Tahajud Love
Chapter 63

With great effort from a Khadijah, Abizzar finally felt full. After about fifteen minutes in Khadijah's room, Abizzar had to go back to the incubator.

‘Do I have to say about Humaira to Ahtar? If Humaira does have a different feeling with her?’ inner Khadijah.

Khadijah did not give up his views on Ahtar. And without realizing it, Yulian came to Khadijah and sat down beside the brassiere.

“Why does Neng keep staring at Ahtar? Does the food not taste good and Neng is angry with Ahtar?”

“No Hubby, not like that. Emm... Ahtar is handsome, but no one has a crush? Kan, his looks are no less than Abinya.” Khadija smiled shyly.

“Ohhh... just found out that Neng's husband is handsome, hmm? But Neng, Hubby always teaches children to always take care of themselves even though they are men. And they must also take care of the heart and take care of a woman. If they are wrong in. stepping, it will be fatal.” Yulian Light with a soft look.

Khadija mangosteen and justify the speech Yulian. But Khadijah's heart still stuck with Humaira's attitude, the look was like there was love in it. However, Khadijah did not want to be rash and said all that to Arumi and Tristan as well as everyone. Just like what Yulian said, if one stepped it would be fatal.

For a moment they were all too focused on the chat they were talking about. And while the excitement was still accompanying them, Ahtar suddenly voiced out.

”Ahtar would like to say that there is someone who would like to meet you all.” Ahtar flat.

They stared at Ahtar and looked at each other with their shoulders closed. Because they don't know who wants to meet.

“Excuse me! Good afternoon, everyone.” William said after entering the room.

William felt awkward and scared, as everyone who was inside looked at him with a pushy look. It's hard to tell the difference between a look of like, hate or anger.

“Sa ... I came to .... here only ... want to apologize to all of you.” William said intermittently.

“Whose name? Does Yulian know your name? And how can you come together with Ahtar?” ask Tristan non-stop.

“Name... William, Abi knows, Om. William was already a friend of Ahtar. And William did not want Ahtar to bring here, because he was afraid and ashamed.” Ahtar smiled.

It turned out that it was not the anger William faced while in the midst of the Yulian family and his companions. Precise jokes and laughter make William feel comfortable and not afraid anymore. Even William would not have imagined how to be inside the bars. Because Khadijah assured her that would not bring any case to be reported to the authorities.

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“Ahtar, may Mommy talk to you for a moment?” khadijah asked when everyone was no longer in his room.

“Bby, Mother. What's up?”

“But don't get me wrong when you ask. It's just that Mommy doesn't want you to hurt a woman.” So soft and policy-filled.

“Hurt a woman's heart? Who is the woman that Mommy means?” Ahtar frowned.

“Humaira. Mother taste... He has different feelings for you, son. Is it true if you don't have a candidate, hmm?”

Both of them momentarily fell silent and struggled with their respective thoughts. And not long after that Khadijah again airs his voice to give a speech to Ahtar. Although only as a connecting mother, but reminding a good thing to a child is mandatory. Especially if Arjuna and Ahtar already assume that Khadija like his own birth mother.

“Ahtar, listen to Mommy about something. Mother knows exactly how the very dark past of Mother. And in the teenage Mother even entered adulthood, Mother never felt the name in love. Only after meeting your Abi Mommy just felt it.”

“But as a woman, Mommy can feel what Humaira feels when Mommy knows the gaze given to you has meaning in it. Mother had also discussed this to Humaira. And Mother asked him to perform tahajud and istikharah prayers to ask God for guidance.”

For a moment Khadijah sighed slowly. Then Khadijah asked Ahtar to ask Allah for guidance, if only they would be fooled then their name was written in the book Lauhul mahfudz. A book that will always be eternal.

“Alright, Bun. Ahtar will do what Mother has suggested. And... Ahtar also did not know if Humaira had any more feelings towards Ahtar.” There was sadness and fear, if only Ahtar would have made Humaira's heart hurt.

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The night that comes and goes back in the dispute. On the prayer mat of Ahtar, he raised his hand and mentioned Humaira in each of his prayers. After the completion of the prayer two rakaat Ahtar again broke through the dreamland that made him meet with the angel. However, women who often come to the dream world of Ahtar do not have the characteristics of women like Humaira.

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“Prepare everything, Light. Abi will take Mommy home today, but not with Abizzar.”

“Good, Abi. This Light is with Inem to clean the room Abi.”

The conversation through the air ended with a greeting. And after five days in the hospital, Khadija was now allowed to go home. But not with Abizzar, because Abizzar had to be in the incubator until his weight entered three kilos more. While Abizzar currently still weighs two kilos over seven ounces, a little more entering three kilos.

“Abizzar darling, Mother's child... Mother go home first, baby. Tomorrow Mother comes back here again for Abizzar. Mommy will always miss you, baby.”

Khadijah's cry broke when he heard Abizzar's crying voice that seemed unwilling if the mother left her alone there. And it made Khadijah's heart unsheathed with a sharp dagger, a glimpse of the shadow in the past re-twisting in his memory.

“Delay the appointment, Mommy will pick you up again. Mother will not repeat the fatal mistake. Hiks... hiks...”.

“Neng, we're home for a while. Later there will be Arjuna and Arumi who stand by here waiting for Abizzar. You take it easy, maybe some more hearts we can gather together.”

“Aamiin..”.

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Once it is considered neat, Light and Bik Inem continue to the kitchen to make lunch dishes. Although Arjuna and Ahtar could not come to eat together, it was mandatory for them to prepare food at the dinner table.

Seriate...

Lauhulmahfudz (in Arabic : ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ , translit. lau el-mafudz) is the book in which God writes all the records of events in the universe. Lauhulmahfudz is mentioned in the Quran 16 times. Ninth verse from Surah Al-Hijr: ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ (translit. "We have sent down Dhikr, and We will keep it").

It appears in the Quran directly in Surah Al-Buruj which connects it with the Qur'an itself. It also appears in other verses indirectly with phrases such as "book", "clear priest" and "mother of book ". There was another boredom that was interpreted according to his beliefs.