Tahajud Love
Chapter 110 “Tahajud Cinta”

In the room Yulian repeatedly massaged his head that felt so dizzy, after dinner he also took pain medication in the head. And Khadijah-who saw Yulian was thinking something immediately approached him.

“What's up, Hubby? Seems like... Hubby thought of a lot of things he didn't know. Try the same story Neng,” said Khadijah after being in front of Yulian.

“Really! Hubby didn't want to tell Neng. But, as the head of the Hubby household should be able to solve every problem without seeing Neng or the children. Just give Hubby a minute to think.” Yulian commented on her thin smile.

“Did Hubby never consider the existence of Neng? Neng knows.. if we don't later Hubby will live as heaven with Aisyah, not Neng.” Khadijah pushed his wheelchair out of the room.

Yulian fell silent, but he was able to catch Khadija's speech. Back his head throbbed, making him have to massage his temple repeatedly.

‘Ya Allah... Let alone this? Why do I have to wait?’ inner Yulian.

After quite relieved the pain in his head Yulian came out and looked for the existence of Khadijah. The whole room was traced by Yulian, but he did not find Khadijah in the house.

“No way He'll go far,”

Yulian searched the front page but the result was the same, not meeting Khadijah. Until Yulian gave up, her footsteps began to collapse with slow steps leading to her room. However, the step was stopped when the image of Khadija was immediately in front of Aisyah's photo.

“Aisyah, I know .. I am only the second wife of your ex-husband. I am also self-conscious if I am unable and will never be able to reach such a beautiful moon with perfect light.”

Tears also shed and wet the Khadijah veil. Khadijah's shoulder shook violently as he recalled the past - a time that made him have to experience all those bitter things.

Yulian who was at the back let Khadijah spill his sense of unease that filled the chest cavity. And Yulian felt such a piercing pain, but not in his head - but in his deepest heart.

‘Yes Allah.. I was stupid to say that in front of him earlier. Why can't I think long first so Khadija doesn't feel hurt.’

Yulian condemned the folly - which he had unconsciously done to hurt Khadija with his tongue.

And an hour had passed, but Khadija was still faithfully in front of Aisyah's photo and poured out a stifling sense of her soul. Yulian was also still faithfully standing at the back, Yulian chest cavity felt choked when he heard the sobs of Khadijah that had not subsided.

Silent...

The silence of the night seemed to accompany them when not reprimanding each other. The sobs of Khadijah began to subside only occasionally still sounded as unwilling as the rest of his cries. And after having poured out a stifling feeling Khadijah just looked silently at the photo of Aisyah in front of him.

“I'm sorry, Hubby! Hubby accidentally said that, without realizing it had hurt Neng.”

“Initially Hubby just wanted to show true love to Ahtar. A Father... Hubby doesn't want his son to hurt a woman. And Hubby also did not want if Ahtar was wrong in choosing a partner. That's all, Neng. Hubby means nothing else.”

Yulian persuaded Khadijah's appeal that the anger that had peaked had been crushed with love that resided in the heart.

Yulian advanced his steps until he stood right in front of Khadija, then he crouched down to level with Khadijah's wheelchair. And after that Yulian wiped away the tears of Khadijah that were still left on his cheeks.

“Listen to Hubby carefully, Neng! Hubby will never know in the future how, we can be as heaven or not. But that's one thing you need to know. Hubby love Neng.”

“Maybe when Hubby filed the status sermon Hubby is indeed a widower, but to heal wounds and find the right love.

“If one day Hubby is taken first, Hubby will let Neng find love that can take Neng to heaven. And for now, Neng belongs only to Hubby and no one else. Even to get to heaven, Hibby must be able to guide Neng as well as Hubby's wife, because Hubby does not want if Neng finds it difficult to enter heaven later.”

Yulian kissed Khadijah's forehead, giving her all the love she had left. Until finally persuaded from Yulian able to melt the anger of Khadijah, not anger but rather self-consciousness.

After making peace from the silence and silence Yulian brought Khadijah to his room. Because the night was so late Yulian immediately asked Khadija to quickly rest.

Yulian laid Khadijah's body on the bed after a moment in a sling. After that, Yulian spread out a blanket to cover Khadijah's chest.

“Quick sleep, it's night. And Neng must remember, do not think about things that are not necessarily the case.” Yulian turned off the lights that had bright light, then turned on the sleeping lights that had dim light.

Just as Yulian was about to step quickly Khadija's hand held him back. And made Yulian turn around and then look back at Khadijah who was still shrouded in sadness.

“What's up, Neng?”

“Hubby where are you going? Does Hubby not want to accompany Neng to sleep tonight?” Khadija turned around to ask.

For a moment Yulian was silent, not the intention of not wanting to accompany Khadijah to sleep in one bed but, Yulian wanted to pull over for a moment and reflect on his problem and also Ahtar's problem.

“Hubby just wants to sit on the sofa for a while, Neng. Hubby.. not yet sleepy, painkillers are less effective.”

Yulian's teasing made Khadija pull the two ends of her lips together to form a beautiful smile. The puffy eyes and my adorable face were now slightly refreshed with laughter.

“Why does Neng smile like that? Glad that her husband is so dizzy, hmm?”

Yulian approached, his face looking only an inch with Khadijah's face. The gaze of Yulian's eagle eyes sharpened, as if ready to pounce on the prey in front of him. And that gaze was able to make Khadija feel embarrassed, Khadija immediately lowered his face.

Yulian manoel cheeks Khadijah and increasingly make Khadijah feel embarrassed.

“Don't do it, Hubby! Neng was embarrassed to know, if Hubby saw Neng's face that was sticky because of tears earlier.” Khadijah immediately turned his face away.

“Then, Neng wants Hubby how? Time cannot look at the face of my wife. Wrong part of itself already knows his face ugly if cry still cry.”

Yulian chuckled, finally he felt no longer awkward when alone with Khadijah. Likewise with Khadijah, although not yet forgotten completely but now the laughter continues to clash with each other. Make a night that should have been rested but that night was not.

Yulian and Khadijah decided to pour out their feelings in each other's hearts, even exchanging ideas to solve Ahtar's problems with the two women without hurting them.

Finally Yulian gave up, his brain was dead-end and his mind was stuck unable to think more clearly after the problems were present in his life. Because it concerns the future, the heart and also the friendship between Yulian himself and Tristan.

“How about we express the heart of Ahtar first by the way of prayer istikharah. We make sure through the path of the sky, ask Ahtar to perform the prayer every night. And also. fasting monday and thursday. Because for people who live the fast of sunna it will get love from Allah SWT.” Khadija snapped his fingers.

Yulian smiled faintly, she felt lucky to have a companion for life that God had given her in her life. Although as a second wife but Khadija a woman who is not greedy for property, only want to marry Yulian-who has a treasure, even the title of CEO who has several companies in several countries and various cities.

“Alright! Hubby will talk about it to Ahtar tomorrow morning. And Hubby will find out who Zuena is until Ahtar gets a lead from Allah SWT.” Yulian gently rubbed the top of Khadijah's head.

On the balcony with a night filled with the brilliance of starlight and also dim lights, making the night feel so beautiful than the previous nights.

Khadijah felt peaceful as Yulian's strapping body clutched him. Even that sense of comfort was obtained by Khadijah when he sunk his head into the chest of the Yulian field. And under the thick blanket - which covered the bodies of the two now in the silence of the night - and the dim lights of Yulian and Khadija began to fall.

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At two o'clock Yulian woke up, he decided to perform tahajud prayer. Ask Allah SWT of every problem, that Allah SWT facilitate all his affairs in the world and also in the hereafter.

“Yes Allah, O my Lord, I know that You will not be wrong in choosing the shoulders of Your servants that You deserve to test at this time. And the servant also knows that You will make easy all the affairs of Your earnest servant.”

“Yes Allah... As a servant Father, you do not want to be rash in deciding who the soul mate of the son of the servant that You write in Your eternal book. Give the best soul mate to the son of the servant, Ahtar.”

Julian guaranteed his prayers. After that continue to read the mushaf for a moment to reconcile the troubled and troubled heart.

It was not until one Juulian read the mushaf, because he had to research his work data that had been more than five days unchecked.

”It looks like I need a deep black coffee but it tastes sweet when added sugar,” said Yulian who interspersed with amused stiffness.

The problems that come in many ways can make the brain of Yulian slightly tilted, fortunately Khadija did not see the other side of Yulian. Because for a long time Yulian did not behave like a teenager.

The coffee made by Yulian himself was placed on the table, then he looked back at the laptop screen and sulked there. Occasionally he brews the sweet black coffee to relieve drowsiness. And to disappear at dawn Yulian turned on the beautiful music.

“Alhamdulillah, O Allah! Finally finished also.” Julian closed his laptop.

Yulian stretched her stiff muscles, and she was prodding on the couch and, like most people, Yulian's eyes were unable to withstand the sleepiness. Because every 03.00 to 04.00 hours humans will feel very sleepy and can not hold it anymore.

The sound of the dawn adhan has been echoed and Khadija awoke after hearing the sound of the adhan despite the sound of it being so subtle, because the distance between the mosque and his house was quite far.

Khadijah groped his right side, but he did not find Yulian sleeping next to him. And it made Khadijah feel confused because he could not get up if not helped.

“Hubby!” call Khadijah slowly.

“Hubby!” call Khadijah again.

“Hubby!”

“Hubby!”

Several times Khadijah shouted to Yulian, but there was no word from Yulian. However, Khadijah saw the shadow of someone coming from the balcony.

“Who's there? What is Hubby, huh?”

No one answered Khadijah's question. But the shadow was getting closer, so that the dim light of the light was able to give a little light and Khadija was able to capture the face of the shadow's owner.

“What did you want to come here? Don't fuck around!” threaten Khadijah's.

The man's move drew closer, leaving Khadija hysterical alone. Fear began to break out, tears began to pour down Khadijah's cheeks. And several times Khadijah shouted out to Yulian, Light, Arjuna, Ahtar and Hafizha. All the names of his family members he called for help, because the arrival of the man was like a threat to Khadijah.

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