
Khaira's feelings were so devastated to hear the news of Aisha's death. His chest felt tight, as if it was hard to breathe. The roar of tears can not be dammed anymore, the black veil was wet because the clear water continues to pour like river water. And the grief could not be held back even though Khaira knew Yulian was still standing beside her.
"What's wrong with you, Khaira?"
The question was thrown from Yulian after seeing Khaira's body decay and sitting down with the body helpless. The roaring Tangis Khaira was able to be heard by Yulian. And Yulian was worried about Khaira who suddenly grieved like a lost person.
"Why are you crying like that, Khaira? Did you know my wife before?" yulian's question was so compelling.
"Deg..."
As Khaira's cries subsided, even the tears that drenched her cheeks and veil were immediately felt after hearing Yulian's question which made her realize something.
"E .. is not like that. Sa. .. I'm just a fan." Khaira answered nervously.
"Oh .. as it turned out. Never mind, you don't have to be sad anymore. Forget about Aisyah, pray that she is calm there." A smile of freshness returned from Yulian's lips.
"Emm...." A slow nod was made by Khaira to confirm Yulian's request.
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At exactly 03.00 am Yulian woke up to perform sunnah prayer which he often do every night. After that, do not forget also Yulian read the mushaf before the dawn adhan reverberated beautifully. When in the middle of Yulian read the mushaf suddenly he felt thirsty, the esophageal bone of the throat seemed so dry. So he had to get out of his most comfortable place to go to the kitchen and get drinking water.
"Who's voice?"
Yulian furrowed his brows, his ears so sharp that the voice of someone was reading the holy verses of the Quran beautifully and melodiously. Yulian traced the owner of the voice, somewhere? Even Yulian had forgotten the main purpose of heading to the kitchen.
"Why is that sound from Khaira's room? Possibly ... Khaira's reading?"
Yulian was standing right in front of Khaira's room, accidentally unlocked and not closed. It was slightly open, so Yulian was able to capture who the owner of the voice was.
Watch out loh Yulian .. later pintitan if ngintip. Wkwkwk.
"Subhanallah, that beauty .. turned out to belong to Khaira. How beautiful God is." Awe was also deeply embedded in Yulian's heart.
Tuh kan .. beware of falling in love with youh Yulian. H. ha.ha....
After seeing Khaira finish teaching and removing the mucus that was still attached to her body, Yulian as soon as possible left from there. There is a fear that he will be caught by Khaira because he has peeked from behind the door that is slightly open.
"Yulian, what's wrong with you? No, it can't be like this!" Yulian asked inwardly and rubbed his huff on his face.
The legs were again lowered into the kitchen, then a glass of water refreshed Yulian's throat. After leaving the kitchen, Yulian decided to return to her room.
"Bruck!"
Yulian accidentally hit Khaira's body which was about to head to the kitchen. Hard enough the collision was done, to the point that Khaira's body fell on the floor.
"Oh." Khaira paled, but was still heard by the sharpness of Julian's ears.
"I'm sorry, Khaira. I ... not intentionally." Yulian nervous.
Yulian who was still standing suskes was confused by the attitude that had to be done towards Khaira. Inwardly he has the desire to help stand up, but he feels bad if he will touch Khaira. While he knew Khaira the woman who keeps the association, aurat and views.
"Let me help!"
"I'm sorry, I can do it myself." Khaira lowered her eyes again.
Yulian saw Khaira standing up immediately. Although it looked not difficult when he got back up, but Yulian felt so guilty about his actions so stupid.
Lah .. kan, so wrong and groggy.
"I'll excuse you!"
"Akh yes, please!"
Khaira walked in front of Yulian just like that without seeing how Yulian's facial expression back then was under the light beam that Yulian had deliberately turned on while taking out drinking water in the kitchen. As soon as his thing with Yulian, because he was embarrassed he immediately moved from the kitchen and returned to the room.
Yulian was silent while inside her room. Think of the stupidity he has done. He wanted to hide behind a high and large wall from the shadow of Khaira. But ... It is impossible, because he does not want to be a cowardly man, who is only able to condemn stupidity alone.
"No. Forget that stupid incident, just assume .. it was an accidental accident." Yulian nodded slowly.
Not long after the dawn prayer was heard, disperse the daydream of Khaira while in the kitchen.
"It's Khaira, it's your decision. You need to get out of this house immediately, because there's a sense of unworthiness to stay here." Khaira monologues in heart.
Khaira immediately moved from the kitchen to return to her room. Then take ablution water to immediately perform the duties of a Muslim. As was the case with Yulian, he did the same as Khaira. And ... only the first time Hafizha woke up to perform dawn prayers. Even at the end of his prostration Hafizha prayed fervently to Allah. Although the manner of speech is still not clear, but God certainly knows and hears what is thrown out by a child who does not have sin.
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The fragrant smell of the cuisine is so stinging to the nose for every occupant in the magnificent house of Yulian. So it's tempting to immediately do breakfast together. But, Yulian just wanted to make sure where the fragrant direction of the dish was so stinging. Because he didn't want his stomach to be upset if, it was just a passing scent.
"Assalamu'alaikum, are you awake?"
Khaira's soft voice greeted Yulian that morning. Made Yulian surprised by what she saw. Well ... it is not the sound of Khaira that makes Yulian surprised, but some dishes that have been presented neatly on the dining table.
"Looks so delicious. The smell was fragrant to make my stomach worms thrashing asking for breakfast rations." Inner Yulian.
"E ... How do I greet her? Should I call with Mas first? Or call her name?" Khaira monologued in her heart when she saw Yulian was silent.
Silent....
"Shelf!"
The sound of what it was had managed to break the silence between the two. Suddenly, Yulian felt stiff after realizing that there was Khaira there. Her lips were so dumb to say hello. Because that night's events are still playing in his brain.
"I'm sorry if I cook again!" khaira broke the silence that came back.
"Akh yes, it's okay. I'm ... thanks again because you've been cooking this morning."
"And I also .. want to thank you .. because, already want to accommodate me in this house."
"Oh yeah, no problem."
"And I .. will get out of here today."
Instantly the mood returned to silence. And somehow Yulian felt unwilling if Khaira left her house. But ... I don't know! Yulian did not want to force Khaira for unclear reasons to keep Khaira at home.