
I must question this matter to Abi, and Mother Khadijah... Is my real mother really?’ ask Hafizha inwardly.
With a little step running Hafizha headed to Khadijah's room to get there immediately. Curiosity immediately enveloped Hafizha, she felt like she was shaking and seemed unable to if what Alex said was the truth.
Questions sprung up in his mind, filling his entire head. And tears seemed to be unstoppable, but Hafizha kept trying to save her tears.
‘Hafizha, you must be strong. Patience..this is not the time you ask that question to Abi and Mother Khadijah.’
Hafizha was hurting tears in her eyes, Alex's shadow and every word Alex spoke kept spinning in Hafizha's mind. And to calm his heart Hafizha took ablution water and kept silent for a moment in the hospital prayer room. After that he prayed Ashar and complained all his heart to Allah SWT.
“Yes Allah.I know only You make this scenario of the life of Your servant. And I am sure that You will also make it easier for me to undergo every trial from You. O Allah, magnify the servant if the servant is not the daughter of Abi and Umi. Aamiin.”
After being quiet enough, Hafizha returned to Khadijah's room. And Hafizha is trying to look okay so that no one suspects that she has just met a man named Alex.
Hafizha said his greetings after opening the door of Khadijah's room. Seen there was Ahtar who answered Hafizha's greeting.
“Where, Dek?” ask Ahtar.
‘Yes Allah, what bang Ahtar and bang Juna are also not brother servants? O Allah.. Give me a definite answer to this question.’ Hafizha monologues in heart.
“Dek, how can you talk anyway? What's up?” Ahtar asked again.
“Ah no, Bang. Izha only remembers.. There are those Izha has not bought her book.” Hafizha replied with her alibi just so that Ahtar would not feel suspicious of her.
“Tomorrow can buy again, because now we have to go back home. It's late afternoon, even almost night.” Yulian rubbed the top of Hafizha's head which made Hafizha feel comfortable.
Hafizha nodded, and Yulian and Hafizha said goodbye to go home. And when Hafizha experienced Khadijah, there was a sense that could not be lied to, namely love. Even Hafizha felt something was different as her neutrals stared at Khadijah's bead which was almost the same as her, having a brownish bead.
Degs...
‘Same. Is this a sign from You, O God?’
Yulian and Hafizha left Khadija with Ahtar. Because it was Ahtar's turn that night would guard and accompany Khadijah, while Yulian had to divide his time with Abizzar. Because a father also could not bear to let Abizzar continuously in the care of the same Light.
[Take care of yourself, don't forget to take your medicine in time. If you need something just say the same Ahtar, do not hesitate. Hubby will always miss you, Neng.]
While still on the way Yulian sent a message to Khadijah. And at that time Hafizha was ceaselessly staring at Yulian because he wanted to get proof of resemblance with Yulian, even if it had similarities. But Hafizha did not see that, making Hafizha feel slapped. And she must be mentally prepared if only the reality that will be revealed is that she is the daughter of Khadijah and Alex.
‘Yes Allah, why has my life become this complicated? If the truth is as the man said, I can only hope that Abi Yulian and the servant brothers will still love me.’
Hafizha tries to be calm, hiding secrets that have not been revealed. And every now and then Hafizha painted a smile as Yulian turned her gaze towards him.
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“If Mommy needs something then.. do not hesitate to say the same Ahtar. And Ahtar will always sit here to accompany Mother.” Ahtar brightly stood beside the gurney.
“Iya, Ahtar. Where is possible also if Mommy condones the same Mother's own son. Earlier... Your abi also sent the exact same message you said.”
Ahtar, who was used to handling patients, once in a while Ahtar confirmed the infusion hose that was still attached with his faithful on the back of Khadijah's hand.
“Ahtar, are you also used to being close to female patients like when you check on Mommy like this?”
“No, Bun.” Ahtar shook his head. “Ahtar is a doctor of cordiology, mostly Ahtar patients of the elderly. So.. ordinary as close as this if the patient Ahtar grandparents or grandparents.”
Khadijah chuckled at Ahtar's words. And in his heart Khadijah amazed after studying the attitude and nature of Ahtar that deserves thumbs up. Because considering today the lively young people, acting impolite, playing with many women here and there, visiting discos and even drinking drinks that contain alcohol. It is unfortunate that the lives of those who rely only on the wealth of their parents.
“It's been night, Ahtar. Don't you want to eat first?”
“Actually not hungry yet, Bun. But take it easy, Ahtar had ordered food through grabfood. It may be coming soon.” Ahtar lighted up so casually.
“Do not eat late, if you fall ill then... there will be women who worry about you, Ahtar.” Khadijah tried to provoke Ahtar's feelings back as Humaira's shadow flashed across his eye patch.
“T won't be there, Bun. At most women are also the same Mother Hafizha. Yes, right?”
“That's for sure, son. Mother will always worry about her children when they are far away, sick or keep problems alone.”
“Oh yes... Since we are just alone can if Mother asks?”
Ahtar nodded with certainty. Because with such small talk will make him closer to Khadijah, the woman who is now a mother. And Ahtar will always remember his promise to Aisha.
“Do you really not have any feelings with Humaira, Nak?”
“No Mother, love will present itself in our hearts. Love cannot be forced according to our desires. And Allah also has two things that must be done by a servant if he is worried about a mate who does not come.”
“With tahajud prayer the worry in us will disappear and with Istikharah prayer we will be facilitated and clarified the problem of work, marriage, buying and selling, education, and so forth.” Ahtar's light is long but easily understood by Khadijah.
Khadija mangosteen, justifying and approving what Ahtar said. Just as she did the same before she received the sermon from Yulian and convinced her heart to decide to become the wife of the greatest CEO, the man she once loved at first sight.
Not long after Ahtar's phone rang, the food deliveryman had contacted him to tell him if the food Ahtar had ordered had arrived and Ahtar was waiting in the lobby to pick up the food.
“What message, Doc?” ask Faruq who accidentally saw Ahtar making a transaction.
“Good eating message, Faruq. You want?”
“Ya.. thats also if Doctor Ahtar want to love.”.
Ahtar also chuckled, and then he gave a box of food that had been in his message earlier. Because Ahtar ordered more than five boxes of food.
No way, right, if Ahtar is greedy?
Seriate...