Tahajud Love
Chapter 89 “Tahajud Cinta”

Assalamu'alaikum, Om Tristan,” greet Ahtar when it reaches the bottom floor.

Ahtar also touched Tristan. Then continued by giving breakfast to Hafizha as what he had asked for.

“Ya is already Om Tristan and Abi... Ahtar wants to go back to the room first!” pamit Ahtar later.

Yulian and Tristan just nodded, after which Yulian had to pamper Hafizha who asked to be bribed with breakfast with rendang meat menu. If you knew how Ahtar struggled when searching for Hafizha's will, it was exhausting. But for the sake of his beloved sister Ahtar want to do everything even though they have to surround the city of Edinburgh and queue for hours.

“Brukk!”

While heading to his room Ahtar accidentally hit someone who made that person fall on the floor.

”Oh my God! The water spilled anyway, so wet my shirt,” umpat the guy with annoyance.

“I'm sorry! I... accidentally earlier.” Ahtar stretched out his hand to help the man to stand up.

The man looked up at his head, looking at Ahtar with a pushy look. And it made Ahtar feel bad because his carelessness could happen something like that.

“I don't need your help. Excuse me!” sniff that guy.

The guy just played away without caring about Ahtar at all. Ahtar was astonished by the people of Edinburgh, who had no sympathy or empathy for each other.

“Whatever, the important thing is that I've apologized. Allah is All-Worshipping, human times are haughty.” Ahtar shook his head, then passed and immediately refreshed himself with a flush of water from the bathroom in his room.

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“Hafizha you are already big, time want to ask Abi bribe you?” ask Yulian to make sure.

“What if Izha is already big, Abi? To be sure right, Izha has not been preached and married. has not belonged to anyone else.” Hafizha sulked, pursing her lips.

Yulian felt even more unbearable if he continued his wish that would tell who Hafizha really was. Moreover, seeing Hafizha who was so spoiled with him, made Yulian's heart feel sliced.

“Alright, Abi will do it for the sake of Abi's beloved daughter. Yes already, open his mouth!”

“Aaa..” Hafizha opened her mouth and one mouthful had gone in there.

In every feed Hafizha enjoys the food he really wants. Fortunately, Ahtar was always on standby and ready if his sister needed his help.

The clock has shown at seven in the morning, Hafizha was finished giving ammunition to his stomach. It was until the reading of hamdalah as the end of his last meal.

“Ya already then, Izha left first yes, Abi... About Tristan. Assalamu'alaikum.” Hafizha greeted Yulian and Tristan in turn.

Hafizha did not want to be an ungodly child, although she did not know who Khadijah was but Hafizha wanted to honor her like a real mother. Hafizha inched slowly and farewell to Khadijah.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Mother. Hafizha left first for school, later after returning Hafizha will come again here. Mother just calm down, Abizzar's sister will always Hafizha take care.” Hafizha salutes Khadijah.

Hafizha went to school and was escorted by Abdullah. Because only Abdullah could understand how Hafizha and his school. In addition to Yulian as Abinya, Hafizha was also quite close to Abdullah.

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“What will you do next, Yulian?”

“I'm a little worried about Tristan, my heart says something else. I don't want to lose both of them if Hafizha knows who the real one is. And I also don't want Khadijah to feel guilty if Hafizha gets angry at him.” Yulian sighed, he was really in a sense of indecision.

“Alright, I'll go to the office to handle work at the office. I'll be back with Arumi.” Tristan broke off after staring at the clock that was coiling in his hand.

Yulian just nodded, agreeing with what Tristan said.

After Tristan's departure, Yulian sat down next to the hospital gurney. Staring at Khadijah is what makes Yulian able to develop a perfect smile.

“Khadija,” strangle Yulian.

Yulian saw the movement of Khadijah's finger even so slowly. And it made Yulian a little happy, then he called the doctor and asked the doctor to immediately check the condition of Khadija who had shown signs of consciousness.

“Doctor..”.

“Doctor..”.

“Doctor, my wife's fingers moved. Please check the condition now! Who knows He'll soon be aware.”

“Pak Yukian is calm huh! I'll check on Mrs Khadijah's condition.”

The doctor entered the room and examined Khadija. A circular stethoscope around the neck was immediately placed over Khadijah's chest to check for heart rate.

Yulian who was asked to wait outside could only walk back and forth, worrying could not lie to herself.

“Yes Allah, may it be true that Khadija will be aware today too!”

Not long after the doctor came out, immediately Yulian approached the doctor Jhonson and asked him questions.

“How is the Doctor, is it true my wife is aware?”

“I'm sorry Mr. Yulian, for now Mrs Khadija is still unconscious. But his condition is getting better, wait for the next two hours.” Doctor Jhonson's papar is easily understood by Yulian.

“Alright, Doc.” Yulian nodded. “Thanks for your work, Doc. You were already on standby when I called you.”

“No problem, Mr. Yulian. Then I should continue the examination of other patients.”

Yulian nodded, after which Jhonson's doctor left and resumed his work.

Yulian flashed a smile as her eyes unceasingly looked at Khadijah with love. Then Yulian again took a seat beside Khadijah and chatted long there.

“Neng, it's okay if Neng hasn't regained consciousness this morning. But your Hubby will tell you how the morning atmosphere in Edinburgh.”

“This morning is so bright, the sunlight starts to dawn and starts to warm the whole city. This morning the jiga children did their usual activities, Arjuna and Ahtar did their duty, Light and bik Inem always keep the Guard and Abizzar together and also... Hafizha has left for school.”

“InsyaAllah.. someday our children and our grandchildren will become devoted children to both parents and also become useful children for the nation and nation.”

“News this morning Hubby finish first! Now Hubby will be reciting prayers and a short letter to Neng.”

Yulian gently rubbed the top of Khadijah's head, then he stood up to take ablution water. And after that Yulian began to read the mushaf in his mellow voice.

“Qul ing kuntum tuhibbunallaaha fattabi'unii

yuhbibkumullaahu wa yagfir lakum zunubakum,

“Surat Ali Imran verse 31 has meaning, Say: If you (really) love God, follow me, then God will love and forgive your sins. Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.”

Yukian has a soft heart, especially for his wife. Even until then Yupian did not distinguish the love for Aisha or Khadijah. For Yulian love for his wife was the same, even though Khadija was not the woman who would accompany him in heaven. For in God's heaven, there was Aisha waiting for Julian.

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“Doctor Ahtar, there is a patient named Maria want to consult with you.”

“What....the data is already here, Sus?” tanya Ahtar made sure.

“Numbered, Doc. Just this time want a consultation first, he said.” Almira.

“Alright, ask Him to come in!”

Almira nodded, then the patient on behalf of Maria had been asked to enter. Once in Ahtar's room, Mary was asked to sit down.

Ahtar deliberately did not look at Mary's face, he only focused on a piece of paper that he would scribble with the filling of the recipe only.

“Before I apologize, your complaint what yes?”

“My heart often thumped and felt tired if the move was too long outside, Doc. I fear if I have heart disease that will put my life at risk.”

‘Why does it sound like a man? Where is there a woman who has such a voice?’ inner Ahtar.

Before answering Ahtar tried to bravely look at him. And it turns out to be true if it was a man.

‘Hiks. How changed? What is Almira wrong in mentioning his name yes.’ Ahtar went back to monologuing in his heart.

“Sorry before, whose name are you? Because Sister Almira said that the patient who wanted to consult with me was Maria. I thought She was a girl.”

“Oh that, my sister's name, Doc. I asked Maria to register her name, because.. initially I felt afraid.” Faruq scratched his non-itchy nape.

Just as Ahtar's laughter broke, he felt deceived by name alone. Even his heart is pounding if he has to check the heart of a female patient, whereas usually he only checks the heart of a middle-aged father and most grandmothers if even a woman.

‘Astaghfirullah.. how can I be this stupid! O Allah, if this is the way of the servant scavenging the halal fortune then.let me examine the patient of a woman.’.

From that day on Ahtar tried to neutralize his gaze, staring at the woman and not excessive. Because Ahtar was really afraid of eye adultery. Who will sin even if only staring with an unnatural gaze.

Ahtar began to examine Faruq after Faruq was asked to lay his body on top of the gurney.

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Two hours had already passed, just like what doctor Jhonson had said. Yulian faithfully awaited Khadijah's consciousness at that time. Back doctor Jhonson examined the condition of Khadijah, not long after a pair of eyes Khadijah began to move. But Khadijah Ekum immediately opened his eyes.

“Khadija,” strangle Yulian.

Blissful eyes had been radiated from Yulian's eyes, his sense he could not wait to welcome Khadijah after the accident.

“I... in...where?” asked Khadijah in a very slow voice.

Khadijah began to open his eyes, but his gaze and consciousness were not yet perfect. So Khadijha did not remember exactly where he was.

Patience, that is what is always implanted in the heart of Julian.

“Neng ... Neng is currently in the hospital. Neng had an accident, but now it's okay, Neng is conscious.” Yulian tried to cover up the case that Jhonson's doctor had told her.

“Hubby,” call Khadijah down.

As Khadijah's tears fell, Yukian did not understand what made Khadijah cry. And it feels like Yulian's heart is sliced back if Khadijah knows his legs are paralyzed. Although not permanent paralysis, Khadija could not walk without the help of therapy.

“Why crying? What's up, hmm?”

“Neng, remember very well how the truck hit Neng's body, Hubby. And... Neng also looked... Papa Neng there.” The look on Khadija's face changed, she suddenly felt fear.

“Yes, Hubby knows that. But... Neng do not be afraid and do not think of anything. Most importantly at this time, Neng had to recover first. What's... Neng does not miss Abizzar and our children.”

Khadijah looked at Yulian, and felt shady after seeing the twinkle of Yulian's loving eyes in it. Eventually, Khadija was calm.

“Neng wants a drink? Or... would you like to eat fruit?”

“Emm. Neng has not felt like eating anything.”

Yulian took a glass of water that was on the nightstand, with the help of a straw Khadijah drank the water slowly. And Khadijah's throat was no longer dry.

“Mrs Khadijah, don't forget to eat later too! In order for the health condition of Mrs Khadijah's body to recover immediately. Then excuse me first!” doctor Jhonson said.

“Good, Doc!” reply Khadijah with a slight smile.

After Jhonson's doctor left, Yukian looked back at Khadijah with a pale face. And Yulian also did not stop gently rubbing Khadijah's cheeks.

“Hubby why is he staring at Nneg like that? Indeed... Neng's face turned ugly after the accident?”

Yulian shook her head.

“No Neng, that's not what Hubby meant. Hubby was just happy to see Neng, Neng's smile and of course... Hubby can manage Neng again.”

Khadijah only smiled, because he could not let go of his laughter. Khadija was ashamed when Yulian performed her like a queen in her life. That is what Khadija always grateful for, if only Allah would not find himself with Yulian then somehow Khadija life.

“Emm.. By the way Hubby has not told the house people and also Ahtar, Arjuna, Hafizha, Tristan and Arumi. Then Hubby contact them first huh, Neng!”

Khadija nodded with a slow nod. Yulian's smile was contagious, making Khadijah smile too.

Yulian tried to contact Ahtar and Arjuna first, after which the Light continued, Tristan. While Hafizha, Yukian expressed his intention to contact Hafizha because it was clear that there were still hours of Hafizha.

”Leave it alone for Hafizha. Let it be a surprise for him when he arrives at the hospital later.”

Julian smiled again, he was unrelenting to give thanks to God. For God has given him every prayer.

“Thank you will never be enough to atone for all the sins of the servant, O Allah. But gratitude is at least a representation of the happiness of the servant because You have returned the laughter that the servant wants to keep. Make Khadijah a wife who will accompany the servant until old age. Aamiin.”

Yulian assured her body was about to take a seat on Khadijah's side, but Yuoian's countenance instantly changed as Khadijah stared at her nanar. It was as if Khadijah was feeling that his legs were hard to move. However, Yulian tried to cover it up, so that Khadija did not feel suspicious at all. As much as possible Yulian will cover up, but Allahu admitted that Khadija should know about it.

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