My Killer Lecturer's
Merely Friend

I was stunned to hear Bang Rizal's confession. “Ka-when did Bang Rizal meet, Chi?” tanyaku.

“At the funeral home of one of Abang's employees," replied Bang Rizal.

“An employee's funeral home? Who?” let me repeat the words Bang Rizal.

“Andre. Look at you at Andre's house. At that time, Abang was serving his brother-in-law Andre who died in an accident,” replied Bang Rizal.

Astagfirullah.

“Then Anneu? What about Anneu? Brother said after four years of marriage, you start looking for happiness each. But, why the other day Anneu said, she is his wife Brother?” I'm more curious about Bang Rizal and Anneu's relationship.

“Because we have not officially divorced,” replied Bang Rizal.

Ish, what the fuck? He could have said he loved me when he was still a husband. Crazy ... Really crazy!

“Why? Don't you not love each other? So, why are you guys keeping your wedding?” my question is inexhaustible with the behavior of the two people who seem a little crazy.

Bang Rizal reached into his pants pocket. He took out a 2R photo from his wallet and handed it to me.

I was stunned to see a little girl maybe around three or four years old. “What is he your son?” I looked at Bang Rizal.

“Ya, a child born without love,” said Bang Rizal.

Haish, without love can be a child, I snorted in my heart.

“Then, where is your child now?” I asked Bang Rizal.

“She lives with her parents Anneu,” Bang Rizal replied.

“Then, why don't you try to fix your marriage? At least, for the sake of your child.” I asked Bang Rizal.

“Abang has tried it, but Anneu does not want to try. Free Brother fought alone, Chi. Therefore, Abang can only resign,” replied Bang Rizal lirih.

There was sadness that I saw in Bang Rizal's eyes.

“Then, how can you love Chi when you already have a family,” my murmur that can still be heard by Bang Rizal.

“Abang knows this is wrong, Chi. But for God's sake, you yourself can't control your feelings. Since long ago, you always had a taste for you. Brother likes you. But, Brother also hates you. For your sake only, Andra has the heart to desecrate himself. However, apparently the line between love and hate is very thin, Chi. Up to 7 years, Abang only thought of one woman in the heart of Brother, that is you,” replied Bang Rizal full of confidence.

“What if Chi never loved Brother?” my many.

“Nothing, not a problem for Brother. Enough Brother who loves you, the rest, let God move your heart for Brother,” he replied, firmly.

Huff!

I can only breathe out violently. Talking to people whose clothes exceed their capacity is difficult.

“Yes already, he said he had told me to eat soup. Come on, we're eating!” I concluded the Bang Rizal curhatan session.

“Yuk!” Bang Rizal nodded.

A moment later, Bang Rizal and I walked to the kitchen bar to eat Bang Rizal's creations today.

“Where?” ask Bang Rizal.

“Lumayan,” my answer is true, Bang Rizal cuisine is quite pampering tongue. “Abang regular cook?” my many.

“Oh,” I replied while staring at the man who was eating his food greedily.

If considered carefully, Bang Rizal's face is quite handsome and charismatic. I myself do not understand why Anneu could not fall in love with bang Rizal. In fact, judging from his speech, Bang Rizal is the type of person who has a pretty good personality.

If judging from his busy life that can only visit me once a week, I think he is also a hard worker. And of course he is a person who is quite gentle when viewed from his shrewdness in cooking. Ah, I don't know..it may be true what Bang Rizal said. Love cannot be forced.

Suddenly, I remembered Bang Rizal's words about Anneu who was looking for her true love. I don't know, it feels like something tickled my heart to find out how far Anneu's efforts to find her lover. Is her lover still the same man that the Fatwa told me about?

“Bang, can Chi ask you another thing?” ask to Bang Rizal,

Bang Rizal just nodded while sipping soup sauce, responding to my question.

“What about Anneu? Has he found his true love?” my many.

A moment Bang Rizal looked at me. He then placed the spoon over the bowl and started grabbing a rag to wipe the remaining gravy on his lips.

“Which I know, a few months ago Anneu had gone to Makassar to look for Fatwa. I don't know why he's back in town. Hmm maybe he was again rejected by the man,” replied Bang Rizal.

The fatwa?! So Anneu was still obsessed with the same man. Ah, somehow it hurts my heart to hear Anneu is still expecting Fatwa. Is it possible I still have a taste for that man?

“Chi, how silent?” bang Rizal said, disperse my daydreams about Fatwa.

“Gak ... It's okay, Bang. It's just that Chi didn't expect Anneu's feelings to be that strong,” I replied.

“Anneu is a very ambitious person, Chi. He would not give up until he got what he wanted. He can even take any way to achieve that desire, including even the haram way,” said Bang Rizal.

“And, including getting rid of his own twin brother,” muttered me.

Instantly, I saw Bang Rizal quite surprised to hear my words.

“Da-where did you know about that, Chi?” tanya Bang Rizal, stammered.

“Fatwa once told Chi that. In fact, he also had time to tell about the kidnapping that Abang did to his brother first, just for the sake of asking him to stay away from Chi,”, I replied opening a circle of the past between the three people, which was, which secretly involves me being a victim.

Bang Rizal took a deep breath. A moment later, he exhaled it slowly.

“I'm sorry Brother, Chi. Selfishness ruled over Brother's heart at that time.plus, Andra's death really affected Brother's life. He's the only friend you have. Since childhood, you are not good at getting along. Losing Andra was like taking half of Brother's soul. And unfortunately, Anneu took advantage of the stability of Abang at that time, until Brother wanted to enslave him and obey his orders to kidnap Nilam,” said Bang Rizal.

“Already, Bang. It's all over. Chi has tried to make peace with the situation. Although Chi's heart was hurt at first by Fatwa's attitude, Chi finally knew the reason behind him humiliating Chi back then. Chi has forgotten everything, and tried to start our friendship back,” I replied.

“Are you guys just friends?” ask Bang Rizal.

Silent.

“Chi?” ask Bang Rizal again.

Bang Rizal seemed to want to pry the extent of my relationship with Fatwa.

“Iya, Bang. We are just friends,” I replied softly.

Ah, why does it feel like my chest is so tight after saying that sentence. A moment later, I finished my mouth.

“Chi is full, Bang. Chi want to rest.”

Seriate