My Killer Lecturer's
Not For How Long

I was very surprised to hear Bang Rizal's confession. To be made a wife? Ish, who is he? What right does he have to treat me like this? After all, where would I want to be made a wife by being forced like this.

You crazy man! grunts me in my heart. I was really upset to hear Bang Rizal's light answer. Lightweight cotton.

“What is Bang Rizal aware of what you said?” my many.

“Of course I'm aware, Chi,” replied Bang Rizal.

“Then, what's the way like this, Bang Rizal sure that Chi wants to be Abang's wife?” I asked back. This time, my tone was slightly elevated.

“Hmm, because I know you will never want to be my wife, so, I was forced to do this to you,” said Bang Rizal at length.

“Crazy Basics!” I started screaming in annoyance.

“Hahaha, .. so you just found out he's crazy?”

Suddenly, a hijab-wearing woman came into the room I was in. He came up to me and put his arms around Bang Rizal's neck.

“I told you, Honey. You don't have to expect that arrogant girl anymore. You heard yourself, right, what he thinks of you,” said the woman as if she was warming Bang Rizal's heart.

“Ck, none of your business!” Bang Rizal clucked in annoyance as he threw both of the woman's hands.

“Anneu?” mutter me.

“Aish, so you know my name?” said the woman as she approached me. His right hand gripped both of my jaws firmly. “Yes, I am Anneu, the younger brother of bang Andra whom you have killed,” replied the woman, cold.

My body immediately went limp after hearing a hateful tone from the sentence he said. “I didn't kill him! Maybe it was fate bang Andra, died that way. Doesn't every human have his own destiny line?” I said, firmly.

“Yes, That is destiny! But the destiny you purposely made for bang Andra. Because of you, bang Andra changed her own destiny. Know you!” The woman screamed while pushing my face.

“Enough Anneu! This is my house, you have no right to act in my house,” said Bang Rizal.

“Cih, basic bucin! You even dare to yell at your wife for a woman who never appreciated your love.” Anneu shouted back.

What's?! Wife? So, they're a couple? my mind increasingly does not understand the circumstances that I have to live in at this time.

If Bang Rizal is married, then why did he blatantly say he loves me. And, it seems Anneu also knew about it. Ah, what the fuck?

“Quite I said!” Bang Rizal's jaw looks hard. As fast as lightning, he pulled Anneu's hand and dragged her away from me.

“But that's the reality. I'm your wife, and you love her more than I love your own wife!” shout Anneu.

“Yes! Wife who every day muttered the name of another man in front of her husband. Didn't you?” Bang Rizal replied to Anneu while shouting.

“Never interfere in my business! We are married only on paper,” Anneu said grumpily.

“You?!” Anneu did not continue her words. A moment later, he came out of the room where I was held.

Bang Rizal looked back at me with his own eyes. “I go first, Chi!” pamit Bang Rizal's.

“Wait!” I shouted to prevent the departure of Bang Rizal. “Until when did you lock me up in this place?” I ask the man who looks sad.

“Until you are willing to be my wife,” she said as she passed away.

I could only flinch at Bang Rizal's words. Ish, really psychopath!

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The days keep passing. I don't know how long I've lived in this place. Only, a week after the quarrel, bang Rizal told his men to move my containment room.

This place is probably more worthy than the place it was yesterday. A room that is quite spacious, in which there is a bathroom. Bang Rizal also pampered me with various needs of women. Full clothes were neatly arranged in a teak closet. A king size mattress complete with a dressing table, decorates this room.

I also never lacked food. Bang Rizal provides a refrigerator in this room. Every week, this thing is always filled with food. In fact, in the corner of the room, there is a kitchen bar that has a place to store a small stove. Cookware is also neatly arranged in a mini kitchen set. So that I can freely cook or do whatever I like.

Hmm, I don't know what the state of the house bang Rizal. The room that I occupy as a place of preservation also looks very luxurious. But what is the meaning of this luxury, if we have to exchange it for our freedom.

Ever since the big fight the other day, I never saw Anneu come here. I don't know if he's coming, but just downstairs. Because Rizal's bang kept me in a room, upstairs.

Once a week, bang Rizal comes to this place to know my condition. Once a week he would question the same thing. “Will you marry me?”

And my answer remains the same. “No!”

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I've really given up on my fate. I'm not worried about my situation anymore. The only thing I'm worried about is my mother's health. I'm sure, as a mother, she must have been very worried about her daughter's disappearance without any news.

I can't imagine the dark days my mother had to go through. And Rayya? That kid must be so confused where to look for me. If you remember the two people, the longing in the heart is getting bigger. But, I really don't have the strength to escape.

For some reason, my energy seemed to be drained out even though I only thought about them. Every day, I feel my body condition is not friendly, so I have no passion or desire to try to get out of this place.

I leaned my back against the dashboard of the bed. My eyes began to shut to enjoy the shadow of the two most meaningful people in my life. Slowly, my memories began to twist one after another the events I experienced. Like a slide show, those moments are vividly reflected in my memory. Until I came to a moment where for the first time, I was reunited with a lecturer who I considered to be insane. Ah, Fatwa ... Where are you now? Will you save me back if you know I'm being held captive again?

I took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled. I don't know how long I've been stuck in this place. Only the miracle of God can free me from the shackles of Rizal's obsession.

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