Reincarnation as Vampires In Another World
Chapter 42: The Alter Ego

It had been two days that Ferisu was unconscious, until one night he woke up. He walked out of his room to a lake not far from the city. The middle of the night was so cold, followed by the sound of crickets singing.

Ferisu stared at the reflection of moonlight above the surface of the lake water. He also saw a shadow of himself, "what happened?" muttered.

Ferisu could only remember the incident he was split by the centipede. Then he sat down on the shore of the lake, and laid his body. Look at the night sky filled with stars.

"It seems that I have lost control again" he muttered as he bit his lip. His face seemed annoyed at what he was thinking. "Always do the same thing, kill, destroy, but why do I never remember!?"

Ferisu sat back down and felt the grass to his right looking for a stone. The stone he threw towards the water. "It's just that I feel annoyed," he murmured.

"At least, only this time did I lose control since coming to this world. Grandpa, what am I supposed to do?"

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In the city, Licia and Yoruka were about to swipe at Ferrisu. However, they saw the door of his room open and there was Shiro and Kurumi inside the room. "Do you guys also want to check Ferisu-sama's condition?" ask Licia.

Shiro and Kurumi turned around with faces showing concern. "Ferisu-sama is not there," said the two of them trembling.

"Huh?"

Upon hearing that Yoruka immediately ran out of the room, she searched Ferisu to all corners of the city. So does the others. After touring, they were reunited in front of the world tree.

"Hows it? Did you find Ferisu?" ask Yoruka. Everyone shakes their head.

In their confusion and worry, the world tree dropped a small leaf, which fell on Shiro's head. "Daun?" Shiro took the leaf and twirled around looking at all the sides of the leaf.

"Throw that leaf, the wind will blow it towards where Ferisu-san is." There was a voice of a woman giving directions.

They all looked confused and looked in all directions. "Who is talking?" say them.

Licia looked towards the world tree and lowered her head, "thank you very much, Seikaiju-sama."

Shiro threw the leaf, then the wind blew slowly carrying the leaf. "Fast follow that leaf!" licia said, pointing towards the leaves that were flying in the wind.

After a long walk they finally arrived at a lake in the middle of the forest. A man with silver hair was lying down while staring at the night sky by the lake, covered in grass.

"Feri-sama?"

Hearing someone call her name, Ferisu turned his head and got up to sit down. "Yes?" sauteed. "Why do your faces look so worried?" ferisu asked as he looked at the faces of the four girls who had come to him.

The four girls started running and hugged Ferisu tightly. "Stupid! Why did you leave without telling us!?" Yoruka.

"Sorry," Ferisu replied softly. "I'm sorry for worrying you all" he said, stroking the girls' hair in turn.

"Can you guys get out of the way now? My body still hurts," Ferisu said awkwardly.

The four of them let go of his embrace and sat down beside Ferisu. See the reflection of the night sky above the surface of the lake. "I.. didn't kill anyone, did I?" asked Ferisu in a sad tone.

"No, but... What happened to you, Ferrisu?" Yoruka asked back, being curious about what had happened before.

"That is my other self" replied Ferisu.

Alter ego can also be controlled, so it will not interfere with yourself or others. Uniquely, research shows that alter ego has benefits, one of which increases self-confidence and makes a person more calm in dealing with any situation.

However, Ferisu is currently unable to control the alter. Until he will lose control of his body and do not know anything that the alter does when controlling his body.

His alter ego first appeared when Ferisu was ten years old. At that time he was sitting on a swing in tama alone. A feeling of loneliness and sadness always haunted him at that moment. His face looks so glum.

"Huft~ I have to go home before dark," he murmured, then got off the swing.

He walked while kicking a rock along the road to his house. However, in the depths of his heart, Ferisu did not want to go home. This place is not a house, but hell.

When he got to the door, he tried to reach the doorknob with trembling hands. He gulped his saliva and turned the doorknob, then pushed the door open. When looking inside he did not see his parents' shoes and felt relieved.

Ferisu ran small towards the kitchen and picked up some food and drinks to take to his room. After that he locked himself in the room, not down to dinner with his family.

Every night there would be a noise in his house, a quite intense sound from his parents' room. The fighting, the violence, the infidelity, it all happened inside that house. Sometimes Ferisu also gets violence from both his parents.

Until one night they had dinner together. An awkward feeling was followed by a desolate atmosphere enveloping the dining room. Until the sound of a big bang broke the silence. The father hit the table hard to make the food on it spill.

"What's this!? You think I can eat this trash ******!?" his screams were cursing at the food cooked by his wife.

"Did you say bastard!?" reply ketus the wife.

"Start again." murmured Ferisu softly as he watched his parents throw each other harsh words. Ferisu gulped down a mouthful of saliva and tried to embolden himself. "W-can you guys stop fighting?" he said with trembling.

The two men stopped talking and looked towards Ferisu. "What do you want to be a fucking boy!?" saut the father.

"Yes! You're the kid we don't want!" connect the mother with a hateful look. At first they were married not because of love, but because of the coercion of their parents.

At that time they agreed not to have children, but suddenly the wife became pregnant. Of course, both families were happy about it and told him to take good care of the child in the womb.

After birth, Ferisu has not received the name of love and affection. It made him sad until it was engraved on his face that was still plain.

On that night, Ferisu was already unable to endure the pain that was in his chest. The dam that had been holding back that feeling started to crack and disintegrate.

"Hey, change with me." The same sound was heard inside Ferisu's head, the sound was exactly the same as his voice.

"Who?"

"I am who you are, I will take away all the suffering you are feeling right now. Change with me."

Ferrisu who was already feeling depressed and devastated at that time, agreed to the suggestion of the voice. Then his attitude changed drastically. "Huhah!" Laughing loudly as he got off the chair. He walked up to the plate and picked up the knife.

"W-what do you want to do with that knife?"

Ferisu did not answer the question and walked up to his parents with a cold look. The incident happened very quickly, and when it was realized Ferisu had seen his parents lying on the floor with a pool of blood.

"W-what's that.. aaaarrrgghh!"