Buna? Tenapa Om tidul telus dali earlier?" maira asked, she then held onto Fatwa's wrist. "Om, wake up! Ental play with Maila, yes" he continued.

I smiled as I grabbed Maira into my lap. "Om, his name is Om Fatwa. She's a friend of Mother's." I asked Maira's question.

"Hi, Om. Name of Maila. Remind me of the Om cama," said Maira greeting Fatwa. I just smiled at the behavior of the little girl.

"Oh yes, Ma. Mama and Rayya nginep in which hotel?" ask Zein.

"Not Zein, Mama did not stay at the hotel. Because Nak Fatwa has been moved as well, so Mama's plan is the same Rayya nginep here only," replied mama.

"Why not book a hotel, Ma? Let Zein order via the app, okay?" said Zein.

"Not to Zein. Mama Kangen is also Kak Chi. Let's just sleep a lot here" said Mama.

"Oh, yes already then," replied Zein.

"Ote, Nin," Maira replied as she ran towards her mother. Maira went back to eating fried rice, only half of which remained.

After finishing the meal, Mama told Maira to go to the bathroom to clean herself. Apparently, mama began to accept the presence of Maira. Yes, maybe because he also wanted a grandchild. Remembering his age friends are already busy talking about the behavior of their grandchildren. Because of that, Mama easily gets along with Maira.

Zein rolled out a floor mattress that he deliberately bought when we delivered Ida last afternoon. Yes, even though we only had arm pads and sofa pillows, we could at least sleep on our backs and relax our stiff muscles.

Once everything was ready, Zein herself laid herself down on the sofa.

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Time keeps passing. The night is crawling. The atmosphere in the ward is getting colder. Coupled with a burning AC, making this body feel shivering.

I moved my hand to hug Maira who was sleeping beside me. I thought, maybe the little girl was cold, so I wanted to grab her and hold her in my arms. However, when I palpated the place beside me, it was empty.

I blinked my eyes. Maira might go to the bathroom. But that little boy? Can he go to the bathroom alone?

I get up and stretch to relax my muscles. Sayup-sayup, I heard Maira's words from the direction of Fatwa's bed. I was quite surprised to see Maira sitting on the edge of the Fatwa bed.

Maira's laughter was heard again. Oh my God ... Why does the child have to wake up at this hour? my mind glanced at the clock stuck to the wall. I stood up and walked over to Maira.

"Sst, Maira. Don't disturb him. Om'll need a break let's take a break...."

Instantly my sentence paused upon seeing the look of a handsome face adorned with a smile that was so tempting.

"Hi, Res ... How are you?" saya Fatwa, sounding soft.

I can't answer Fatwa's questions. I was too happy to see that handsome face had opened his eyes. I immediately rushed towards the Fatwa. A moment later, I plopped down to hug the man tightly.

"Gee!" Fatwa grimaced, but she seemed to ignore her pain. I sensed if Fatwa's right hand began to circle on my back.

Unknowingly, I started crying on the chest of the male field. Truly, I have absolutely no power to stem my newness. Seeing the unconscious Fatwa is my greatest desire right now. And everything materializes tonight. Fatwa was conscious, and she recognized me. I think all this is like a dream.

After a long time we hugged each other, me and the Fatwa let go of our hands. Fatwa wiped away the tears that were still melting on my cheeks.

"Shhh, don't cry anymore, Res. I'm fine, really," said Fatwa.

I can only shake my head. My tongue is too thick to say a word.

"I miss you."

Seriate