Tahajud Love
CHAPTER 99 “Tahajud Cinta”
“Alright, Ahtar will remember it. But... if you may know how much Mother loves Abi?”
For a moment Khadija fell silent, taking a deep breath before telling Ahtar how much she loved Yulian. Love that makes him can not forget the figure of a handsome man, who is always in the sky is his name in every night prayer tahajud performed by Khadijah itself. After Khadija established to emigrate, deepening the religion of Islam that had been abandoned.
“Love is beautiful Ahtar, and Mother's love is indeed great for your Abi, but one thing we can't lose as human beings, that is, our love for Allah SWT is more important and valuable. Because it's... God is always powerful, no matter how great love is when God does not approve then.there is no word of love to unite.” Bright Khadijah with a very soft word.
“Iya, Bun. What you say is true, but... Ahtar had never felt such a strange thump when he was close to Humaira. But... Ahtar had felt that thump when... She came.”
“You mean, Ahtar? Have you found your heart? Who's He? As a mother Mother can know, right?” ask Khadijah.
“That problem... Ahtar could not see clearly the picture of Him, Bun. You see.. only dream.” Ahtar chuckles.
Khadijah smiled at Ahtar's silly behavior, and it made the two more familiar like a child talking to his biological mother.
Ahtar asked Khadijah to rest because it was already night. The wall clock was already showing at nine p.m., and as a doctor Ahtar understood his patients needed time to rest. So that Ahtar waited for Khadijah outside so that Khadijah could calm down while resting.
“I think all the data and concepts are correct. The park will be made on the middle side, so it can be ascertained there will be among young people who visit it. And once this proposal is approved, I'll take care of Hafizha. He... has the right to know who he is.”
The steadiness of Yulian who would tell who Humaira was as if it could not be changed again. Because sooner or later Hafizha will know, so will Alex who will know her son. However, Yulian would also increase security for the safety of his family.
Before going to bed Yulian decided to take ablution water and perform the prayer, not to forget also he read the mushaf even though only one verse.
The prayer for salvation was offered by Julian, and again he surrendered to God about the problem he was facing. And he doesn't want to lose his family just because Alex is back to crime.
“Allahumma inna nas aluka salamatan fiddini wa 'aafiyatan fil jasadi waziaadatan fil'ilmi wabarakatan firrizqi wataubatan qablal maut warahmatan 'indal death wamaghfiratan ba'dal death allahumma hawwin'alainaa fii sakaraatil death wa najjata minanaari wal'afwa indal hisaab.”
“Yes Allah, indeed we ask You for salvation when religion, bodily health, abundance of knowledge, blessings of sustenance, repentance before the coming of death, mercy at the coming of death, and forgiveness after death.”
After confirming his prayer, Yulian read An-Nasr's letter. A letter that has only three verses, which means help.