My Killer Lecturer's

My Killer Lecturer's
Reaffirmed


Without feeling it, tears flowed down my cheeks.


So this is why Fatwa humiliated me first. He just wants to help his brother from the savagery of the kidnapper. But, who was the one who had kidnapped her brother Fatwa? Why should he involve my name, my inner self.


"W-do you know who kidnapped your brother?" I looked down at the man who was now shedding tears.


Fatwa wiped her eyes that were starting to feel hot. "Yes, I know who he is?" answer Fatwa.


"Who?" manya curious.


"Afrizal Mahesa" replied the Fatwa.


I was surprised to hear the name that the mad lecturer mentioned. "A-Afrizal Mahesa?" I repeat the words of Fatwa. Instantly my mind floated on the figure of the sweet black man who was always with bang Andra wherever bang Andra went.


"Wait on! Is Andra you're talking about Andra Wardana Panca High School?" I asked with my lips shaking.


Fatwa.


My body immediately felt limp at the nod of Fatwa. "Ja-so, it's all my fault" I murmured softly. Tears are falling on both my cheeks. The trajectory of past memories began to re-play in my mind.


"After three months without news, I was indeed shocked to hear of the sudden death of Andra bang. Rumor has it that bang Andra died from overdosing. But I never thought it would have anything to do with me." Unasked, I told her what I knew about Andra's death.


"If you may know, why did you break up with her?" ask Fatwa, cold.


"Connecting?" my master scrunched his forehead.


"Yes, break up. Wasn't that the time you were dating?" accuse Fatwa.


I let out a breath. I can't believe that even Fatwa has the same thoughts as friends bang Andra first.


"One thing you need to underline. All this time I had no relationship with any man except Yudhis. My relationship with bang Andra is just a casual friend. I knew bang Andra while I was practicing Paskibra at Panca High School. Since then, she's always come to pick me up for school. Until one day, I, bang Andra, bang rizal and brother Salma were involved in a conversation that was apparently taken seriously by bang Andra. At the time, they knew we were playing truth or dare. A few months after that incident, I asked Andra bang not to see me first. Because at that time I was focusing on preparing myself for EBTANAS. After that, I heard nothing more, other than his sudden death." I told the beginning of my introduction to Andra bang. There was nothing I covered up about him.


"Is the story like that?" tanya Fatwa full of search.


"Huh, why would I lie to you, there's no benefit at all. I should have asked. Why did your brother's kidnapping carry my name?" sewot.


"There is a mastermind behind the kidnapping" said Fatwa.


"You mean?" I'm getting less and less clueless. It feels like this problem is like a tangled thread. Getting complicated.


Back Fatwa sighed. "All this did not escape Anneu's plan" replied the Fatwa.


"Anneu? Uuh .. can you not be a riddle with me? My head is incapable of digesting all your words" I replied.


"Ck, it's worth it. I told you your brain was slow. That's why you can't absorb all the courses I teach, and you end up getting bad grades" Fatwa said.


Eit dah .. why so bring the value of all courses, I swear in my heart.


"I'm lazy to argue. Now, you clearly tell all the puzzles you're hiding!" I'm starting to gas. I feel like I have started to get sick of talking north to south without any meeting point.


"Ish, trust yourself! How do you know if Anne likes you?" I started to want to know.


"Hmm, he himself said," replied the Fatwa flatly.


"Huh, really?! Did he shoot you that time?" just a little kepo.


"No! He confessed all of that at the time I changed my mind and broke off my engagement to him" Fatwa replied.


"So-so you got engaged?" many surprised.


Fatwa.


I feel pissed. If you have a fiancee, why should you kiss me? my grumbling in my heart.


"Then why did you break your engagement?" ask again.


"Without purpose, I found Anna's diary in her room. From the old book, Anna tells about all of Anneu's behavior. Including her confession to Anna about the love she had for me. And it turns out...." Fatwa hangs her sentence.


"It turns out...?" I'm getting curious.


"It turns out Anneu was the mastermind behind all Nilam abductions. He told bang Afrizal to take a break and pressured me to stay away from you. And the worst of all his crimes was .. he became the angel of death to his own twin brother!" fatwa said, looking sad.


"What?!" My eyes instantly turned perfect. "Ja-so you mean, Anneu was also the mastermind behind Anna's death? Ish, that's right. How could he hurt his sister alone" I told Fatwa.


"But that's the truth, Res! And the worst of all this. Anneu's parents knew the truth of Anneu's actions and attitudes. However, because of his love for the child, making Ms. Wati and Pak Rahadi silent about Anna's death."


"Then, where's Anneu now?" my many.


"She was in a rehabilitation center in the Suryalaya area" Fatwa replied.


"And what's the situation?" ask again.


"Last parents said, Anneu has shown a pretty good improvement. But to be honest, I expected him to stay there forever" replied the Fatwa.


"Ish is so evil to you, Fat," I rebuke.


"Because his actions to me are not worth what I have sacrificed. He took Anna from me. He also forced me to part with you" said Fatwa.


"Forget about us, Fat! It's all too late. There may never be a relationship between us. What we felt at that time, maybe just admiring. Most importantly now, I've known the answer to your attitude towards me all this time" I replied.


"Please give me a chance, Res!" Fatwa was pensive, looking at me expectantly.


"I'm sorry, Fat. But I can't."


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